Chapter 57: An Jingyu's heartache
Ye Qingfan guarded Song Youran until the second half of the night, and he was not relieved. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info but Ye Qingfan tossed and turned all night, extremely unsteady, and he was unwilling to send Song Youran back to An Jingyu in his dream.
But now it's hard for him to even pour a glass of water for Youran, so how can he take good care of her? What can you do if you don't give up on him!
In 1988, since Song Youran left, An Jingyu came here almost every night to get drunk.
Gu Yang's heart hurt when she saw An Jingyu torturing herself like this. She would rather watch An Jingyu pay wholeheartedly for Song Youran, than see him embarrass herself so much, obviously she loves her very much, but she can't be by her side, this kind of heartache can only be experienced by Gu Yang.
Gu Yang asked him again: "Is Mr. An really sure not to go and see Miss Song?" ”
An Jingyu said firmly: "Don't you understand my words? ”
Gu Yang had no choice but to say: "Okay, then you can buy drunk here and hurt yourself, you really leave a blind man and a cripple person alone." ”
An Jingyu's whole mind was on Song Youran, and he had never paid attention to Gu Yang, who had always been by his side, this woman who loved him deeply, and the pain in her heart was no less than his.
But in the kingdom of love, it is never something that one person can say.
Gu Yang's declining eyes were placed on An Jingyu's unnoticeable place, and she prayed silently in her heart: "Since you don't want to know the news about her, you don't want to look at her, why torture yourself like this." If you can forget about her like this, I'm afraid that you will miss her more and be more painful. I never begged you to love me, I only begged you not to suffer for love again. ”
Gu Yang knew An Jingyu's feelings for Song Youran too well, so much so that she knew that he wouldn't survive at all and would go to see Song Youran tonight.
"Mr. An, it's too late, tomorrow the people from the French auction house will come over for a meeting early in the morning, can I go back first" Gu Yang deliberately made an excuse to leave.
"You go, I'm fine, I didn't drink much." An Jingyu didn't raise his head and said indifferently.
Of course I know that you haven't drunk too much, because you can't sit still for a long time, and you can't wait to come to Song Youran's side immediately.
"Then Mr. An, I'll let the driver come in and accompany you."
An Jingyu was still drinking bitter wine. Gu Yang said to An Jingyu when he was leaving; "Song Youran and Ye Qingfan are in the Dijing Mansion on the edge of the film and television city, and the room number is 1818." Gu Yang looked at him with a slight shock, then turned around and left.
The door told the driver the address of the hotel, and let the driver in after a few words.
Sure enough, as soon as the driver found An Jingyu, he spoke: "Go to Dijing Mansion." ”
An Jingyu, who was sitting in the back of the car, felt the coldness of the night, and the night without stars and moonlight made him feel that the city was even more lonely, and his irritability and restlessness at this time were also aggravated little by little...
Leisurely, you can be silent, regardless of my hurry; You can ignore my anxieties; You can say that my concern is the reason for your bondage; You can throw my thoughts into a corner and dismiss them. You can smile at other people, you can give people a hug, you can be nice to the whole world, and forget that I am sad all the time. You are only relying on my love for you, and that is the only thing that makes me humble in this world.
The car had arrived downstairs, putting down all his self-esteem, An Jingyu pushed the car door, picked up his mobile phone and dialed Ye Qingfan.
"Open the door for me."
An Jingyu walked into the elevator and pressed 18.
Ye Qingfan knew that he would come after all, and he couldn't rest assured of his leisureliness at all. In his dark world, he groped his way to the door and opened it.
An Jingyu looked at Ye Qingfan, who was not arrogant, and looked a little overwhelmed, not only said lightly: "Since I met you, I haven't had a good day." ”
Walking straight to the leisurely room, looking at the sleeping Youran still frowning, and his right foot was still in a plaster, An Jingyu took a deep breath, turned around and grabbed Ye Qingfan's collar, and roared in a low voice: "I've been with Youran for almost 20 years, she hasn't been hurt at all, you see that being with you is all suffering and suffering, you can't even manage yourself, ****** you still deserve to take care of Youran?" ”
Ye Qingfan was like a deflated balloon, let An Jingyu tear and blame, he was speechless. He is a blind man, what qualifications does he have to fight with An Jingyu, why should he keep Youran by his side.
An Jingyu looked at the leisurely appearance, and his heart ached that it was him who was lying there, he let go of Ye Qingfan and raised his head, even if no one could see the tears he was about to drop, he himself, as a man, did not want the tears to fall.
He dragged Ye Qingfan to another room and used his phone to call Liuliu.
"Do you know what time it is, Brother Qingfan?" The six years in my sleep were very disgusted with being harassed in the middle of the night.
"Listen, I'm An Jingyu. You are dragged by your cousin with a broken bone, you can't even go to the hospital, and for the sake of your cousin, hide in the hotel to recuperate, tomorrow morning I need a very professional nurse to take care of Youran, and a housekeeper to take care of Youran's diet and daily life. ”
"Why me? Why don't you look for it? Six years still asked tiredly.
"If you don't want your blind cousin to be ruined from now on, you'd better do what I say!"
You think I don't want to arrange it? I can't wait to pick it up right away, but what about it? Faced with Song Youran's crying again, begging? Then looked at Ye Qingfan, who couldn't protect Song Youran, and gave up on himself? And then the two continue to stage a life-and-death relationship? He won't, he will let them know that it is not easy to get along, he wants to let Song Youran feel it himself, heaven and hell.
He wants them to know that it is not the relationship that can be slowly cultivated, but the habit of each other. What can be obtained over time is not love, but a dull and trivial life. Love is just a moment, a fleeting firework, love and marriage are not the same thing at all, not all love turns out to be marriage, and not all marriages are originally because of love. When you get along like this, like ordinary lovers, take off the halo on your body, how long do you think you can last?
"Uh...... All right. ”
Immediately, An Jingyu hung up the phone and threw it to Ye Qingfan.
"Don't think it's so easy to protect a woman, what I gave her was an impregnable fortress, and what you gave her was nothing more than a dangerous building. Please have better be self-aware, you can't even take care of yourself, how can you take care of others, you'd better let you retreat and return to me. ”
An Jingyu said coldly, turned around and left.
Ye Qingfan shivered with the knock of the door, and sat down slowly against the wall, his ears were still echoing An Jingyu's words, and he wanted to let Youran retreat......