Chapter 18 Compassion is long
Before I arrived, I rushed to the woods in advance, and with Su Chengjing's help, I was extremely confident. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info threw the soul-attracting lamp in his hand into the air, and then pinched a trick to cover it, and the soul-attracting lamp instantly became larger and then covered the entire forest, and then it was hidden in the air. Although the soul lamp is harmless to people, if the soul is trapped in the lamp, it will be burned by the fire and taste the pain.
It didn't take long for Su Chengjing to follow. Xu was because he wanted to pretend to be someone else, so he deliberately changed into a dark clothes, and he didn't bring the Longyuan sword on his back, but took a folding fan, looked at it carefully under the moon, with long eyebrows and handsome eyes, gentle and elegant, don't be a scholarly atmosphere.
I couldn't help but look at my face and turned my eyes away, but there was nothing to do, so I coughed twice and said, "Childe only came over after eating?" ”
He was a little surprised by my question, and then seemed to understand something, and then his face was a little crimson, and he was a little embarrassed and said: "The girl said that Qin Zimo is a scholar, so she changed her clothes and came over, which made the girl laugh." ”
I nodded a little shyly as if I understood.
Maybe it was because of the embarrassment, but I didn't feel afraid of the cold, but I felt the chill coming all over my body, and I shivered uncomfortably, and then unconsciously stomped my foot gently.
When he saw me like this, he made a spell and lit a fire of coals, and he said, "It's too early for her to come out, so let's wait while we roast the fire." ”
I nodded. After sitting down around the fire, I felt the slightest warmth, and stretched out my hand to bake it gently on the top of the fire.
"Where is the girl from? Listening to the girl's accent, it seems to be my fellow villager, could it be that she is also from the capital? He asked me with a smile.
I smiled back at him: "I used to be in the capital, but I followed Master around a few years ago. Childe should be the same. ”
He nodded, did not speak, and fell silent again for a moment.
When I saw that he didn't speak, I took a branch and picked a fire to enjoy myself, and when I was having fun, I couldn't help but hear him ask: "When the girl first saw me, she recognized me as the wrong person, and that person was very important to the girl?" ”
After hearing this, I couldn't help but blush again, and I stammered a little: "Childe, you ...... You can't talk nonsense, that person is a friend of mine, I thought you were him, but I made Childe see the joke. ”
He smiled at me: "I see, I was really startled to see the girl like this that day, I thought that the girl was like everyone else, so it seems that you are abrupt." ”
I was a little puzzled, and was about to ask him what he meant by what he just said, but I saw that his face was slightly red, and I suddenly understood, and smiled awkwardly again: "The son is outstanding in appearance and talented, and I think it is normal for a girl to miss it." ”
He was even more embarrassed by what I said, with a mixture of shyness and indifference on his face, and then said, "It's better to get down to business." Are you sure she'll come? ”
I nodded lightly: "She is so affectionate, she will definitely come, but ......"
He was a little stunned, and his face was suspicious: "Just what?" ”
Before I could speak, his voice continued to come: "It's rare to have both worlds, she is in love like this, I don't know if it's right or wrong?" May she rest in peace today. By the way, does the girl have a sweetheart? ”
I was slightly stunned and asked, "What does Childe mean?" ”
He said slowly: "If time consumes everything, if feelings are in the bones, they can never be erased. I think Miss Xueyan is like this, but I can't blame her. When I look at the girl, you are carefree, once upon a time I also thought about this life. A word of affection, in the end, you can't hide. The years are too long, if I knew that someone would love me deeply, I would definitely live up to her love. Actually, Miss Xueyan, I still admire her. ”
His voice grew softer and melodious, drifting little by little into the night until it faded away.
I wanted to say something, but the voice was choked in my throat, in my imagination, he should be a light and breezy person, no worries, even if not so indifferent, but should be a free life, not bound by the world, never thought that he would be so lamented and sad.
And his tone was a little indifferent, with a little smile, and continued: "There will be a hundred and eleven people in this world who are good to me, but I have only met her. However, the cruelest thing in this world is to let her accompany me in despair, but to lose her in an instant. ”
Unexpectedly, his voice sank again, and after I looked at the imperceptible heaviness in his eyes, I naturally thought of something, smiled slightly, and said softly: "A woman who can make Gongzi so worried must be the envy of others." I believe that even if Childe and her are separated for something now, there will be a time when they will meet in the future. Wait until that day to solve the misunderstanding, and a lover should become a dependent. ”
Hearing this, he glanced at me, and there seemed to be some emotion in his eyes, but when I looked closely, he smiled slightly: "By the girl's auspicious words, I hope that a lover will eventually become a family." ”
My voice was a little gentle, although it was a word of relief, but it still carried a little curiosity: "At first glance, Gongzi is a blessed person, and it is only a matter of time before he gets together with his sweetheart." However, why did Childe and her separate? Although I haven't experienced ****, I also know the truth of cherishing each other, not to mention the person I like, it's not easy to like someone in this world, if it's separated, then it should be ......"
How painful it must be, how desperate it must be.
The last few words were stuck in my throat and not spoken.
Once, I also knew what it meant to like, and that kind of greed buried deep in my heart made people sweet and panicked. It's just that in the end, my life is not good, and I can't be liked by others.
He was stunned by my words, did not speak for a while, and finally smiled softly: "Today's time is not right, I can tell you the story another day." ”
"...... like this"
I still wanted to say something, but I also understood the meaning of his words, after all, he was an outsider, and it was not good to inquire about other people's past so unscrupulously, so he smiled and nodded: "Okay." ”