238. Lin Yun's true words
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"Hmm......" At this moment, Lin Yun on the bed moved, and looked at the two boys in front of his ward with sleepy eyes.
"Sorry to wake you up." Bai He smiled apologetically, seeing that Lin Yun, who was supposed to be alive and well, was so pale at the moment, and his heart ached faintly.
"White Crane, you're here, are you okay? Where have you been these days, do you know that I'm so worried about you! Lin Yun saw Bai He, as if he wanted to pour out all his recent grievances, his eyes were filled with tears, and he struggled to sit up with the support of Bai He, hugged him, and buried his head in his arms.
"I'm sorry for wronging you." Bai He stroked Lin Yun's hair and said softly.
"You two talk." Lei Siwen saw that there was murderous intent in Lin Yun's eyes looking at him, so he had to smile bitterly and wave his hand at Bai He, secretly sighing at the gap between people and people.
"White Crane ......" After Lei Siwen left, Lin Yun could no longer control the love in his eyes, hugged Bai He tightly and said softly: "I miss you so much......"
Bai He didn't speak, nor did he see how happy Lin Yun's expression was when he buried his head in his arms, he just sat there quietly, with an indescribable feeling in his heart.
He has always felt that he is the chosen one, the one who was chosen by God to save the world, and thinks that he and Zhang Shexi and others are saviors who are superior to others, and they are cultivators that ordinary people may not be able to become in their lifetime, and he is complacent about this, and feels that he has become a hero-like existence.
But there are two sides to everything, and while they have abilities that others do not have, it also means that they have to experience suffering and suffering that others cannot experience. He had to practice desperately in the dream world, he had to spend countless years there in what seemed to others to be just a few minutes, and he had to face all kinds of enemies at the cost of injury and danger.
Seeing Lin Yun's appearance of recovering from a serious illness, he would rather she never gain this kind of power, just live plainly like an ordinary person, and pursue ordinary happiness.
"White Crane ......" Lin Yun whispered to the name of the white crane.
"Yes." Hakutsuru agreed.
"I ...... Still like you. When Lin Yun said this, the hand holding the white crane's shirt trembled slightly. She wanted to say this a long time ago, but because everyone was about to face the guy with a silver body at that time, and the white crane seemed to be a different person in a trance every day, she couldn't say it. But now that it's all over, she can't hold back the love in her heart anymore.
"Ah......" Bai He opened his mouth, he didn't know what to say, with Lin Yun's current state, he was afraid that rash refusal would make her even more sad and affect her physical recovery, but he couldn't agree irresponsibly, and fell into a dilemma for a while.
"It's okay, you don't have to answer me." Lin Yun knew Bai He's difficulties, although he was a little sad, he still smiled slightly, and said: "Bai He, do you know, since the last time I confessed to you, I ordered alien technology to block my feelings for you, because I know that it is destined to be impossible between us, and I want to restore our relationship to the time when we first met through external forces, which is the best result for you and me." ”
Lin Yun was still smiling, but tears flowed down uncontrollably: "There are only two ways to recover after the relationship is blocked, the first is to take the initiative to unseal it, and the other is to have the same feelings as the blocked relationship again, and after the seal is unsealed, I can't seal it again, I have no way to control me from liking you." ”
"Last time because of my immaturity, I chose to escape, but this time I want to follow my heart, I want to be with you, I want to defeat the enemy with you, I want to use hacking technology with you to hack into other people's networks, as long as it is something that can be with you, I like to do it, I am indeed a little willful, a little childish, not as mature as Xia Meng, not as gentle as her, and ...... breasts The breasts are not as big as hers, but I won't lose to anyone if I like your feelings. ”
After listening to Lin Yun's words, Bai He was silent, and finally understood why she suddenly got close to herself without any scruples, and liking someone twice would definitely not be a whim as he imagined before, but a genuine, heartfelt feeling.
"But you know, I can't accept this feeling." The white crane bowed his head gloomily, facing the eyes of Lin Yun, who raised his head in his arms.
"I know, but I also want you to know that whether you accept it or not, like me or not, I will not run away this time, I will always like you, like until the end of my life, from the polar day to the dark night, from the ocean to the sky, through the four seasons, through the flowers, through birth, old age, sickness and death, even if I am just as small as a grain of sand in the desert, a drop of water in the ocean, a star in the universe, I will not be discouraged, will not bow my head, but open my arms to embrace the world, until I come to the same small you, Stick to you. Lin Yun left Bai He's embrace, took Bai He's hand and put it on his chest, and said with a smile.
She doesn't expect to have a white crane, but she wants to be a satellite around the white crane, even if she silently guards him and watches his happy life.
Why would you have such emotions for a boy, and even willingly sacrifice your all? Lin Yun guessed, probably this is love, no one can make sense, but everyone has this kind of feeling. It is arrogant and domineering, often unreasonable to let people pay unconditionally, and will not give any return to the person who pays, it is like a gorgeous diamond, only beauty and dignity are its advantages.
"Why do you bother?" Hakutsuru sighed heavily, and his mood after being relaxed by defeating the guy with the silver body became complicated again. He really doesn't want a girl to pay so much for himself and not get something in return, he doesn't want his past tragedy to be staged on others, he doesn't want to hurt others because of himself, all his hopes are so kind and beautiful, but they can't be realized.
"You don't have to have such a headache, because I like you and I'm alone, and you can't interfere if you want to." Lin Yun smiled playfully, pretending to be heartless, and poked Bai He with his fingers: "Okay, I've finished what I need to say, if you still have something, I won't stop you." ”
"Oh? Oh. Bai He Muran, feeling embarrassed to stay here, waved his hand and left the ward.
"This wood." Lin Yun didn't expect Bai He to really leave, and made a grimace at his back angrily, and then showed a relieved smile: "Finally, finally said this sentence......