Chapter 109: Cultivating into a Demon
The beginning of the chat caused by Han Sicheng's words directly tore apart the warm and warm atmosphere in front of him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"I'm not human." After saying these four simple words, he closed his mouth, turned his head, and stared at Fan Yingying in silence.
Fan Yingying felt a sense of hearing in her brain with thousands of galloping horses, which shocked her dizziness and tinnitus, and looked at Han Sicheng in the dim light in front of her, and turned into a double shadow in an instant.
"Finished?" She stared at Han Sicheng in disbelief, and for the first time understood what the teacher repeatedly emphasized when she was reading, we are very knowledgeable, a word, a sentence, often contains multiple meanings, a difference in meaning, and a thousand miles of error.
Han Sicheng didn't say anything, his eyes scraped around her face like X-rays.
Fan Yingying moved her body, feeling that the sofa was quite comfortable before, but now it is very uncomfortable to sit on, she frowned and asked, "No, what do you want me to understand?" ”
Han Sicheng suddenly lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and drooped his head, looking particularly disturbing.
Fan Yingying held her heart and glared at Han Sicheng: "No, if you don't throw such a sentence here, you just don't care about it!" If my understanding is wrong, this is a big misunderstanding. ”
"You don't understand the bias." Han Sicheng squeezed out a sullen sentence from his palm.
Fan Yingying felt that the air in her chest suddenly stopped with his words.
Shocked, flustered, dazed, overwhelmed, all kinds of emotions swept over the sky, and she listened to herself murmuring, "Then what are you?" ”
Han Sicheng's body froze suddenly, and then after a long time, he straightened up a little bit, he looked up at Fan Yingying, his face was sad, and his eyes turned red, looking a little weird.
Looking at Han Sicheng like this, Fan Yingying suddenly calmed down, and her heart, which had been in a mess before, slowly smoothed it out: "Tell me, what's going on?" ”
Han Sicheng's originally dark eyes were as if they had contact lenses, their eyes were red and shaky, and when he heard her words, the shock in his eyes didn't know why, Fan Yingying saw it, and felt that his mood had become particularly depressed.
After a pause, she added: "Actually, it's not too scary, really, when I saw my mother-in-law before, I was much more shocked than you are now." As soon as the words came out, she saw a touch of sadness on Han Sicheng's face, and she suddenly hated to slap herself directly, what did she say! It's also too hurtful.
"Me, I 。。。。。。" Fan Yingying hated her current state of cooking dumplings in a teapot, and she always dropped the chain at critical moments, how could it be so finished!
"Actually, I don't know how I grew like this, when I was young, I could always feel things that others couldn't feel, and when I got older, I realized that it was a ghost." Han Sicheng looked at Fan Yingying and felt very strange, as if the things he had hidden in his heart had been poured out again and again, but the person sitting with him had always been her.
"Later, my father sent me to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, and when I turned sixteen, I found that when I encountered danger, I found that there seemed to be a hidden potential in my body, which would be stimulated by self-preservation." Han Sicheng stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, and the next words seemed to be a little unbearable for him.
"My mother is actually a demon, but she has been hiding it from my father and me, and the master and Miaojue of the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple know about it and keep me in the dark." Han Sicheng said, smiling self-deprecatingly: "My mother and my dad actually didn't do business in other places, they both died, and they died to save me." ”
He sighed deeply, and Fan Yingying listened to the end note with infinite emotion and nostalgia, and felt her heart tremble and tremble.
"Half human blood in my body, half demon blood, half human and half demon, I can't live long at all, my mother gave me Neidan in order to save me. My mother didn't have Neidan and died, and my father couldn't stand it, so he missed my mother too much, so he entrusted me to the master and followed, and I was only twelve years old that year. Han Sicheng looked up at Fan Yingying, and his red eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist.
"Actually, the last time I told you, I met Uncle Zhang, it was the story of the child who went to the toilet and collided with the land god, which they used to deceive me, saying that I was the child."
No, what do these people think? Han Sicheng was a twelve-year-old child back then, and you told him that his parents had choked because he tossed enough, although he hid the fact that his mother was a demon, but this would also leave a psychological shadow on people, right?
Fan Yingying was speechless, and felt that Han Sicheng and his parents were not human, how could they do such a thing! Or they all say that monks are far away from the world and pedantic!
"Later, when I grew up, I couldn't hide it anymore, I remembered what they said about Uncle Zhang, so I found him, the old man was very kind, he looked at me pitiful, and infiltrated me with these things little by little, for fear that I wouldn't be able to accept the stimulation or something at once." Han Sicheng pursed his lips and smiled: "Actually, I thought I could accept it, but I didn't expect things to become completely beyond my expectations." ”
He stretched out his finger and pointed to his eyes: "When I saw it for the first time, I was startled, and I thought who hated stuffing two contact lenses into my eyes so much, and then I felt wrong, and I wondered if I had pink eye, fortunately I didn't go to the doctor at the time, otherwise this thing might have turned out." ”
"Then when do your eyes usually become like this?" Fan Yingying was really curious, and she couldn't hold back for a while and asked frantically.
It may be that the things that were pressed in his heart were poured out, Han Sicheng's whole person looked much more relaxed, he looked directly at Fan Yingying, and his originally red eyes changed back to their original black little by little.
He shrugged his shoulders and said quite casually: "It didn't work before, when you encounter danger, or when you are weak, it will become like this, but now you can slowly control it, and you can change whenever you want." After a pause, he said, "There is something I don't want to hide from you." ”
"What's the matter?" Fan Yingying was suddenly a little nervous, both afraid of his next words and a little inexplicably looking forward to it.
"Actually, I've already started cultivating now." After Han Sicheng finished speaking, he looked at Fan Yingying with a solemn face, and there was a sense of helplessness in his tone: "Last time I was injured, it aroused the demon blood in my body, and now I can't suppress it at all, if Uncle Zhang didn't save me, he wouldn't be injured like this, I just thought about using the refined inner pill to save him, I didn't tell anyone about it, and I kept it in my heart." (To be continued.) )