Leaving behind the two sexes of love. Appearance. Joy is just the venting of desire/hope, there is no collision of inner loneliness, and there is no communication of hearts. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I'm not expressing my inner love in such a way, it's all just an honest reaction of the body. I trembled, and with his movements, I trembled in his arms.

I used to say that everyone has their own choice, and even on a day like this, I have no grudge against him. All I have in my heart is helplessness and disappointment.

Gradually, he stopped, gently caressing my back.

I lay motionless on his shoulder, tears oozing from my eyes.

I spoke, but my voice was calm without any waves, and said, "Lan Sheng, I'm going to be uncomfortable tonight, you go to Yunqing to rest." ”

His hand on my back paused, and after a while, he said in a trembling voice, "Are you so unwilling?" I came back last month, and every time I wanted to be close to you, you rejected me on the grounds that I hurt my leg, and now you're going to push me to someone else......"

He put his hand on my left side of my chest and said, "What the hell are you thinking?" Do you still have me in your heart? ”

I didn't say anything.

He sighed: "Heart, it's so cold. Once upon a time it was lukewarm. ”

I suddenly remembered the gentle scene after I spent candles with him, he held a ball of nephrite in his hand, and said to me: "Sister Wan, I will treat you well for the rest of my life...... At that time, I was so ashamed that I couldn't even raise my head.

A life is so long, and love is always too short. What does it mean to "treat me well"? Am I too dissatisfied?

As long as he has me in his heart, he will remember me, isn't it?

Why do I have to seek the one?

After a moment of silence, I said: "Since Yunqing is your concubine, she called me 'sister', I am afraid that it is not good for you to go to her until you go there, others will always talk about this, and Yunqing will still be difficult to deal with herself." ”

Since Yunqing entered the mansion, there will definitely be this day, Lan Sheng, does he really not understand?

Lan Sheng was speechless. After a while, he said, "Get up, the water is getting cold." ”

I stood on the ground, Lan Sheng cleaned up and brought me clothes, I put them on, and he called Yueying to come in and clean up the bathroom.

Yue Ying stood at the door of the bathroom, looked at the wet clothes I threw on the ground, and said distressedly: "Zhu Niang......"

I fastened the straps on my clothes and said, "I'm fine." After a pause, he said, "This bath bucket is too heavy, you go to the yard and find a few mothers-in-law to come and carry it out together." ”

Yue Ying answered, leaned over and picked up the clothes on the ground one by one.

After dinner in the evening, Lan Sheng called a few maids into the courtyard and asked them to clean up the east wing.

I sat at the table and listened to the movement outside, and guessed what Lan Sheng wanted to do, so I didn't go out to ask.

Yueying ran to the door and looked, walked back and said to me, "Aren't you going to take a look?" Uncle doesn't know what to do? ”

I lowered my head and turned the page of the book in my hand, and said, "Tonight, my uncle will go to sleep in the east wing, and you go to the cupboard to find two futons to come out, one bed should be thicker and the other bed should be soft." Grab another pillow. ”

Yue Ying paused for a moment and asked, "Uncle wants to sleep in a separate room with Zhu Niang?" ”

I looked up and explained, "I brought it up." Uncle doesn't want to go to Yunqing's place, and wants to sleep in the east wing, so let him be. Then he said, "Go and find the things." ”

Yue Ying pursed her lips and said, "Okay, that's fine." With that, he went to the cupboard to find the futon.

After a while, the maids who cleaned up the room went out, and Lan Sheng walked in and poured a cup of tea at the table.

I stopped: "The tea is cold, let someone change the pot to a hot one." ”

He didn't say a word, tilted his head and poured a cup of tea into his mouth.

I closed the book and said, "Yueying is going to find you a futon, and I'll lay it out for you later." It's late autumn, and you have to be careful of catching a cold when you sleep at night. ”

He looked at me and said, "You have already said that you don't want to, what are you worried about?" ”

I said calmly, "Lan Sheng, even if we are not as good as before, I still hope you are well." ”

He looked a little moved, sat down, and tried to shake my hand.

"Zhu Niang," Yue Ying shouted, "I found two futons, can Zhu Niang come and take a look?" ”

"Okay." I replied, got up and went inside.

Yueying put the quilts she had found neatly on the Luodian bed, and said to me, "Shall I bring them?" ”

"yes, okay." As I spoke, I stepped forward and hugged a futon, and Yueying took another bed.

When I got to the east wing, I spread out the thicker mattress underneath.

Yueying said on the side: "Zhu Niang, I'll get it." ”

"It's okay, I'll just come." I commanded, "You have hot water brought to the bathroom." ”

Hearing this, Yue Ying walked out.

I was leaning over to make the bed when I felt a hand on my waist.

I was startled, turned around and pushed the hand away.

In the candlelight, Lan Sheng's figure staggered back. He looked at me in amazement.

Sensing that something was wrong, I squeezed out a smile, pressed my hand against my chest, walked over to him, and said, "You're scaring me." Then he said, "You're not scared by me, are you?" It was too sudden. ”

He was silent for a long time and said, "Who do you think it is?" Who else but I will do this? ”

I smiled and repeated, "It's just too sudden." ”

Lan Sheng didn't speak, I turned around and continued to make the mattress.

He said quietly behind him: "Do you have someone else in your heart?" ”

I paused, and replied, "No." ”

The footsteps got closer, and he asked again, "Is it the Liang Gongzi of the Jade Tea Hall?" ”

I turned to look at him and said, "Lan Sheng, this is a matter between us, don't involve others." ”

"If that's not the reason, then why would you be so cold to me?" He asked.

I met his gaze, and after a while, I said, "What about you?" Do you have someone else in mind? ”

His face turned red with anger all of a sudden, and he said, "No, I don't." If I have someone else in my heart, how can I ...... How can I lick my face and lie with you? ”

I sighed, feeling a little distressed in my heart.

Yue Ying walked in and said, "Zhu Niang, the hot water has been prepared." ”

"Let's go wash up." I said to Lan Sheng.

He took my hand from behind, and held it so firmly that I didn't break free.

After washing, Lan Sheng sat in the room, not seeing the slightest intention of going to the east wing.

I sat down at the vanity table and applied grease to my hands. Lan Sheng said with a straight face: "I have some choice of bed, and I may not be able to sleep well if I suddenly go to another place to sleep." ”

I didn't say anything, picked up a comb, picked a strand of hair and combed it slowly.

He walked over, took the comb from my hand, and said, "I'll comb it for you." (To be continued.) )