CHAPTER XXXV

He thought that he would never love again in this life, just because he was hurt by his beloved. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info he didn't know what true love was until he met her.

When she was seven years old, her parents died, and she had no one to rely on, so she had to live alone on the streets. In the cold winter and the snow, she shivered from the cold and curled up in the corner of the street.

Cold and hunger forced her into endless darkness. Her breath grew fainter and weaker, and her vision gradually blurred.

She thought she would sleep like this forever. There is no cold, no hunger, no consciousness, there is only endless darkness......

On that day, he was ordered to inspect the people. I accidentally saw her falling in the wind and snow.,Because of hunger and cold.,She's dying.。。

Perhaps out of pity and sympathy, he decisively took off his big coat and draped it over her, and brought her back to the palace with him.

She woke up and saw everything in the room, as if she had a dream, an unreal dream. When she saw the man who suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, like a fairy, she didn't dare to look directly.

She asked, "Am I dead, you must be a god in the sky, right?"

He laughed, you are not dead, and I am not a god, but a person who saved your life.

She said that since he had saved her life, she should do everything in her power to repay him.

Seeing that she was lonely and young, but she had not forgotten to repay her kindness, a feeling of appreciation mixed with pity could not help but arise spontaneously in his heart.

He said, "If you want to repay your kindness, why don't you stay in this house and be my sister?"

Although she was puzzled, she nodded and silently agreed.

The people in the house called her Miss and respected her. After the end of her wandering career, she seems to feel at home again.

On the other hand, he also handed over the matter to his own royal brother. The emperor remembered her poor background and gave her the title of county lord and included it in the ancestral genealogy.

In the blink of an eye, eight years have passed. The little girl who was adopted by him at the beginning has grown into a beautiful and beautiful young girl.

That year, she was only sixteen, but he was already thirty-two, and he was neutral.

The care and love of everyone in the house made her feel unprecedented warmth. And he is like a ray of light in the darkness, a rain after a drought. Let her see hope again.

At some point, she developed a special affection for him. That affection is not the affection between brother and sister, nor is it the gratitude of the saved person to the benefactor. The faint love was hidden in her heart, and she never said it to anyone, let alone revealed it to him.

At a palace banquet, she went with him, but she didn't know it, and they never had a chance.

At the banquet, she accidentally met the young and promising general Chen Yi. Chen Yi's heroic posture really moved many women. But she was just holding a state of appreciation and admiration, because she already had him in her heart.

However, although the flowing water is ruthless, the falling flowers seem to be intentional. Chen Yi fell in love with her at first sight, and immediately proposed at the banquet that she would not marry.

Seeing that his son loves a woman so much, not to mention that she is the nominal sister of the current emperor. It can be regarded as a good match, and Old General Chen pleaded with the emperor to grant marriage in front of the Chinese military officials.

Since he is a veteran of the three dynasties, the emperor will naturally sell him face no matter what. What's more, in the eyes of everyone, this can be regarded as a happy marriage.

A holy decree completely shattered what she was thinking in her heart. Even if she has a thousand reluctances in her heart, ten thousand reluctances, she can only receive the order of gratitude.

His heart was shocked, and the white jade wine glass slipped from his hand, fell to the ground violently, and shattered. I don't know what's wrong with me?

The little girl in the past has now grown into a big girl, and she is about to have a family of her own. He should have been happy for her, why was there an inexplicable loneliness in his heart?

It must be reluctant, after all, he has raised her for so many years. Until this moment, he was still deceiving himself, but he knew it in his heart, and he still couldn't escape after all.

Unknowingly, in the eight years she got along, he gradually fell in love with her. When was it? He didn't know either.

Maybe this is love, I don't know when it will take root or when it will blossom and bear fruit. But without the careful irrigation in the middle, I am afraid that the fruit will always be bitter.

On the eve of the wedding, she came to the study. He's in there, too, but he's already drunk. I don't know how much wine he drank, but he still had a pot in his hand.

She walked over, took the jug of wine from his hand, and lightly covered him with a thin blanket.

She had seen him do this, and he used to drink occasionally, but only in a few drinks. I was so drunk, but it was the first time I had seen it.

Seeing him hurt himself so much, her heart really hurts, it hurts.

If she could, let her bear it all alone! Because there is no more important person in this world than him.

"Rao'er, don't go, okay?" Half-asleep, he reached out and grabbed her who was about to leave, and said the truest thoughts in his heart at this moment.

She was slightly stunned, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. If only he had said it sooner!

Turned around and looked at him quietly. The face is as handsome as jade, and it is indescribably haggard and sad.

"Jun asked, you have a good rest, I'll go first." The first time she called him like that, maybe the last time!

Gently broke his hand, but there was a faint pain in his heart. A gust of wind blew off the paper on the table that was pressed against the books.

She bent down to pick it up. But when she saw the contents of the paper, she couldn't help but be stunned. It's shock, it's excitement, it's not daring to believe it.

I saw that on the white and delicate paper, there was actually a beautiful woman in the city. Willow eyebrows, apricot eyes, Qiong nose and cherry lips, with a faint smile on his face. So familiar yet so strange, isn't the person being painted himself?

And next to the beautiful woman in the fallen city, there are still a few lines of vigorous and delicate small words: I am not born when you are born, and I am old when you are born. You hate me for being late, and I hate you for being early.

Tears were like pearls with broken threads, and they couldn't stop falling down, wetting Pu Pu's paper. It turned out that he already knew his intentions, but because of this worldly vision, they were still in love after all, and they were destined to not be able to stay together for a lifetime.

But even if it's a brother and sister in name, so what? They are not related by blood after all! Even if it's a huge age gap? After all, they only love each other!

She didn't put the paper back on the table, but clutched it tightly in her hand and walked away.

The next day, in the noise of gongs and brass and the sound of firecrackers, she married the general Chen Yi, a person she did not love.

On this day, he did not appear in front of her, let alone come to see her off. He didn't want to come, and she didn't want him to come. Because it's too hard, too hard for them!

Looking at the sedan chair that is going farther and farther away. He finally appeared silently. It turns out that the loss of true love is far more painful than revealing any scars......

In the sedan chair, she smiled poignantly, tore up the paper in her hand, and threw it out of the sedan chair and passed away with the wind. It also dissipates their past. If there is an afterlife, on the banks of the Lethe River, would you like to wait for me to leave together?

It is often said that fathers and daughters in previous lives, brothers and sisters in this life, and husbands and wives in the next life. I just don't know if it's true or not......