Chapter 49

Indeed, Rong Zifan really doesn't understand the problem of feelings. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info is like Zhao Zhiqiang, who she met before, and now she has completely disappeared from her life. She didn't know what happened to him, and she didn't care, and sometimes she even began to wonder if she was really happy in those days or if she had imposed a happy element on her memory. In any case, Zhao Zhiqiang has begun to blur, and she still doesn't understand what that ignorant relationship is. She had been happy and hurt because of him, but she had not been left with unforgettable memories or outright pain, and it was as easy as countless days of growing up that slipped away from her life.

Emotional matters are a difficult problem to solve. In this question, Zhao Zhiqiang is an unsuitable person on the side of the equal sign, and even if there is a person with the same conditions in all aspects, is it necessarily okay? Ever since Jiang Dewen met Rong Zifan in a café, he has been looking for many excuses to approach her and curry favor with her. Originally, she saw that he was Jiang Yuerong's eldest brother, and she didn't listen to Yang Yushi's advice, and tried not to report any prejudice against him, and she did contact him a few times. However, when she saw his obvious intentions, she naturally flinched. She didn't hate him, but she didn't like him either, and there were certain temperaments about him that made her stay away. When Jiang Dewen sent the flowers to the girls' dormitory in front of everyone, and saw that the classmates were talking about this matter, Rong Zifan was not surprised or proud, on the contrary, she was already annoyed.

Rong Zifan, like other girls at this age, yearns for a beautiful love. She also hopes that when she meets a boy, like ice cream in summer, delicate and sweet, there is a dazzling joy, and she is willing to fidget and fall in love. She envies her father and mother, and their relationship is in the ordinary life day after day, with a tacit understanding of looking at each other and smiling and an attachment to each other. I also like the kind of vigorous love at first sight, which is described in many books, and life and death are intertwined.

But when will this happen to you? Why are there people like the third brother and Sister Yuerong, who are obviously very compatible in all aspects, and are also very topical and affectionate together, so they will come to this situation?

Rong Zifan didn't understand. Just as she also can't understand Yang Yushi. Although there is always friction between her and Yang Yushi, and the two often don't give in to each other, she has to admit that now she only has Yang Yushi as a friend who can tell the truth as she wants.

It's all because Yang Yushi is not as busy as anyone else. Although she was working, her second brother Zizhong did not ask her to stay in the company all the time. Therefore, after work, Yang Yushi still has time to accompany her out for dinner and coffee, but no matter how she mobilizes, she refuses to accompany her to play tennis.

She can tell the truth to Yang Yushi, although she will laugh at her, she will also help her. Rong Zifan already knows that people sometimes have to learn to hide their emotions and true thoughts, so Yang Yushi is more precious to her, after all, in front of her, she can express her feelings at will.

Rong Zifan always thought that Yang Yushi liked his eldest brother. When Rong Ziyi was abroad, Yang Yushi's letters and objects were more diligent than her. Although she selfishly thinks that Yang Yushi is not worthy of her eldest brother, she can still have no prejudice against Yang Yushi, as long as her eldest brother likes it.

However, it was different from what she thought. Rong Ziyi's marriage, his mother did not intend to interfere. If Yang Yushi is interested, he can make his father Yang Ren outstanding, after all, as an uncle, he can speak. But Yang Yushi did not take the slightest action. With the personality of Yang Yushi, who has always been full of action, it is strange that she did not pester her cousin.

Once, she couldn't help it and asked Yang Yushi. And Yang Yushi was just stunned at the time, so she laughed and said that she was a bachelor and didn't want to get married.

Does she really not want to? Rong Zifan had doubts in his heart. Yang Yushi is different from her, and there has always been no shortage of suitors around her. But don't look at her usually always smiling, but once someone is too straightforward, she will immediately turn her face and leave no mercy. Could it be that she really had the intention of being celibate?

And what about Big Brother? He treats Yang Yushi no different from himself, just like his other sister. The eldest brother has reached the age when he should talk about marriage, but after so many years, he has never heard of him dating any girls. It's not that there are no girls who love him, but his polite but distant attitude of treating everyone equally is enough to discourage all celebrities. Could it be that he will fall in love with that Japanese woman? No, it won't. The woman wasn't very outstanding. There are so many excellent women in this world, and the eldest brother will not choose a Japanese woman for himself to be his sister-in-law.

It turns out that emotional things are so complicated, true and false, confusing, and difficult to distinguish.

Rong Zifan is now accustomed to problems that cannot be solved, so he looks to the book for answers. She often wanders through the school library and flips through a lot of books. However, not only did she fail to draw conclusions, but the reading caused her to think deeply about life. What is the meaning and value of human feelings, marriage, and life?

Rong Zifan doesn't know what others are like at her age, whether everyone is bound to experience a period of doubt and thinking about the meaning of life and the purpose of life.

In fact, the more books people read, the richer and more complex their ideas tend to be. Many people often pass this period in a daze, but Rong Zifan is destined to add a lot of troubles than others.

Yang Yushi laughed at her for having a lot of trivial things, and advised her to make more friends and go out to see and walk more. However, how can Yang Yushi understand her situation at school?

As a result of the war, the number of students in schools has plummeted, and many families have sent their children abroad. And the students who remained in school, I don't know when, were divided into two different and even opposing camps. A group of people always talk about the country and their feelings, talk more about politics and the current situation, and sometimes participate in rallies and even go to the streets to publicize. There is a sense of uneasiness and anger in the group, and often a newspaper provokes them to get excited and cursed. Their argument is that the country will not be a country, and no matter how hard they study, it is useless. In class, they fearlessly ask the teacher hard questions. They are not comfortable with the campus, and they desperately want to go into society and go to the battlefield. They are like powder kegs that are about to burn! The opposite of them is another group of people, the other extreme. These people have no ears to the outside world, and they are only interested in reading the books of the sages. No matter what happens, it doesn't affect their regular lessons, playing the piano, and playing football. They are content to be content with the heavens and the earth, and criticize the other part of the people as "radicals" and "revolutionaries", saying that they do not know the height of the sky and the depths of the earth, and will bring danger to the school and themselves.