21. (Extra) Yinuo Diary (1)

May 18, 2008 Yin was very irritable

Just now, Wang Lingcheng called and said that he had something to talk to me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Actually, I don't think there's any need to talk about it. I don't see each other for half a month on the grounds that I need to concentrate on writing my dissertation, unless my brain is caught in the door, otherwise I will believe that he is really writing a dissertation in retreat? In the past half a month, we have made a total of five phone calls, three of which I took the initiative to call, and every time we had a conversation, he was at a loss, with no logic and no focus. Of the two phone calls he received, one told me sixteen days ago that he was going to concentrate on writing his dissertation, to the effect that he would not see each other for the time being; One asked me to talk about it today. Before that, he would wait downstairs in my dormitory for lunch and dinner, and then the two of them would go to the cafeteria together.

I'll admit I'm a little stupid, but not so stupid that I would believe such idiotic excuses.

Zhang Yunmeng and Wen Ning heard about it and kept comforting me.

For example, Wang Lingcheng is so careless, he simply broke up, and just joined the army of breaking up after graduation to catch up with the trend.

Or, since the turtle pokes its head out, you go and see what it can spit out, it's better than being in a daze.

I don't think I'm in a daze, ten days ago in the study room on the third floor of the library, I saw him hugging a girl, and I knew I was being hacked. I thought I'd rush up and give him a slap in the face, but I didn't. I just stood at a distance, looked at the girl twice, made sure she was Zhu Qinqin from the School of Public Health, and then turned to leave.

I was relieved because Zhu Qinqin's father was the deputy director of the Municipal Health Bureau.

Sorry, the only reason that comes to my mind is this one, the most positive and direct reason. Because I believe that in the face of a four-year-long relationship, the superficial reason why she is more beautiful than me is far less important than a good Taishan.

And I really don't think she's prettier than me.

And today, this unsympathetic guy told me to go, I don't know if it was to chat or confront.

What to talk about? Talking about our anniversary being New Year's Day in '05? Talk about the four years we have walked together? Four years later, in this May, I was dumped by him? What about those who originally said that they would get married after two years of work?

No way.

Well, I'm back.

I'm alone in the dorm right now. Fortunately, they are not there, and the more comfort there is at this time, the more I want to cry. I'm fine on the way back, but it's a shame to be cried by a few of them.

All the way around, I wondered what he was going to say to me. I have no experience of being hacked, I can only imagine the bloody plot on TV, how miserable it is.

When I saw his position, I noticed that my feet were a little weak, and I no longer felt like before, and I would walk faster and faster. He was still wearing the jacket I bought with him, Metersbonwe's casual clothes, and he stood there stupidly, and when he saw me appear, he didn't greet me.

Hey, at this time, do you want me to take the initiative?

Walking to the front, face to face, is greater than the distance we say goodnight to each other every time we go downstairs in the dormitory.

I asked him if he had finished his paper.

He didn't answer directly, but said sorry.

Oh, I'm sorry. Daoming Temple once said that if it is sorry to be useful, then why do you need the police. Are you going to beat a stick and give a sweet date?

It's a pity that the old lady doesn't eat that.

I said, if you have something to say, don't chirp crookedly.

So he told me a story, a story about the young lady of the official family who admired the poor scholar. In the story, Miss Guanjia and the poor scholar got acquainted for some reason, and the Miss Guanjia was gentle and enthusiastic, and released the greatest kindness to a poor scholar who had just been cut in half by the national civil service examination.

I have never understood what the establishment is, nor why Wang Lingcheng is so obsessed with civil servants or public institutions. He didn't plan to go to graduate school to become a clinician, except for the preparation of the exam registration and then registration, he didn't submit a resume to any company. At that time, I should have been able to predict the end of now, a person who is so paranoid about the preparation must have something insistent in his bones. And what he insisted on was not me, that's all.

He just said that Zhu Qinqin helped him in the interview, and he had successfully obtained the position of the Provincial Food and Drug Administration. And he didn't plan to unload the mill and kill the donkey, after all, he would have to rely on her father for work in the future.

It sounds to me that I am the one who was killed.

This proves that they have already caught up with this provincial exam before. What I witnessed ten days ago was that the disease had progressed to the stage of obvious symptoms, and I didn't even notice the latent and prodromal effects.

I asked him, should you give me a reason?

He said that I thought that with her, work would be solved. Actually, I can't bear the relationship between us.

Don't be a **** and still want to set up an archway, my feelings are not the object of your spoil.

I told him that your choice was not wrong, maybe the woman would send a house and a car, so that you could rise to the top.

I didn't think that he would be able to tell the truth of the matter sincerely, instead of continuing to perfunctory me with those nonsensical reasons, I even wanted to thank him for being willing to tell the truth, at least to show that he didn't take me for a fool anymore. However, before the relationship between the two of us was completely severed, he made the move of embracing the beautiful woman in his arms, and actually regarded me as a big fool.

After a quick calculation, I have been split for four months.

I stared at him, and what I was trying to convey was that it had come to an end, and that it was useless to struggle. But to him, my eyes were a mixture of determination, contempt, hatred, and regret.

He said, don't think about it.

The last thing I couldn't think about was that I was blind and fell in love with you.

So I said no, there's nothing I can't think about, are you done?

I turned to leave, but he reached out and grabbed my arm, but I quickly broke away.

Let go! Dirty or not! I turned around and glared at him.

I saw that his face was black, haha, touched the dirty thing, went back and sprayed with alcohol.

He said sorry again and said that he was in pain himself.

Some things can't be solved by saying sorry, just like feelings, if you don't say you're sorry, I won't be sad, and I won't think you're dirty.

Wang Lingcheng, it's been four years, and I really feel that there is no place where I can't live with you. As for whether you are worthy of me or not, you know in your own heart. You pull and pull with me again, while holding other girls, and tell me that you are in pain, does it make sense?

Aren't you worried about being seen by Zhu Qinqin?

When he heard this, he fell silent.

And then I came back.

Yunmeng came back and asked me how I was talking to Wang Lingcheng.

I said we broke up.

She was silent for a moment, then turned and went into the bathroom.

Then I heard her cursing, using all the words that didn't swear the words, and I didn't even hit a single one.

I pushed the door in and said to her, "Forget it."

She held her mobile phone, and Wang Lingcheng was silent on the other side of the phone.

Ning Ning was more excited than me, and kept counting me down.

How can you forget it? More than four years, 19 to 23 years old, what a good youth, he said to break up?!

When I chased you in the past, what heart-wrenching things didn't you do? Do you remember, when you had a fever in your freshman year, you begged the aunt downstairs to let him up, carried you to the hospital overnight, and stayed all night.

Knowing that his family conditions are not good, and you have been with him for a few years, you don't even dare to go to an expensive restaurant when you are dating, what else does he want? How many cents is his poor man's self-esteem worth?

If it weren't for the fact that you liked it, we would have advised you to break up a long time ago! Such a man, if he wants money or not, if he wants to look good or not, except for a little bit of attention to you, what is he good at? There are younger brothers and sisters at home, how much burden will it be in the future, have you ever considered these? He also mentioned breaking up! What kind of thing is he? Why is he!

Besides, whose boyfriend doesn't care about his girlfriend, I think Wang Lingcheng is not as good to you as Zeng Fan is to Yunmeng. He said he had no money, so you accompanied him to do a part-time job, and he said he wanted to sleep with you, so you slept with him, and that was the first time! Although ****** is not valuable, the mind is valuable!! We all thought, forget it, it's good if you're happy, but what about the result? is used to his faults, and he simply doesn't treat himself as a human being! What, he still dares to say break up!

I'll just say, I'm fine to be alone in the dormitory, and they'll make me cry when they come back.

May 21, 2008 was sunny and dizzy

Yesterday Lu Yu pulled me to drink, and at the end of the drink, I sent him back to the dormitory.

I slept until 1 p.m., my stomach was so hungry, and my head hurt.

Hey, Xiao Yuzi is really a waste, there are no Yunmeng and Ning Ning who can drink it, but it was the bedroom they helped me back to that night.

But one thing he said is right, such a man really has nothing to be nostalgic for.

Xiao Yuzi also said, congratulations on joining his single camp.

Hey, I'm just like him. Fortunately, I have already signed it, and it will be even worse if I become a lonely person without a job.

On June 3, 2008, Xiaoyu laughed to death

Zhang Yunmeng told me with a smile in the corner of his eyes that Wang Lingcheng had two gauze pasted on his face, and when he met Mr. Lin on the way, he didn't say that he knocked it himself, which was simply insulting Mr. Lin's IQ.

Thinking about it, maybe Mr. Lin will think that his bandaging is not beautiful enough.

Zhang Yunmeng said that the wound was beaten by Lu Yu, when Wang Lingcheng and Zhu Qinqin were walking on the road hand in hand, and were bumped into by Lu Yu, he didn't say a word, and his fist went up directly. I really can't see that this Lu Yu usually looks like a son-in-law, but he is so righteous! I'm about to reply, this is broken, but it's ugly.

What is this for? Do heroes save beauty? Wen Ning fanned the flames on the sidelines.

, at best, I look at my poor strength. If the two of you could fight, you would have beaten him a dozen times earlier, would it be Lu Yu's turn.

In view of the fact that the effect of force is mutual, I went out of my way to comfort Xiao Yuzi. Fights are frequent during graduation season, so don't be punished for it.

Lu Yu couldn't laugh and said, this bastard, I beat him so hard that he didn't dare to say anything, and he still relied on women to come out to protect him, if I didn't beat women in my life, I would definitely abolish him. My current girlfriend threatened me to find a teacher to punish me, but my ex-girlfriend was worried that I would be punished, hehe, it's also weird.

Considering that Zhu Qinqin has a certain background, I raised my concerns.

Don't worry, there's no. Xiao Yuzi said.

Hey, I'm not angry anymore, what are you doing here? For this kind of person, why bother.

Lu Yu said, no why, Chen Shimei was originally going to take it. Besides, don't you remember how you cried that day?

It seems that I really don't remember, anyway, I'm not Qin Xianglian.