Chapter 308: I've been there
But this is just for other girls who are crazy in love, Du Mijin shook his head vigorously, pressed the ripples in his heart, bit his lower lip and reminded himself, don't let the evenly matched become low-browed, don't look down on yourself, this man bears you, you have to always remember it, only then can you be responsible for yourself, don't repeat the mistakes of the past. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 After returning to her senses, she pretended not to care and smiled softly, avoiding Liang Youhuan's words, and replied to herself: "Actually, it mainly depends on age and life experience. If you say something about a young girl, then anything is fine, as long as it is a love word spoken by the person you love, no matter how sweet it is, it will not feel excessive. But if it's an older mature woman, this is very skillful, you can't be sad, you can't moan without illness, like those on the Internet I can't live without you, it's better not to even think about it, it's too unrealistic. If love words don't make people feel sincere, it's flirting, so it's better not to say it. I think you can give the ancient poem you just talked about. There are not many men who can still memorize ancient poems these years, and they can say 32 sentences of just right ancient poems, so you still have to think about it, not only showing knowledge, but also showing sincerity, even if there are occasionally one or two explicit sentences, it is also the pot of the ancients, no matter what, it can't be counted on your head, right? But I think you must agree with my point of view in this regard.,After all, you're much more specialized than me in dealing with girls' preferences.,You're a recognized love saint in our company.。 ”
After Du Mijin said this, Liang Youhuan's head suddenly grew for a while. This insinuation is obviously squeezing himself towards Qin Duchu, how dare you accept this? So Liang Youhuan coughed lightly in embarrassment, and said curtly: "Don't say that, I'm ashamed of what I said." What kind of love saint, this girl's mind has always been soft, where can I guess it? Liang Youhuan said this, for fear that Du Mijin would not let go of himself and say something to make him even more embarrassed, so he quickly diverted the topic and said with a straight look: "Since you think it's better to use ancient poems to support love, then ancient poems." But between Lu Budo and Wu Zheng, oh, by the way, I haven't told you yet, Lu Budo is the fiancée that Wu Zheng wants to propose. The relationship between Wu Zheng and his fiancée Lu Budo does not seem to be as smooth as we originally thought, we have already had a meeting to study it, and the reason why Wu Zheng asked to change the plan should be because Lu Budo got in the way. This Lu Budo always felt that the relationship between her and Wu Zheng had become flattened, and there was no passion when they were together, and she even began to wonder if Wu Zheng still loved her, and proposed because he wanted to marry her and live with her, or just because there was no better choice, so he took advantage of the trend. In this case, should we also consider the ancient poems we want to use for confessions, and if you are too different from me, will it also seem a little fake, but it will have a bad effect? ”
These days, Du Mijin is busy with things in Q City, and there are still relatively few interrogations about the company's recent situation, so if it weren't for Liang Youhuan and her simple words about Lu Budo's situation, Du Mijin really didn't know what was going on. Now that she finally knows why the company wants to change the plan, Du Mijin thought about it and said, "In this case, you really have to pay attention to what you say." In fact, you can choose some poems that recall the past and have a strong love, so that you can awaken the beauty in Lu Budo's memory, and secondly, it also seems that Wu Zheng remembers the past, and still loves Lu Budo very much, what do you think? ”
That's right, it's just that the ancient poets generally wrote love poems to chase girls, or simply stood in the girl's perspective and wrote some parting poems to complain that men in ancient times were chaotic and abandoned, and they didn't know how to start from the beginning. So if I really want to talk about love poems, the first thing that comes to my mind is those resentful poems like this hatred lasts forever. If you don't say something about it, give me a heads-up, I'll think back in the style you said, I really can't remember, and I know what kind of ancient poems to look for, what do you think? Liang Youhuan still agrees with what Du Mijin said, but maybe he hasn't chatted with Du Mijin so calmly for a long time, and his excited brain is a little short circuited for a while, and he can't even think of a suitable poem, so he can only let Du Mijin say it first and make a reference.
Du Mijin actually didn't completely believe that Liang Youhuan's brain would suddenly get stuck, in terms of Liang Youhuan she knew, not to mention that she was talented and rich in five cars, then it shouldn't be a problem for you to memorize 300 Tang poems seriously. So Du Mijin thought that Liang Youhuan was deliberately pretending to be unable to do it without herself, and wanted to talk for a while, she turned her head and saw Baoxin still sitting on the sofa waiting for her, but her expression was obviously a little tired, so that she couldn't help but yawn a lot. Du Mijin smiled apologetically at Baoxin, planning to say something casually to send Liang Youhuan away, so that he could continue to explain the second half of the matter to Baoxin clearly. So Du Mijin had an idea, deliberately groaned, and said: "I was surprised by the wine and slept heavily, and the gambling books were so fragrant that the tea was spilled." At that time, it was just ordinary. ”
"At that time, it was just ordinary." After Liang Youhuan subconsciously repeated a sentence, he was suddenly stunned on the spot. He didn't know why, this poem was like a stone, slamming heavily on Liang Youhuan's appreciation, and for a time aroused countless fragments of memory. Du Mijin who was indifferently making tea in the back mountain bamboo forest, those aggressive words, Du Mijin's pale cheeks and eyes that were red with endurance, and the drops of blood that flowed from the last crushing cup and piercing the palm...... Liang Youhuan seems to remember everything, but he can't completely connect these pictures to a lost past, he just knows that he has broken Du Mijin's heart like this. Although Liang Youhuan knew about the past from his master early on, it was better to hear others say it calmly, it was better to see it so real and shocking himself. Liang Youhuan didn't know what to say, he felt a sudden sharp tingling in his heart, but he knew that even if it hurt, it must not be as discouraged as Du Mijin was at that time. Liang Youhuan couldn't help but feel distressed, he was silent for a long time before he silently asked, "You must have been in pain at the time, right?" ”
Du Mijin originally thought that Liang Youhuan, like himself, had long forgotten the entanglement that made each other unrecognizable. I can remember it, thanks to the fact that I have a "good master", and thanks to the death of Huangquan who almost killed him. deliberately mentioned it, but I thought that only I could understand a little malice. Unexpectedly, Liang Youhuan stopped moving after reciting a sentence silently, just when Du Mijin guessed what happened to the other party, hearing Liang Youhuan suddenly say this, Du Mijin was shocked for a while, and asked in a trembling voice uneasily: "You...... Do you remember? ”
"No, I forgot." Liang Youhuan loves Du Mijin, even if no one believes it, this is an indisputable fact. Only when you truly love someone, will you easily feel her uneasy mood from the other person's words and deeds. When Du Mijin's trembling voice rang in Liang Youhuan's ears, Liang Youhuan didn't need to say too much, Liang Youhuan understood what Du Mijin was worried about. A sword pierces the chest, that's a killing move that really wants the other party's life, how can I give it up if I love it very much?! Du Mijin's shame and self-blame, Liang Youhuan understands, just like when Du Mijin's fleshy palm flashed in Liang Youhuan's mind just now, how distressed he was, Du Mijin will only get worse. That's why Liang Youhuan said this, he also hoped that Du Mijin would understand what he meant, it was all over, and he didn't have to remember, he didn't have any resentment, and he couldn't bear to blame.
How could Du Mijin not understand? A sentence of "forget everything" is better than the most beautiful love words in the world at this moment, that is my promise to trust with my life and have no regrets! Du Mijin's nose was sour, and all the scenes in front of her were blurred, and she had thought more than once that if Liang Youhuan had one day remembered everything that had happened, would she hate herself. How will she explain herself, she will say that she will die unswervingly, but what she can do is to put the other party to death, how can she make Liang Youhuan believe that everything is not her heart? But I didn't expect it to come to this day, but it was just a light sentence of "I forgot", at this moment Du Mijin finally believed that Liang Youhuan loved himself. She sniffed hard, not wanting herself to cry, but her choked voice betrayed her: "I'm sorry...... I didn't mean to...... I don't know if you remember it...... I didn't want your life at the time...... I'm hit with a double blood drink...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"
As soon as Du Mijin cried, Liang Youhuan suddenly panicked, in his impression, it was the first time that Du Mijin cried so much in tears. She didn't cry when the swords faced each other in the bamboo forest, and she didn't cry when she saw Bai Xiaoran standing beside her, but now she was crying so miserably, Liang Youhuan felt a burst of complicated emotions in her heart. There is not only the happiness that Du Mijin is still in love with him, but also the reluctance to be uncontrollable when he hears Du Mijin crying. He could only coax repeatedly: "Silly girl, what are you crying about, aren't I doing well now." Actually, I don't remember everything, I just heard you read this poem when some pictures flashed in my mind, I didn't lie to you, I really forgot. Let's let the unhappy ones pass away, now you're okay, I'm okay, we can still talk on the phone happily, isn't it more important than anything else? Well, stop crying, I'll really feel sorry if I cry again, then I'll be really angry. ”
Although Liang Youhuan didn't care, he still coaxed himself with kind words, but how could he be persuaded by one or two sentences after such a long period of sadness? Du Mijin knew that she was out of shape, but she couldn't control it, so she could only hurriedly say into the phone: "I'm not in a good state, so let's not talk about it first." After that, he put down the phone, rushed into the bathroom, locked the door, and hid in it crying.
Du Mijin couldn't tell why she was crying, what she was crying about, she said to herself in her heart over and over again, obviously Liang Youhuan lived up to her first, and the two of them were even. But she still felt aggrieved, and she was aggrieved by the fate of falling in love and killing each other between two people, and she felt aggrieved by the fact that she loved each other but made people feel aggrieved. I just want to love someone well, why do I have to go through all these tribulations? Obviously, Liang Youhuan still loves himself, how can he not go at all? Du Mijin wanted to vent all her doubts, so she propped her hands on the side of the sink and cried darkly. Finally tired of crying, and the makeup on his face was completely spent, Du Mijin washed his face, looked at himself who was still red and swollen in the mirror, and barely squeezed out a smile before opening the door and walking out of the bathroom. Baoxin didn't know when he returned to his bedroom, thinking that he was so sleepy that he couldn't wait, Du Mijin guessed that Baoxin didn't wait for him to cry, he should have returned to the room when he and Liang Youhuan called, otherwise he must have asked himself what was wrong with a worried face now. Thinking like this, Du Mijin was finally relieved a lot, after all, such a humiliating thing, Du Mijin still didn't want Baoxin to see it.
Du Mijin walked to the sofa but suddenly found that the screen of the mobile phone was still on, and it turned out that Liang Youhuan did not hang up the phone, but had been waiting silently. Du Mijin sighed in his heart, no matter what Liang Youhuan did, Liang Youhuan this night was just the boy who silently guarded him for Du Mijin. Du Mijin picked up his mobile phone and whispered in a hoarse voice: "Hey-"
"Well, I'm here, I've always been there, are you feeling better?" I've always been there. I remember a time when there was a passer-by test in the company, where I stopped a lot of strange girls on the street and asked them which three words they would most like to hear from their boyfriends. I thought the answer must be the well-known I love you, but after the test results came out, it was a big surprise, and what 80% of girls want to hear from their boyfriends the most is not that I love you, but that I am there. I am explaining that no matter what you have been through, I will be by your side, support you, and never give up. At that time, Du Mijin still thought, how insecure this must be. But it wasn't until this moment that Du Mijin understood how warm the sentence "I've always been" sounded. Even if fate makes us drift away, as long as you are willing to turn back, you will find that I have always been there.
"Don't say that, I'll think I didn't lose you." After being silent for a long time, Du Mijin finally said this temptation that he wanted to say but didn't dare to say. In the eyes of others, Du Mijin is a person who has won almost from beginning to end, has the best master when teaching, has the highest talent when learning things, and is also the smartest person in the neighborhood matchmaker hall, even if he encounters emotional twists and turns, he chooses the most mature way to deal with it. It's just that these are looked at by others, but no one knows that Du Mijin is always "winning", in fact, because she can't afford to lose. Just like with Liang Youhuan, there are so many ambiguous hints, Du Mijin has always wanted to ask this sentence, but she never asked, because she can't afford the harm that this answer may bring to herself. But at this moment, she suddenly wanted to go crazy once, so it was a big gamble, betting on the possibility of a faint turn between her and Liang Youhuan. Du Mijin waited with bated breath, but what he was waiting for was a busy sound of the phone hanging up...... (To be continued.) )