Xue Yan held my hand with difficulty, "Bai Sang," I looked down at his white hand, and she continued: "Thank you so much for these days, I know it's useless to say anything now, but I still have to tell you that you are really a good girl." "Although her voice is low, the gratitude and firmness in her mouth are irresistible.www.biquge.info She looked away and turned to Su Chengjing: "Master Su, I can't repay your kindness, and I have nothing to thank, I just hope that you can protect Bai Sang well and don't let her be hurt." "She was saying goodbye to us one by one, but I couldn't cry anymore.

I was just an outsider, but I don't know when, I was already trapped by the situation. You can't get out, you can't escape.

Qin Zimo stood not far away and kept looking at Xue Yan quietly, my eyes were full of sadness, how could his eyes not be? "Why are you doing that?" His voice didn't fluctuate much at this point, sounding ruthless but sad.

Xue Yan broke free from my arms, looked at Qin Zimo, and said with a bitter smile: "I once said that I would pay for one life, and now I can be regarded as paying it back." I used to think you hated me, so I'll do my best to keep you from seeing me. But when I know that you have me in your heart, my heart is really happy. You especially love to listen to "The Palace of Eternal Life", I have studied for a long time, but I can't always sing as desolate as Jinyu, today is only the last time, and I don't know...... How am I singing? ”

She began to sing "The Palace of Eternal Life". It was such a festive word, but I couldn't hold back my tears anymore.

"Chasing the feast, I am fortunate to serve the king from now on. Yao step Xiaoli, spring born heavenly language, fragrant immortal battle, jade dew cold stained clothes. Still staring, the golden palace is full of mandarin ducks ......"??

Her voice became lower and lower, but at the end, she looked at Qin Zimo again and said, "I have lived two lives, and I never thought of having anything, only you, who poured all my good fortune into it." However, it is so tiring to love you, but fortunately we will never see each other again. A crystal tear slipped from her eye socket and crossed her beautiful cheek, as if the love of the past ten years collapsed in an instant at this moment, like a broken string.

Her body began to gradually become transparent, and she finally raised her eyes to look at Qin Zimo.

But only I know that there is surprise, guilt, and remorse in his eyes, but he just doesn't see love. Just like many years ago, she accompanied Qin Zimo to travel all over the mountains and rivers and cross the rivers and seas, but she never showed a trace of affection for her. He gave her the warmth and care of his brother, but he never had love.

"Xue Yan ......" he hesitated to call out his name and walked quickly to her. He shuddered and hugged her, but her body had become more and more transparent, and a breeze blew, and her body disappeared with the wind like autumn dust, leaving only his hands frozen.

Su Chengjing had to activate the spell at the right time, gathering the little soul that Xue Yan had left. "Bai Sang, Xueyan girl...... There is only so much more. ”

I conjured up the soul-attracting lamp and took my soul into it.

"I'm sorry Xue Yan! I killed her. Qin Zimo's voice floated from afar: "I've been looking forward to her death, but she really has to die, but I'm sad." ”

I looked up at him, and there was no more hatred or resentment in my eyes. I opened my mouth, but I didn't speak. After a long silence, he smiled sadly.

"Qin Zimo," I straightened up, I couldn't feel the warmth and cold, but I suddenly felt the cold and depression of winter. I looked into the distance and didn't look at him: "Do you understand what it means to love someone?" ”

"I ......" Qin Zimo hesitated, looking at me.

"Actually, you don't understand. To love someone is to give him everything you have. In the past, I always felt that Xue Yan was too stupid, she gave you whatever you wanted, but what did you give her? She is so afraid of pain, but because she loves you, she hurts two lives. Did you know that she originally only had seven days? ”

Qin Zimo's mouth moved, and his voice wanted to exhale, but I only saw his mouth move slightly, and he swallowed again.

I looked at her, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but sneer: "Actually, you've already begun to suspect that she is really Chunniang, haven't you?" It's just that you're afraid of the truth, and you don't dare to face her, so you can only pretend to deceive yourself. Because you know that whether she is Chun Niang or not, you can't repay the damage you brought her! ”

I began to roar: "You already know that the reason why she killed the bride was because it was Jinyu, and she was afraid that Jinyu would hurt you. But you trampled on her, insulted her, she could have a different life in the next life, but you shattered her dream again. Now she can't be reborn, are you satisfied? ”

He couldn't restrain himself, he couldn't help but tremble, staggered two steps, and then turned his face to look at me, "Baisang girl," his eyes were dull, and he stopped at me for a long time: "You are the soul attracter of the underworld, right?" ”

I hesitated for a long time, but finally nodded.

"Then can you show me everything that Xue Yan has experienced?" His voice choked with excitement.

My body froze and I stared at him in disbelief with a pair of surprised eyes. He tried to pull out a smile, but that smile seemed to me like catkins flying wantonly after a night of cold rain, so not desolate. I can't bear it in my heart, and after going through so many things, I can't help but deeply sympathize with the man in front of me. Whether he is ruthless or cruel.

I nodded: "It's just, what about it?" ”

I conjured up the soul-attracting lamp, recited the mantra, and introduced Qin Zimo into the lamp. In the lamp, all kinds of past experiences of Xue Yan appeared, Qin Zimo watched quietly, but suddenly laughed when he looked at it.

He stood there in a daze, his mind was already blank, as if he had lost consciousness, and his body trembled uncontrollably. "It turns out that she is really Chunniang. She said before that she was Chun Niang, but I always didn't believe it. Chun Niang is such a beautiful woman, how can she be so jealous as her? In the end, I was wrong...... I'm not ......human to do this to her," he stumbled forward, muttering as he went.

A gust of wind that is rare in winter blew, like a merciless sarcasm for him, and a mockery played by fate.

I looked at him for a long time, and finally sighed: "The poor man must have something to hate, and the hateful person must have a sad suffering." ”

"I think he will live in self-blame and pain for the rest of his life." I heard a long sigh, so light, so light that I thought it was my hallucination. When I turned around, it was Su Chengjing.

"Maybe. There are so many people and things in the world, who can say clearly? I said quietly.

In fact, all the falsehood and absurdity, all the truth and falsehood, right and wrong, are hidden under the hearts of the people. In the red world, flowers are not flowers, and fog is not fog.

I think what I gained the most from becoming a soul attractor was being able to see the joys and sorrows experienced by everyone in the world while attracting souls. Whether it's pain or despair, the truth can always be kept from being buried in the dirt.

I haven't told anyone that I looked at Qin Zimo's memories from the soul-attracting lamp before I fell asleep last night.

I had never been able to see him clearly, but he was always flickering in my eyes, and I realized that he was another painting soul. That night there was a fire, and he fainted for no reason. It is true that he is Qin Zimo, but he was painted by Jinyu with a pen. He did die that year, and was killed by Jinyu. But Jinyu still couldn't forget him, so he gave him life with his own blood and gave him all the memories of Qin Zimo. Soon after the painting was completed, he lost contact with Jinyu. And he painted Xue Yan with his own feelings.

Although at that time, Qin Zimo may have been good to Xueyan because he was obsessed with Chunniang, but when Jinyu returned, why couldn't he stay for Jinyu? So when Jinyu finally found him, everything about him was centered on Jinyu. He stubbornly believes that Jinyu is everything to him.

Maybe I know that he doesn't love Jinyu and his people, but he is undoubtedly drawn by blood, and with Jinyu's blood flowing on his body, how can he let it go.

I always complain that he doesn't understand Xueyan's love for him, just because his heart has always belonged to Jinyu.

I suddenly felt very sorry for Xue Yan, she always clung to her love for Qin Zimo, she had exhausted too much for Qin Zimo in her life, but she didn't know why he hated her after all. But perhaps, it doesn't matter anymore.

Probably Xue Yan is such a woman, let **** cause life and death, and would rather trap herself in the red dust covered with injuries than escape, and then tell herself with a smile that Qin Zimo, in his heart, will never forget her, Chun Niang.

A real spring girl.

Otherwise, how could life be so helpless and so bleak.