Chapter 32: Mother's Eyebrows

Every day that followed, he followed the housekeeper Ding Kui step by step, either to the jade shop, or to the pawn shop, or to the song and dance workshop. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Everywhere I went, the shopkeepers who came out to receive him had different looks. Some of them were full of admiration, some looked at the down-and-out Zhang Yuxia with a look of surprise, some were arrogant by nature with a thin disdain on their faces, and even the bold and reckless people watched Zhang Yuxia actually carry the special color of a man looking at a woman.

Zhang Yuxia is silent, the corners of her mouth are slightly upturned, the smile is moderate, which makes people feel kind but alienated, and her eyes are soft but full of coldness, as if she can see through the world and gain insight into people's hearts, which makes people feel a chill in their hearts. These shopkeepers are all old slippery heads who have read countless people, and what they believe in their lives is the old truth that the face is born from the heart. Xindao, although this little lady is young, she obviously cannot be ignored. At first glance, she was a little stricter than Mrs. Tai. Mrs. Tai is very good at talking, and this little lady is born with a pair of discerning eyes, as sharp as an awl, which makes people unconsciously shorter in front of her.

Terrible! It's amazing! How can the person in Mrs. Tai's thinking about it be wrong? There is a successor to the Anle Mansion!

Zhang Yuxia was very busy, but the emperor was exceptionally calm. Or is it that the court is busy with official business, or that they understand Zhang Yuxia's situation, and they never announced that Zhang Yuxia entered the palace again, and the relationship between the two is delicate, like a lake in the early morning, with no waves, and no movement.

Zhang Yuxia was busy checking the accounts, and at the same time, she had to go to the shop to walk around, and she had to spare two hours a day to report to Mrs. Tai. These days are tight, and there is no free time at all.

Only when the night is deep and everything is asleep is the most relaxing moment for her, and it is also the season that truly belongs to her. Occasionally, I think of the emperor. Thinking of the faint breath on the emperor's body, thinking of his narrow eyes, and those warm big hands, my heart couldn't help but feel comfortable. looked at the bright moon hanging high in the sky stupidly, thinking to himself, I don't know if the emperor can sleep? Is he also looking at the moon in a daze? When her mind was reversed, a black cloud floated over, obscuring the bright moonlight and blocking her reverie. Her mind turned around, and she was annoyed, feeling that her thoughts were too ridiculous and unreasonable, so she was so ashamed that she hid her face with her hands and muttered, The emperor has all the opportunities, how can you have the sorrowful infatuation of a little lady. Shame to death, shame to death.

The heavy wooden door creaked open, and the moonlight trickled in like water, and it was a sunflower branch. She slowly didn't come over and said, "It's so late, Miss hasn't slept yet." I'm going to be busy tomorrow. ”

What a considerate girl, Zhang Yuxia was warmly moved in her heart.

"It's okay." Suddenly, as if he remembered something, his expression became uneasy, and he said, "Have you seen Madame today?" ”

"The slave maid went to deliver snacks to the lady this morning, and the lady looked very good, and she laughed with the slave and maid."

Zhang Yuxia looked at Kwai Zhi's smiling face, not knowing whether to be happy or worried. There was a faint palpitation in my heart shaking, as if it was the uncalm water surface before the rain, rippling and rippling.

Could it be that the mother is aware of it? The horror in my heart is like a gloomy water, shrouded in my heart, making people panic.

The tiredness of the day makes the sleeping people sleep until dawn. A few handsome kingfishers in the cage under the verandah chirp in the red sun, making people feel the joy of life.

Zhang Yuxia was worried about the Qian family, got up, hurriedly washed up, and went to Cuilinju.

Cuilinju is still as quiet as ever, quiet and a little depressing.

A few girls in Cuilinju were sprinkling water and sweeping the yard, and when they saw Zhang Yuxia coming in, they all put down their work and greeted them with courtesy.

Zhang Yuxia actually didn't mind these cumbersome rituals, and was even a little bored. It's just that now that he is in charge, it seems that the majesty of the family is also reflected through these rituals, so these rituals naturally multiply and become popular.

Zhang Yuxia smiled and entered the hall.

The little girl in the back turned her head enviously to look at Zhang Yuxia's figure, alas! Look at Miss Ren's family, a bright peony flower on the branch, and then look at yourself, shake your head, shake your head again, and a dog's tail flower. The dog's tail flowers all over the mountains are not appreciated and heard.

The same people don't have the same fate.

Turn around the outer hall and go straight to the dormitory. Kwai Zhi opened the bead curtain, closed his eyes and recuperated Qian's eyes, saw Zhang Yuxia, and said with a faint smile, "Sister Xia, have you had breakfast?" ”

Listening to this familiar and unfamiliar voice, Zhang Yuxia's nose was sour for a while, and she almost shed tears. complained in my heart that I had slacked off my mother. For days, I only thought about how to hide from my mother, but I didn't really think about my mother's pitiful situation. How lonely and lonely should a mother be?

"Mother." Zhang Yuxia forgot to greet Shi Li, ran to the couch in a few steps, knelt there, and pulled Qian's hand to pilllow her chin. Just like when she was a child, she snuggled up to Qian's side like this, and she also held her hand like this, pillowing this sweet smell, and fell asleep. The warmth of her childhood seemed to be right in front of her, and she couldn't help but tighten Qian's hand, as if she was afraid that this good time would slip away from her fingers.

"Sister Xia has been in charge of the house since she took charge of the house, and even her mother has forgotten. I haven't been here for three or four days, right? Mother almost forgot what you looked like. Qian didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, so it was easy to talk about it.

"Mother." Zhang Yuxia was a thief, her hands trembled, and she shouted like a lonely goose.

Qian looked at his daughter, who was as delicate as a flower, and his heart was sour, relieved, and then worried. It only hurts that this person is just a budding flower and bones, and he has to bear the tempering of this world early, and he really can't tell whether it is fortunate or unfortunate.

Qian's heart is like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, and the taste is indescribable.

The mother and daughter chatted as usual, but no one dared to mention An Le Gong first.

Zhang Yuxia secretly looked at Qian's family, and saw that she looked serene, but she didn't have the sadness of the past, and she no longer looked out of the window, and her pair of good-looking eyes were always smiling.

I guess I know. Mother is so delicate, how can she hide such a big thing? But seeing that my mother is so peaceful, why can't I see even a trace of sadness.

"Mother, are you alright?" Zhang Yuxia muttered, struggling in her heart, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know what her mother thought.

"Mother, isn't that good? Sister Xia has her own thoughts, and even her mother doesn't understand it. Qian seemed to be resentful, and a pair of eyes stared at her for a long time, no longer looking away.

How Zhang Yuxia hoped that Qian could ask An Legong's words, even if it was just a sentence. But from the time she entered the door to the present, time slipped away mercilessly, and Qian just didn't mention An Legong, as if this person had never existed in her life.

"Mother, my father is ......" Zhang Yuxia was no longer in control, but her voice still trembled irrepressibly, and she blamed herself over and over again, blaming herself for her weakness. When her mother needed care the most, she chose the most cowardly way to escape, turning a blind eye to her mother's pain.

"Sister Xia, your father is gone. Mother had known for a long time. Qian is still smiling faintly, with a faint tone, and his tranquil appearance is very beautiful, like white clouds in the sky, indifferent.

"Mother, aren't you crying?" Qian's detached demeanor made Zhang Yuxia worried. She had flashed countless times in her mind the misery of Qian hugging her and crying, but she never thought that Qian would be so calm, as if nothing happened, as if she had gone too far calmly. She felt that the mother in front of her was a little strange, and the strangeness made her afraid.

Qian's smile never faded, as if this smile was her mask, a gentle mask. But who knows what's hidden beneath the mask?

"Sister Xia, if we can leave everything behind, I'm afraid it won't be enough to cry for three days and three nights. More than once your father said to your mother in his dreams, let us live well. He also said that he could see us, and Mother couldn't let your father lose his peace. ”

"Mother, Xia'er would rather you cry once, you don't hold on."

"Sister Xia, don't worry about your mother, you and your brother are the continuation of An Legong's life, with your brothers and sisters here, your mother is reluctant to leave you." There was a soft light between Qian's eyebrows, as if it was plated with a layer of soothing spiritual brilliance.

"Mother, are you really okay?" Zhang Yuxia raised her eyes and looked at Qian in a daze, the softness between Qian's eyebrows slowly blurred, caressing her throbbing heart, and she gradually quieted down.

Suddenly, Zhang Yuxia felt very pathetic and small, and even wishfully put her ignorance above her mother's head, it turned out that her mother was not weak, she had been protecting her daughter with her mother's unique deep righteousness and tolerance.

The daughter didn't know it. The ignorant daughter is actually the poor person.

"Mother, we will definitely live well, Daddy will be at ease."

"Sister Xia is a smart child, and your father used to praise you like this." Qian smiled and rubbed her hair.

"Doesn't the mother boast about her daughter?" Zhang Yuxia took the opportunity to say coquettishly.

"In my mother's eyes, Sister Xia is the most beautiful person in the world."

"......" mothers say that their children are their own good. But you're exaggerating, aren't you? Am I that beautiful? I don't think so.

Zhang Yuxia walked out of Cuilin Residence, and her heart suddenly felt a lot easier, and her body was so light that she was about to fly. Looking up at the sky, I only felt that the sky was also high, the sky was getting clearer and clearer, the white clouds seemed to be transparent, and even the sun was a little less pressing, a little more...... Soft, like the softness between the mother's eyebrows.