84. A Thousand Miles to Confront (2)

After reading the entire folder with tears in his eyes, Cheng Ziming still didn't come back. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info According to the location described by Zhang Zhe, Zhou Zhou Nuo carefully returned the objects to their original places, for fear of being seen by Cheng Ziming, she also carefully arranged all the folders of the same size, so that they were placed at the same angle as much as possible.

clicked on the phone, stared at his regular clothes at a good glance, still with such decent facial features, still heroic eyes, and the corners of his lips pursed with fortitude. It is said that soldiers are bitter, soldiers are tired, and this profession that is no longer glorious is not worth wasting such a beautiful youth by young people. But they are also ordinary children, they will be scared when they go out on a mission for the first time, they will watch movies and listen to music in their free time, they will be depressed when they lose, and they will be affected by the girl they like, and they don't know what to do.

This job, which was disliked by his mother, endured how much pain and helplessness ordinary people could not understand. Perhaps my mother never thought about what our lives would be like without such a group of people. She is just an ordinary housewife, she doesn't have to care about those family and country affairs, she cares about the rising vegetable prices and housing prices every day, and calls friends to discuss where to play mahjong tomorrow.

If it weren't for the sacrifice of more than 2 million people, we might still be discussing the bombing of the embassy and the fact that the territorial waters were rocked by US warships a few times. Just 20 years ago, our military power had not yet developed to the point where others would shout even from a long distance, but they would not dare to approach a single step. Only when the military is strong, the country can be tough, compared to the founding ceremony when the plane is not enough to fly twice, last year's 93 military parade can not explain the change? These changes are precisely because of the efforts of this group of people day after day, year after year.

If this group of people doesn't deserve love, then ****** love is nothing.

Wiping away the tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes again, Zhou Zhou Nuo took a cup and went outside to fetch water. The water dispenser was against the window, and she could clearly see the path downstairs, and she stood there quietly, looking out the window at the scenery.

Cheng Ziming entered the door at this time. The back of the eye is so familiar, how many times have he lingered in his dreams, the owner of this back always tuggs at his tiniest nerves, making him willing to sacrifice his blood and life. She stood there at the moment, without looking back, without speaking, and he took two steps back timidly, and his tense and relaxed mood made him uneasy. Two hours ago, I received a call from Zhang Zhe, saying that Yinuo was coming, and he didn't believe it yet. If you have a broken bone for three months, you can't recuperate at home, how can you run around, you really don't take your body seriously.

When he saw the person clearly in front of him, a trace of bitterness suddenly surfaced in his heart. How did he forget, Yinuo is a person who is not afraid of heaven and earth, and he has cut off contact in the past few months, and the problems left behind before have not been solved for a long time, but any girl will not be able to stand such suffering, and they all want to make a clear statement and make a decision.

Yes, let's be clear.

He took two deep breaths, pretended to be natural, and threw the keys on his desk, his tone sounding unusual, "You're here." ”

Zhou Zhou Nuo turned his head suddenly, and the person who had been thinking about it was standing behind him, taking off his hat and placing it on the table. She was stunned, Cheng Ziming didn't meet her gaze, and Zhou Zhou Nuo didn't notice that his hands were trembling slightly.

Zhou Zhou Nuo tiptoed on his left foot, ran in three or two steps and jumped to Cheng Ziming's side, and wrapped his arms around him.

"Hey, it seems that my assistance has worked," In a certain room on the opposite floor, the joyful Zhang Zhe took the scope and stared at their every move, seeing that Cheng Ziming didn't even raise his arm, he looked distressed again, "Hug!" What was he thinking? My sister-in-law took the initiative to admit her mistakes! ”

"Don't be blind ****, sister-in-law is right, why admit your mistakes." Glancing at him, the stone rubbed the gun as he observed the movement in the field.

"Then who do you want to be angry with when you look at his declining appearance?" glanced at the stone angrily, and Zhang Zhe was very speechless.

"Tsk, it doesn't feel good." Li Dongshi, the only one who knows the inside story, is tight-lipped about what the battalion commander said, and according to the analysis of the current situation, the answer in Brother Ming's heart does not seem to be what his sister-in-law wants.

"What your mother said, I have seriously considered," the black hair of the beloved woman rested against his cheek, her small hands clasped behind her waist, the softness of her chest against his chest, his hands struggled to lift, but weakly put down, the whole person remained upright, only the vocal cords were still working diligently, "I think what she said made sense. ”

Zhou Zhou Nuo raised his head suddenly, and there was panic and disappointment in his eyes for an instant. She slowly let go of her hand, took two steps back, stared at his eyes, her already red and swollen eyes began to moisten again, and her voice trembled, "What's the reason, tell me, what's the truth in her words?" ”

Seeing the tears flowing from her eyes, Cheng Ziming finally couldn't help it, stepped forward to help her wipe away the tears, pulled a chair sideways from the side, and helped her sit down, but he was half-squatting on the ground and looking up at her.

I couldn't hear what the two said, judging from the posture, it was obvious that from the intimate state to the intimate, Zhang Zhe exclaimed that it was not good, and sighed three times in a row to finish.

Unable to see Cheng Ziming's face, unable to judge what he said from his facial expressions and lip shapes, Li Dongshi did not make a sound, calmly observing the development of the situation.

"I can't be by your side, I can't give you a peaceful and happy life, and I can't even promise what kind of future we will have." Since helping her sit down just now, her right hand has been grabbed by her, and after saying these words, she obviously felt that she was exerting force, but he didn't withdraw his hand, just let her pinch it.

Zhou Zhou Nuo hooked his lips, stared at his eyes motionlessly, and tears flowed down quietly, "Cheng Ziming, don't you think it's funny when you say these words?" When you ask me if I'd like to be your girlfriend, aren't these all objectively existing situations? Or did you just want to play with me at the time, and didn't think about the longer term? ”

"I didn't." Cheng Ziming's denial was very decisive. The back of his right hand had already been pinched red by her, but he didn't say anything, but used his other hand to wipe the tears from her cheeks.

Yes, of course you didn't, just two months together, you told me that you don't have any intense missions, but you wrote in your suicide note, let me live well. Even if you don't confess the facts to keep it secret, you don't have to prevaricate me with such a reason to be good for me.

"To me, that's not a reason. Am I stupid if these are really obstacles to my happiness? Why should I promise you? Why should I stay with you? Do you think I didn't think about these things at the time? The tears were falling faster and faster, and Zhou Zhounuo was speaking faster and faster. Zhang Zhe couldn't keep up anymore, and he made a rough distinction intermittently, he seemed to understand a little, at present, it is his sister-in-law who wants to be with him, and Brother Ming who wants to be divided.

"Stupid." Li Dongshi looked at him disdainfully and lamented that he was too slow to react. Worried that Cheng Ziming would be stubborn and see death, Shi Shi had a bitter face, his brain was running at high speed, thinking about what to do to help.

"I am willing to be with you because we have a common topic, you are very careful, very caring, know that it hurts, of course, I also like the way you work hard, not only do I not feel that your work is a drag, but I feel very honored. Don't you like me because of these? Zhou Zhou Nuo bent down and reached out to caress his face, slightly dark complexion, coarse pores, rough feel, "Do you know, when I got off the plane and walked to the baggage claim, I followed you all the way." ”

For more than a year, I have never heard her mention this matter, Cheng Ziming always thought that he was the first to be tempted by her, from Xinjiali to pick her up on the way to Zhongnan, in the thrilling parking lot of China Commercial Department Store, and then from Mr. Lu to send her home. Of course, a chance encounter ten years ago was really not tempting.

"I've always been embarrassed to tell you, I'm afraid that you think I only look at the surface," Zhou Zhou Nuo continued to stroke his cheek, with a little shyness on his face, "Do you know, how happy I was when you said that Bai Fumei was not your girlfriend, He Qianlin said that you have been looking at me when you are eating, and I feel that the whole person is so happy that I am about to fly." I'm still wondering why you didn't confess to me, and I'm still thinking that if you don't confess in two days, I'll be the one to do. You think you fell in love with me first, I didn't care so much, even if I broke up, I would be in pain for a while and it would pass. But the truth is, it was obviously me who fell in love with you first, and I knew very well what I was doing at the time, and I understood that being with you meant what my life would be like in the future. I really thought that you, like me, could walk hand in hand, not afraid of those hardships. ”

Hearing these words, Cheng Ziming couldn't be said not to be shocked, he didn't think that Yinuo would have so many hidden and unknown secrets in his heart, he didn't think that in the night when he was lying on the bed tossing and turning, the girl in front of him had already made up her mind to be with him.

"Didn't you see my tragic situation that day, for the first time in 30 years, my mother was scared, she just wanted to find someone to relieve her timidity and helplessness, not against you, she didn't dare to yell at my father, and I felt sorry for the crippled me, so I could only bully you. I didn't think about poking it into your wound and scaring you. With a faint smile on his face, Zhou Zhou Nuo downplayed all the injuries he had suffered, and his words revealed obvious comfort.

"Then you are not at home to recuperate, you have come all the way, what if something happens on the way." Looking up at his beloved girl, Cheng Ziming couldn't help but feel hot in his throat.

Zhou Zhou Nuo looked at him and snorted lightly, "If I don't come to see you, will you go to me?" You're always so busy, and if I don't come, there's a good chance that our relationship will end inexplicably, and if that's the case, I'm afraid I'll regret it for the rest of my life. ”

"Yinuo, I'm sorry." Cheng Ziming lowered his head and looked at her for a while before he raised his head to look at her, his eyes were red.

"How many times have I told you, don't say I'm sorry, I'm not sorry. Even if you're going to break up with me, don't say you're sorry. At least in your opinion, it doesn't matter if I'm sad or not, it's all for my own good, isn't it? A punch slammed into his shoulder, and there was anger in Zhou Zhounuo's words.

"I..." Cheng Ziming wanted to speak and stopped, and sighed. I don't want you to be sad at all, but I don't want you to have trouble with your mother because of me.

"My mom doesn't object, do you want to break up with me?" Shaking Cheng Ziming's hand, Zhou Zhou Nuo said seriously.

Looking up at her, the woman he loved the most in his life was strong and independent, beautiful and cheerful, she didn't need others to do her own good, and she was always brave enough to pursue what she wanted. She said, Cheng Ziming, do you know, I fell in love with you before you fell in love with me, and now you are actually denying everything about me, denying your love for me, and even more so denying that I love you for the sake of the judging standards in the eyes of others.

Cheng Ziming didn't answer immediately, Zhou Zhou Nuo stood up with a chair, "I will live in the guest house at the entrance of the alley, room 207, and wait for you until noon tomorrow, if you still insist on breaking up, you won't use it." ”