Chapter 62 Painful Thoughts (2)
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This car accident didn't save him the same way that time, no, it didn't bring him into that world, to be exact!
Maybe never again.
Bai Xiaoxi, who was lying on the hospital bed, was still in a coma, except for his right hand exposed, hanging on a drip.
Accompanied by his eldest sister Bai You, but there was no Yan Yuru, replaced by a young female nurse, and said to Bai You in a very kind tone: "The medicine has been replaced, if nothing happens, he should wake up soon." ”
Bai You's sad mood, but when he heard this comforting word, he still raised his head and thanked him: "Thank you!" The voice was slightly sobbing and sad.
The female nurse bowed her head slightly and walked out.
Bai Xiaoxi's dream......
Once in a strong wind and fog, he seemed to be in it, it was still the same dream, the same place, Bianjing!
He walked all the way until he came to the corner of the city, surrounded by countless people, dead and wounded, and the ground was covered with bright red blood and people who fell to the ground, exactly the same as the dream he had had before.
So, he was convinced that it was in his dream.
It's just that I'm excited to be here again.
The only pity is that I didn't see the people I wanted to see.
Soon after, Bai Xiaoxi woke up, Bai You cried for a while, hugged him tightly and cried loudly, thanking and praying, at this moment he was sad in his heart, and once again let the eldest sister worry about herself like this.
After a while, Yan Yuru also came to visit the hospital, her face was naturally very anxious, and she went out in a hurry, forgetting to bring anything.
"I, I'm sorry, it's all because of me, Xiaoxi will ......" Yan Yuru bowed her head and bent down again and again as soon as she entered the ward, apologizing vigorously.
"Yuru, don't be like this, it's none of your business."
It was not Bai You who stopped her from apologizing, but Bai Xiaoxi, they never thought that Bai Xiaoxi in front of them was like this...... Affable.
"But it's all because of me, I ......" Yan Yuru looked sad, her voice became lower and lower, her eyes lowered and her head bowed, admitting her mistake.
Bai Xiaoxi actually didn't blame her at all, and the atmosphere seemed to be a little depressed at the moment, maybe because Bai You hadn't opened her mouth to forgive her.
After a while, Bai You slowly spoke: "Xiaoxi, he is my only relative, I don't want him to have an accident, I can't blame you for this incident, but I hope that such a similar thing will not happen again in the future." ”
Yan Yuru, who received the answer, was naturally in a happy mood, but at the same time she was depressed, because unexpected things are always potentially hidden, but at least they won't happen now.
Subsequently, Bai Xiaoxi was also successfully discharged from the hospital, but the place where he appeared was not at home, but at the company, which was completely impossible for everyone, but he appeared in front of everyone's eyes.
Bai You ran into the vice chairman's office angrily, and almost stomped his feet: "Why don't you stay at home to recuperate, what are you doing in the company?" ”
Bai Xiaoxi carefully reviewed the documents and said lightly: "There are a few lists I need to deal with in this issue."
Drop, otherwise I'm afraid it will be too late. ”
Bai You immediately disagreed, and his tone was a little heavy: "The big list is not as important as the body, you give me to go home immediately, recuperate, and the eldest sister will solve it." ”
Bai Xiaoxi, who has never liked work, insists on staying like a workaholic at the moment: "Sister, these lists are my next hand, and I need to complete them, otherwise the outside world will gossip." ”
This "gossip" naturally refers to gossip and slander.
Bai You still insisted that he go back, and said in a strong tone: "Do you want to die, if you want to die, the eldest sister will die before you, is this good?" ”
Hearing this, Bai Xiaoxi was immediately displeased, but he couldn't refuse, maybe only his eldest sister could persuade him in this world.
Back at home, the room was deserted and empty.
Bai Xiaoxi stayed at home alone and had nothing to do, so she had to sink her head into the pillow and remain motionless like a vegetative person.
In the past two days, Yan Yuru has not called him, perhaps because she wants him to recuperate and does not want to disturb him.
It's true.
Bai Xiaoxi herself doesn't know whether she chooses to be with Yan Yuru, is it right to do this?
The only thing he can do is to make up for what he owes to the people around him, to make up for everything he has neglected over the years.
……
Late at night.
A piece of tranquility.
Hurriedly passing a few small cars, the occasional engine sound and the sound of the wind could be heard, and even the leaves trembled slightly, as if a chill was coming.
Bai Xiaoxi's home. It was dark and silent, as if there was no one, but there was a whisper of breathing and wheezing in the bedroom, probably because of the fall asleep.
Suddenly, a white light flashed, Bai Xiaoxi was lying on an empty green lawn, the oncoming breeze gently blew on his body, swept up a slight chill, made his body tremble, slowly woke up from his sleep, and muttered to himself looking at the strange place in front of him. "Here it is...... Where? ”
Bai Xiaoxi raised his eyes to look at this place in the clouds and fog, there was a haze in front of him, he couldn't see anything clearly, and it was white.
Looking back, he saw the green grass behind him, and there was a dense jungle not far away, and he slowly walked towards the jungle, and the deeper he went, the more trees in front of him, as if it was endless.
After a long time, he swept through the jungle to a cliff, and the edge of the cliff was covered with all kinds of medicinal herbs, which were what Bai Xiaoxi saw when he was chased by robbers all the way that day and met Changxian.
His heart was shocked, his face was stunned, and he said softly: "I, back?" ”
Immediately afterwards, Bai Xiaoxi looked around again and found that this place was really too similar to the scenery at that time, as if everything that happened that day was vivid in his mind, and his memory was still fresh, except for no one.
He looked at this place in disbelief.
Then, Bai Xiaoxi shouted Changxian's name again and ran back to the original place, only to find that he was ...... The original place is gone.
In its place, the ruins, the capital city, were also uninhabited and lonely, accompanied only by a thick pile of dust and broken ruins.
Bai Xiaoxi continued to walk, and his pace did not stop for a moment, until after walking out of the Xudu City, another scene appeared in front of him, and this was Sunset City.
The vibrant scene came to naught, and the people were deserted, and rows of neat houses stood at the top of the howling wind.
After walking out, it was a dark and depressing place, the Temple of Gods and Demons, but there was some divine light hidden in it, which Bai Xiaoxi had never discovered before.
Finally, the place of the decisive battle, Bianjing.
That battle was a memory that he could not erase for the rest of his life, because it was the only thing he did for his beloved, and it was also what he wanted to accomplish before he died, but unfortunately it did not succeed in the end.
Walking out of this place of haze and joy, anger and sorrow, Bai Xiaoxi's heart also melted, all this happened to him, a man who is only thirty years old, his career should be at the age of hard work, but he has endured too many joys and sorrows for a while, and human feelings are warm and cold.
The gaze of expectation has long since vanished on him, and all that remains is to make up for it and be gracious.
He didn't come back to that world, and all this was just a dream for him, no, it should be a memory, a memory that couldn't be erased, couldn't be erased.
Gradually, the sky brightened, a shallow rays of sunlight without any temperature shone on his body, he slowly opened his eyes, although his body was cold, his cheeks were warm, and he sat up and recalled everything he had recalled in his mind just now, and his mood was naturally not much better.
Bai Xiaoxi felt very guilty, hated himself very much, didn't protect Fengqing, didn't repay his eldest sister well, and even his beloved he could only watch her become a slave of the Demon Venerable, too much powerlessness, he hated himself like this, cowardly and incompetent.
But he is still alive, and nothing can be changed.
"Xiaoxi, are you awake? I went to the company, you remember to take the medicine. Bai You's voice rang out outside his bedroom door.
Bai Xiaoxi did not answer.
Then I heard the sound of a pile of things being cleaned up, and soon the door "slammed" shut, and the whole villa fell into cold silence again.
Suddenly, he seemed to have made up his mind to get up and dress, as if he was going to go out.
Soon he went out.
Like the outfit he wore when he was hit that day, he always hung the pair of jade bracelets around his waist, "Spotted Dragon Bracelet", which he carried with him and never left him.
Again, he appeared at the intersection of the traffic lights, waiting for his moment.
It seems that he is planning to do the same thing as before, and if his eldest sister sees it, I am afraid that he will have to be reprimanded again.
If someone sees him, they will say that he is crazy or stupid.
But at this moment, he didn't think about it so much, he just wanted to return to that world again and be with his true beloved.
In a moment, a minivan drove head-on, he seized the opportunity and rushed over, the driver seemed to be a little caught off guard, but fortunately he pressed the brakes in time, but even then he still didn't have time, just like that, with a "bang", Bai Xiaoxi was knocked to the ground by the car, bleeding and seriously injured.
Seeing this, the driver was a little weak-hearted, and saw that there was no one around, so he quickly drove away, leaving Bai Xiaoxi alone on the ground, unconscious.
This time, it didn't work out.
It should be said that the gains outweigh the losses.
It wasn't until later, when he saw the scar on his shoulder, that he realized that all this was not a dream!
The pain spread all over his body, but at this moment, he was unaware that the world that seemed to be a dream was undergoing earth-shaking changes.