Chapter 109: Brothers' Rivalry
Zhixian never thought of any reason for Qu to kill his eight-year-old grandson. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info this is also something that Xiao Shizheng didn't understand back then.
"My grandfather's people found me along the path from Maocheng to Yucheng, and they didn't say anything along the way, and I didn't ask, so I arrived in Beiping."
Duan Qi's first sentence when he saw Xiao Shizheng was the question that he couldn't think of an answer to. Duan Qi's eyes were very sharp, and he told his little grandson word by word that the Qu family was so ruthless that he was sinking him into the river because someone had tampered with his letter to Maocheng.
Duan Qi's people naturally wanted to take the two children to Beiping, but the Qu family only brought out one, and Qu Shirong boasted that there was no one in the sky and the earth, and the cronies around him were naturally keen, and they sensed that something was wrong at once, and finally followed the clues to find the top of the handwritten letter.
"The handwriting on the letter is no problem anywhere else, only the word 'double' of 'a pair of children' has been erased, and a 'one' word has been added to it."
The Qu family thought that Duan Qi would only take away one child, but the letter did not say which one to take away, and the Qu family was devoting the whole family to raising the child, and it was not worthy of Duan Qi's light words. With such a good opportunity, how could she let her beloved little grandson take a little risk.
After thinking about this, Zhixian suddenly felt that Qu's intentions were sinister, no wonder she had always been arrogant and arrogant to Yanzhi, and even said that he had robbed Qu Shirong of the opportunity to go to Beiping, it turned out that in Qu's eyes, everything about Yanzhi now should have belonged to Qu Shirong, and this was all owed to the Qu family!
Yanzhi's heart, how bitter it should be.
"Sometimes when I think of my mother, I always blame myself, always thinking, if I didn't want to get my grandmother's approval back then, and didn't do everything hard and seriously, my mother wouldn't have been kicked out, and I wouldn't have been the only one by my side when she died."
After he finished speaking, he lowered his head slightly, and his handsome face under the light showed a gloom, revealing the helplessness of a child.
Zhixian had never seen him so vulnerable, no matter what happened, he seemed to be able to solve it perfectly, and he would stand in front of him, as he promised.
However, he has always buried his weakness under the abyss, and what he shows to the world is a calm and tall party-political dignitary, and an outstanding and upright general in the army.
He let go of his guard like this, which made her feel very painful, and she only hated that she couldn't take all his self-blame and guilt on herself.
She hugged him gently, and said word by word: "Yanzhi, it's not your fault. ”
What's wrong with a six-year-old child who longs for the love of his elders and wants to be treated the same as his younger brother? But such efforts and desires turned out to be a burden on his heart.
Such a scene actually flashed a familiar feeling in her heart.
In the last fire in her previous life, she also hugged Qingbai like this and told him that she had no regrets. Qingbai has always wanted a child, she knows it, but with such love and hate, how can she bear to bring a child into this world and let each other suffer.
I was hating the Qu family, and Mo Cang in my previous life, wasn't he also turning a blind eye to Qingbai's love?
In this life, she must not live up to Yanzhi again.
Duan Qi's people brought the letter back to Beiping, Duan Qi is a person with thunderous means, even if it is for children, there will be no meticulous and care, so the truth is exposed naked in front of Xiao Shizheng without a little euphemism.
Although the words that have been added after the alteration are not carefully looked at, the difference can not be seen, but Xiao Shizheng, who is with his younger brother every day, recognized the slightly immature stroke at a glance.
He was still a child at the time, but his heart was far from being comparable to ordinary people, and the various experiences he had experienced in the Qu family made him only feel that such a result was unexpected.
There was a hint of a mocking smile on his handsome face: "Grandpa only said four words at that time, brother is a wall." It is impossible to say that he has never noticed Shirong's thoughts, but he has a new understanding of his ruthlessness. ”
Before Duan Yu left the Qu family, her only worry was her youngest son, she knew that he would not suffer under the Qu family, but for a tree, a rotten core was more terrible than a crooked one.
Therefore, she drove Xiao Shizheng, who insisted on leaving with her, back to Qu's house.
Qu Shizheng still remembers her solemn entrusting look at that time.
"You're already a big boy, and sooner or later you'll grow into a man, and it's not a burden, it's an honor, and it's not a burden, it's an honor. Now Mom wants you to take your place and go back to take care of your brother, are you willing? ”
The afterglow of the setting sun dyed the ends of her hair golden, and the faint light was full of tenderness.
In such a situation, how could Xiao Shizheng not agree? So even though he couldn't bear it, he felt that he was still a child only two minutes older than his younger brother, but he agreed with tears in his eyes.
Perhaps from that moment on, his childhood was over.
Later, after reading Duan Yu's diary before his death, he realized that in his mother's heart, he had always regarded this steady eldest son as all her dependence.
Zhi Xian snuggled in his arms, raised his head and smiled: "Yanzhi, you used to be your mother's dependence, and now you are my dependence." ”
Qu Shizheng looked at her bright smiling face, and his heart was relieved.
Being relied on by the people he loves is a unique honor in this world for him.
Time slipped away in the process of narrating the bottom of his heart in a deep voice, and the snacks brought by Zhixian had already been eaten clean by the two of you, just like her bright eyes were always shining, only the slightly cold crescent moon outside the window.
It was as if there were heavy clouds, slowly moving, covering the bright moon, and pulling such a poetic night into endless darkness...
The surroundings were all pitch black, and her plain cheongsam was particularly eye-catching.
Zhixian couldn't see anything clearly, just walked forward slowly, calling his name, no matter how she spoke, but it was empty and did not respond, such a cold and lonely atmosphere, almost forcing people to cry.
Just when she was about to cry, she bumped into a warm chest, and Zhixian was suddenly aggrieved and annoyed: "Yanzhi, why don't you ignore me, make me so scared!" ”
But in front of her, she was still silent.
Zhixian felt empty in his heart, and stepped back step by step.
"Sister-in-law, what are you afraid of?"
The lightning shone on his face, and the face that usually had a light smile was serious at this time, and the light that swept through the dark night was soon gone, and such a scene made her heart more and more frightened.
"Sister-in-law, did we have a past life?" (To be continued.) )