Chapter 4 Sleeping in the same bed and sleeping together is separated by different dreams

The white fingertips had obviously touched the strap on his tulle, but he refused at this time: "No. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

I withdrew my hand and glanced up at him. His gaze looked away, his expression as if he was angry with someone, and it was mixed with a little surprise.

A woman's intuition tells me that this is not a simple drama of a resentful woman in a boudoir, and there are other stories hidden in it.

After having a deeper understanding of myself after the crossing, I suddenly felt a little more confident and acted a little more calmly.

I calmly relaxed my coat, calmly lifted the other end of the quilt, and was about to lie down calmly, when he was already lying on the couch and threw a sentence: "Come and sleep here." The voice was still cold.

I put down the quilt and stroked the originally smooth quilt, but my heart made waves. If I refuse, does it seem reasonable to him?

He added, "I have something to say to you, Ah Zhen. ”

I had to crawl from the foot of the bed to the head of the bed. He already had two quilts, so it shouldn't matter if he slept on one end.

As soon as I lay down, he got up and put out the candle.

The black rumbling room was quiet.

He laid down the curtain and lay down to talk to me, but it started with a meeting with a son surnamed Liang today.

"I passed by Yu Ming Hall today and met the man surnamed Liang, he actually asked me why you didn't go to watch the opera today, the new performance in the theater was composed by you, and I made an appointment to be present at the premiere."

What he said had a nose and eyes, but I was confused when I heard it, so I could only silently write down some key words in my heart first.

"You've been like this since you got married, unlike the women next to you, you like to read dramas, and you love to write dramas, and I haven't said anything. We got married at the behest of our parents, and I know that you and I are not willing to be wives. ”

As I listened, I pricked up my ears and focused. But he stopped. I turned my head slightly and felt him roll over as if facing me.

"Ah Zhen." His voice rang in my ears, both melancholy and helpless.

I let out an "um" and listened quietly to what he was saying.

The brocade quilt made a rustling sound, and the warm skin touched my cheeks.

"I remember that we used to have many happy times, we had the Festival of Lights together, we went to the temple fair, you taught me to sing many strange songs, and told me many new stories, I remember them all. But slowly, there were more and more disagreements between us," he sighed, "and you must have hated me a little now." ”

The hand on my cheek was still there, and I kept my face slightly sideways, and I didn't dare to come out.

"But you are the young lady of my Lan family," he withdrew his hand, "Even if you hate me, you have to take care of the face of the Lan family outside, there is a Yu'er between us, she is still a child, you have to think about her." A woman must know how to respect herself and love herself, as a wife and mother, I don't need to bother with this truth. Finally, he sighed and said, "Do it yourself." ”

I was stunned when I listened, what did I do to be sorry for him to humiliate me so much? I really want to tell him that if he doesn't want to bother anymore, he will divorce me with a letter of resignation, which is so simple and easy.

Right! Hugh. Or let him divorce me. According to his words, it seems that the boy surnamed Liang is in love with me, anyway, the man next to the pillow hates me, so it is better to be with the boy Liang who likes me. This way you won't live so frightened.

After making up my mind, I made up a call in my heart, and said to him in a flat tone: "Since you have understood that there is no possibility between you and me, it is better to divorce me." Although you and I sleep in the same bed tonight, we have different dreams. Rather than make each other miserable in this way, it is better to separate and fulfill each other. ”

The brocade beside me snorted, and he suddenly stretched out his hand to hold my shoulder, and said in a poignant tone, "This is what you want to say to me." ”

I was taken aback by his reaction, his face pressed against mine, his breath rushing down my cheeks.

But when it comes to this, it's better to just go to the end. But I thought about whether he would do anything drastic, so I had to whisper a "um", and I don't know if he heard it.

After a while, his breath calmed down, and his hand slowly let go of my shoulder, and he fell heavily on the collapsed edge with a dull sound.

I thought that this was the end of the matter, but before I could think about it, he leaned on the cold porcelain pillow and said, "Ah Zhen, you know, I can't do that. "The voice was a little hoarse.

I wondered, "Why?" ”

He seemed to turn his head back to me and said, "Why?" He let out a chuckle and replied, "Do you want to leave me so much?" Haven't you thought about Yu'er? His tone intensified: "Haven't you considered my face?" You just want to be with that guy surnamed Liang so much? ”

It turns out that because of this, it seems that I have made things simpler. Divorce in ancient times was not as casual as it is in modern times, it is related to many aspects.

I can't leave such a marriage, and I suddenly feel a little annoyed. Keep and on, just make do with it, and when I find a way to dress back to modern times, you won't be able to help me.

I rolled over in anger and turned my back to him.

In the darkness, he said faintly behind him: "Ah Zhen, can't we go back between us?" ”

How touching is this love sentence? How melancholy?

I turned over and said, "Yes, I can't go back." The voice was bleak and resolute. In order to ease the relationship between me and him, I added: "Although the love between you and me is no longer there, I am your nominal wife after all, you can rest assured, I will always keep my duty." ”

He sighed and said, "But I still hope to ......" He suddenly stopped and paused before saying, "It's just delusional." ”

I didn't talk to him anymore, and he didn't say anything more. I was trying to figure out how to go back to the modern age, and I didn't know when I had fallen asleep.

When he opened his eyes, he was no longer at the pillow.

It was already bright outside, but I didn't know what time it was. I sat on the couch with my legs crossed, not knowing what to do.

There was a light knock on the door, and just as I was about to ask, a female voice outside the door said, "Zhu Niang, Yueying is coming in." ”

Yue Ying held a copper basin in her hand, and on the copper basin was a vermilion lacquered wooden plate, which contained a white handkerchief, a tea cup, and an open white porcelain vase.

Looks like he's here to help me freshen up.

She gently put her things on the dressing table and said, "Yue Ying thought that Zhu Niang might not have rested well last night, so Yue Ying didn't come in until after her uncle left for a long time today." Now Zhu Niang has to get out of bed. ”

I looked at her, my mind wandering, and suddenly I thought about it.

I sat on the couch with a depressed look and said to her, "Yueying, I seem to be sick. ”

When she heard this, she immediately ran to the couch and said eagerly, "What's uncomfortable?" I'm going to call the doctor. So saying, he was going to run out.

I pressed her hand and said mysteriously: "Yueying, this disease can't be known to others." ”