Chapter 2 Changing Places, the Crisis Begins to Emerge

There is a small city called Lingkun City on the coast of China, located in southern China, surrounded by mountains on three sides and facing the sea on one side. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThe scenery is pleasant in all seasons and the products are abundant. The Qiling Mountains in the north are known as the first peak in South China, and there are countless kinds of flora and fauna, medicines and mineral resources. It has become a well-known R&D base for medicinal resources in China and a hub for foreign export trade.

In April 1984, the Lin family was moving to Lingkun City, and my father found a good job in the local area, teaching at the school; My mother worked as a financial officer in a company. On the day of leaving Yishan, the Lin family was silently carrying things into the car, and suddenly a lot of people came, whether they knew each other or not, they were enthusiastic to help move things, and in about 20 minutes, the items in the whole family were piled up on the car. Then, dozens of people watched the Lin family leave, and everyone reluctantly said goodbye.

Decades later, my mother recalled this past and still remembered it vividly, and my mother said that she usually didn't have much contact with everyone, and that day everyone seemed to have made an appointment, and suddenly came to help, which really made my mother and father very surprised and grateful. Lin later thought that maybe his mother was a famous beauty in the factory, and his father was a well-known showman, a combination of talented and beautiful women, so it was not surprising that everyone felt concerned.

On the Yishan railway platform, Lin looked at the location of his hometown for a long time when he was about to get on the train. He was reluctant to leave the familiar environment, but he had more curiosity and expectations for Lingkun City. Obviously, he never expected how the future life would be ups and downs, life and death, he just had a heart to travel, moving forward and exploring to a new base, which was Lin's mentality at that time.

When he came to Lingkun City, Lin felt that it was raining a lot all day, and he had to carry an umbrella all day long, but the place where he lived was much better than before, because it was much drier on the second floor. The Lin family lived in 5 buildings for 1 year. Academically, Lin was placed in a well-known elementary school nearby, and his classmates did not discriminate against him because he was a transfer student. On the contrary, his arrival added to the lively atmosphere in the class.

Lin had a distinctly Yishan accent, and everyone didn't laugh at him. There were even two beautiful girls who took the initiative to be his guides, introducing him to the school and the characteristics of the teachers in the class. They are twin sisters, the elder sister is called Feng'er, and the younger sister is called Ning'er, both have long hair in shawls, wear beautiful skirts, they look exactly the same, and they are all beautiful billets. Lin was a little flattered.

Feng'er and Ning'er's grades were not good, especially in mathematics. So Lin took on the task of tutoring very righteously, and even helped them with their homework, and in return, Feng'er invited Lin to join their secret group, a sericulture interest group composed of girls in the class. Every spring, when the silkworms are about to come out, Feng'er will ask the members for some small silkworms to distribute to the forest, and generally each person contributes a few to about 10.

When it was time for school, everyone went to the park to pick mulberry leaves. There are usually two places to visit, and after entering the park gate, there is a tree-lined avenue on the left, and there are many wild mulberry trees on both sides of the road. Its leaves are triangular and relatively small, and the silkworms that become slightly darker after eating them.

There is also a place where you enter the door and go to the right, there is a mulberry tree in the temple, the leaves are very round and large, the quality is very good, and the silk is relatively white and bright. Therefore, Feng'er and they like to go to the mosque to pick, and what is more attractive is that there will be full mulberries around July. You can eat mulberries while picking leaves. It's a fairy day.

Lin is the only male member of the secret group, and he has a good temper, so everyone likes him. Poria invited him to her home to see the silkworms she raised, and Lin remembered that her home was simple and neat. Once Poria said, "Lin, take us to your house to have a look." Lin happily agreed. So, the members of the entire secret team were notified to go to Lin's house to play the following week.

Finally, on this day, Lin opened the door and let in the members of the group, and the girls were very excited to run around, they watched the silkworms raised by Lin, watched the 14-inch black-and-white TV set in Lin's house, and watched Lin Zuan's performance in the air window. That is, the forest can travel into the house in a very short time through the half-open air window. Everyone laughed and asked Lin to cook something delicious. Lin cooked his own specialty, which is a kind of food that mixes noodles with water, mixes well, and then uses a frying pan to fry them. The girls were very satisfied with Lin's performance and decided to come back next time, leaving for the next time and leaving for the city near 4 p.m.

During this gathering, Lin got to know Bing'er, a member of the group. In fact, Lin has never had any concept of a girl's height, so he has always felt that Bing'er is a very petite girl, but in fact, Bing'er is tall among girls. Bing'er quickly became familiar with Lin, especially when they were on the same road after school, so they often walked together. In fact, Bing'er is very beautiful, at least that's what Lin thinks.

Then, everything from south to north is chatting, and Bing'er is very patient and willing to listen to Lin tell her story. Sometimes Lin will feel that it is a feeling of no suspicion, and even wants to develop further, such as inviting Bing'er to be his girlfriend. However, the 80s were still relatively traditional, and Lin buried such thoughts in his heart. He just enjoyed chatting with Bing'er after school, including picking mulberry leaves and eating mulberries together.

Soon the school organized students to participate in a mathematics competition, and Lin performed well in the preliminaries and semi-finals, successfully won the first place in the same grade, and was eligible to participate in the city's Olympiad competition. At this time, Lin was a little confused. Because most of the questions are not that he really understands, but the questions have hints so that everyone can guess the correct answer.

Lin didn't understand the questioner's thoughts, since it was a competition, why prompt the answer? On the day of the race, my father carried Lin on his bicycle and repeatedly emphasized the main points of the competition, but he missed the time for the school bus to start. The school reassigned the second-place student to participate in the competition. When Lin arrived, the teacher was very helpless, and could only say that it was a pity. Lin somewhat blamed his father, but then he figured it out, such a competition is of little significance for studying, and if you miss it, you will miss it.

For a while, Lin and Bing'er rarely got together until they graduated from elementary school and were studying in a junior high school at the same time. At this time, the concept of gender arose between boys and girls, and a line should be drawn between desks. Boys and girls are very cautious in their interactions, and they are generally afraid that their classmates will make fun of them, so they are in a hurry to draw a clear line. Lin and Bing'er are still very chatty, but there is less happiness of chatting together after school, and more polite hustle and bustle.

Lin's table mate is a very elegant girl plum, designed by the head teacher to improve Lin's grades, Li Zi is a slow reaction person, people are very beautiful, but lack of sports cells, good grades, good personality, won the appreciation of the head teacher.

Lin learned a lot of advantages from Li Zi, such as not being impatient when dealing with problems, not being easily angry, and being more lenient. Another point is that Li Zi's composition level is very high, generally more than 80 points close to 90 points, while Lin is generally about 78 points. Judging from his grades, Lin could tell that the head teacher did not appreciate his writing. Of course, he was eager to be praised, but he also clearly realized that the difference from the level of writing of the First Army was a level of concept. He didn't think much about it, he just worked hard from other subjects.

Lin didn't do a very good job in dealing with the relationship between classmates, Hao designed a game for Lin to drill, a few of them first jumped wildly at a leaf, attracting Lin over, and after Hao jumped up and smashed the back of Lin's neck with his elbow, so far Lin often had a dull pain in that part, and at the same time, even if he knew that he was designed, there was no way to fight back.

In terms of physical figure, Hao is far stronger than himself. In terms of the situation, you should not do it if you have just been hit hard. He could only endure it as if nothing happened, but he knew that Hao had designed him. When Lin thought about this, he could only regret it, it would be best if he could avoid such damage. It can't be avoided, it can only be said to be fate. Because he can't be honest with his classmates, he has more options if the other party wants to hurt you. This is the weight of life that Lin must bear.

Despicable behavior more than once, there was a thin boy who suddenly came to a trick in a rally to steal chickens, Lin Er didn't say a word and was ready to step forward to defend his dignity, Wanda ran quickly, not taking discipline seriously at all.

Lin was indeed unhappy about this matter, but the shadow was quickly forgotten. Because he was determined to do it, Wanda didn't come to harass him again. Therefore, in his later life, Lin chose to solve everything involving dignity, and it was basically an unequal relationship, Lin had no advantage, no one to help, he relied on a ruthlessness that radiated from seriousness.

His characteristic is that if I don't do it, I will do it, and if I do it, I will mourn the heavens and the earth. And most of the jokers don't want to be so tragic. On top of that, they are used to sneak attacks and can't see the sun, and the open-minded contest makes them weak. This is the reason why Lin can overcome the difficulties.

Then everyone thinks about it, Lin has never attacked others, which is the reason why he suffers. But from another angle, if Lin is determined to fight to the death, will he not sneak attack? When he sneaks up, whether it's those classmates or the wicked, can they resist it? This is where Lin is ruthless, and it is also where he has to be ruthless, and it is also his only choice to protect himself.

Sometimes, even the weaker classmates will be unhappy with Lin. Once, when everyone was catching crickets, Yang Fan suddenly threw a handful of sand into the eyes of the forest. This joking move made Lin's left eye slightly blurry for the rest of the decades or so. But he didn't have a seizure, first, his reason told him to endure it, and second, it was pointless to pursue it, at most it was a joke that went too far, and nothing was wrong.

But Yang Fan is yin enough, he gives you a hard injury in a joke, but the teacher will not punish him, and Lin can't hold him accountable. So you know what kind of mentality this kind of competition from peers reaches.

The third thing is that once Lin was slapped by a boy Fang Tong, because he didn't provoke the other party at all, it was obviously unreasonable, and Lin shot back very quickly. Fang Tong originally wanted to show off his authority, but he didn't expect that a quiet and weak boy would dare to make a move, and Fang Tong endured it in front of everyone, which was a factor for him to worry about the teacher.

But in the afternoon self-study class, Hao asked Lin to come out and have something, Lin knew that there was nothing good, Hao and Fang Tong were in the same group, but Lin didn't plan to back down, so he went alone. Lin's simplicity surprised Hao and Fang Tong, who had thought that Lin would not dare to come over. Because there are three helpers who have absolute superiority, plus the same person can deal with Lin.

Fang Tong was much bolder, he asked what Lin had always thought was ridiculous, Fang Tong said, "Do you know you're wrong? Lin thought, "This person has a problem with his head", the problem is not that Lin is wrong, but that Fang Tong and Hao and other 4 people want to bully others, but they are afraid of being seen by their classmates. They wanted to shock Lin, and at the same time, they were very afraid of what would happen to Lin Zhen when he became angry, so they chose to be in the grove behind the teacher's office.

Because of Lin's personality, he definitely wouldn't expect to get 4 people, but he definitely wanted to get Fang Tong. It's really a falling out, Lin is absolutely ruthless, but have you ever seen Lin's ruthlessness? Everyone only knows that he runs fast, and everyone knows that he never fights, but when he is bullied, he does not hesitate to do it.

This is Lin's personality, Fang Tong was a little hesitant, but he still stepped forward and said, "You are wrong, understand?" So I'm going to slap you in the face. Fang Tong raised his hand, and Hao and the other three helpers surrounded him together, just waiting for Lin to resist and catch him.

Lin wasn't nervous at all, he knew that now was not the time to do it, none of these birdmen were good, and he couldn't be afraid. So Lin was hit on the right side of his face, but it was actually a painless intensity, which was an explanation. Lin didn't care about the servants next to him, stared at Fang Tong and said, "This matter is over, I will admit it, but if you provoke trouble in the future, I will definitely not let you go." Then, Lin turned and left quietly. 4 students stayed where they .......

When he said this, Lin's meaning was very clear, you don't make me feel better, I can only make you feel bad, you are not 4 people now, I can't afford to mess with you, I will definitely suffer if you want to beat me. But don't you like to come in secret? When I came to be ruthless in secret, could you stand it?

As Fang Tong thought so, Lin wanted to come in the dark and break it alone, from now on, there will be no good days for the brothers, it will be dark, and there are many ways to attack. In fact, they are used to seeing martial arts. Really, Lin does have that heart, everyone can see his ruthlessness, obviously Lin was beaten, and secretly everyone found that Lin's aura of decisive battle is getting stronger and stronger. That is, he didn't pay attention to the 4 people on the field at all, but where did his confidence come from? The so-called small unbearable is a big plan, where is his big, where is his plan? This is a bottomless place for 4 people.

Therefore, the entire junior high school stage was not a happy period for Lin, and the relationship with the boys was not good, and the relationship with the girls was coldly handled in the division of the 38th line. Although he has some athletic talents, such as table tennis and long-distance running, his physical weakness still prevents him from being strong and tough.

In more conflicts, he chose to avoid and treat it calmly, which somewhat suppressed his original character and flamboyant side. And the parents at home have no way to help him, and they have to deal with and solve it more on their own. In such an environment, his natural attributes are not actually developed, but more about learning for the sake of learning.

The next high school stage was a serious test for Lin, first, he has always studied for grades, so he lacks a lot of interpersonal communication, especially when he interacts with girls, he is not confident; second, his lack of trust in his friends and classmates, which also caused a crisis in his later life; Third, the lack of self-confidence is more because the state is not commensurate with the goal, and the former glory is far away.

In the first year of high school, he made a good friend Chengzhi, and he gave Lin a lot of real advice, but unfortunately after entering the second year of high school, everyone came and went less. And Lin fell into a crisis of trust, that is, he felt that others were gossiping about him, so he made a small report to the teacher, in fact, people did not have this idea at all. So, after the truth came out, Lin wanted to explain in every possible way on the one hand, but on the other hand, he felt deeply guilty. As a result, he had an illness, which has always affected his later studies.

When he graduated from high school, he scored 420 points, and the test score was exactly the same as the estimated score, which surprised him somewhat. During this period, he has been suffering from illness. Frequent pain in the neck, as well as inexplicable sounds ringing in the ears. Can he blame Hao? However, how could Hao have thought that a momentary anger would make another person suffer the pain of a lifetime, of course, he would not bear this responsibility, everyone only knows it.

In the two years of college, Lin is still struggling with illness. The unanimous opinion is that he is introverted, does not like to talk, and does not like to express himself. In fact, Lin became very cautious, for fear that he would say the wrong thing and cause the mistake he made in high school again, which was the shadow of his life, so he wanted to avoid it. Therefore, the study of the university did not make Lin exert his due strength, and he went through two years plainly and went to work.