It has been a while since Murong Chenxi and I got married, but our relationship is lukewarm, not at all like those married couples who are like glue and love each other, no wonder, he and I are not lovers, just a political marriage, how can there be feelings at all. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, Murong Chenxi was very good to me, and arranged for many maids to serve me and accompany me. No matter what I do or do, he will follow me and meet my requirements one by one. Sometimes, I wonder if he owed me in his previous life, so he didn't treat me well in this life.

I remember once I casually mentioned to Qianping that I wanted to eat the heart-to-heart cake made by Aunt Yao in the palace, and when it came to Aunt Yao, she was the personal maid of the imperial grandmother and served her by the imperial grandmother's side for most of her life.

For as long as I can remember, Aunt Yao has been with me, taking care of me, and treating me like a relative. In addition to the imperial grandmother and royal brother, I am closest to Aunt Yao and love me the most.

Who would have thought, I said it unintentionally, and then this word somehow reached Murong Chenxi's ears.

A few days later, I came back from a walk outside to find a plate of lotus heart cake on the table in my room, and I happily tasted it, exactly the same as Aunt Yao's cooking. Only Aunt Yao can make this cake in this world, and I am surprised how anyone can make the same as Aunt Yao.

I took a piece of pastry in my hand, the pastry left a residual warmth, obviously just made happy, I thought it was Aunt Yao who came to the palace, and I was very excited. Ignoring the princess's due reserve, she pulled Qianping and cheered.

"Qianping, the taste is exactly the same, it must be Aunt Yao who is here."

Qianping motioned for a maid next to me to watch, and then said to me again.

"But princess, Aunt Yao has followed the Queen Mother for many years and never left, why did she come to the Northern Desert?"

Qianping's words reminded me, yes, since I was a child, I have never seen Aunt Yao leave the imperial grandmother's side.

But, but ......

However, I don't believe that there is anyone in the world who can make heart-to-heart cakes, except for Aunt Yao.

Until the maid came back in a hurry to report that there was no one in the house called Aunt Yao, I guess she was completely dead.

"So, do you know who sent this pastry?"

A maid returned: "Back to the princess, the pastry chef sent someone to send it." ”

It's Murong Chenxi, it's actually him!

His ability as a person is not ordinary.

There is a question that I still can't figure out, how did he send the freshly made lotus heart cake to my room, because of this, I asked almost everyone in the house, but I didn't ask Murong Chenxi. However, nothing came of it.

Every time I saw him, I had an indifferent handsome face, and the words came to my mouth and swallowed again.

Also, what is there in this world that he can't do, just a plate of lotus heart cakes, what is this to him. However, his wish to let me eat lotus heart cake was fulfilled, and I am still a little grateful to him, just grateful. Nothing else.

Murong Chenxi's kindness to me, although it is not obvious, but it can be seen from the people in the mansion that I am a happy princess in their eyes, is that so?

Why is there a voice in my heart struggling, resisting this so-called good, the so-called happiness, am I really happy?

Today's weather is as sunny and warm as yesterday, shining on people is very comfortable, I sit in the courtyard basking in the sun, drinking tea, enjoying the scenery in the palace, so uncomfortable.

But what is it that feels like something is missing?

"Qianping, Xiaoni, why haven't you seen Murong Chenxi these days, do you know where the prince has gone?" I asked.

"Princess......" Qianping looked surprised.

Xiaoni said happily: "Back to the princess, the prince said that he had something to go out for a few days, and the morning of the day he left, the prince came to the place where the princess lived, and he couldn't bear to wake you up, so he just looked outside the door for a while and left." The prince told the princess that if she needed it, she told the slaves and maids to do it. “

"Okay, I got it." I say.

I glanced at Qianping on the side, and I understood why this girl had that expression.

The surprise in her eyes was not for anything else, just because I had unintentionally mentioned Murong Chenxi.

Living in a palace with this man every day, I don't see him when I look up, and now I don't see him, it's inevitable that I'm a little uncomfortable.

Although he is cold and handsome, the people in the house are respectful and loyal to him.

Although he is hateful, the little things he did to me make me hate it.

"Xiaoni, you go and get busy, just have Qianping with me." I say.

"Yes, the slave and maid are gone." Xiaoni nodded and retreated.

At this time, only me and Qianping were left.

I sent Xiaoni away and looked up at Qianping, who was speechless and speechless.

"Princess, what do you think you are doing?" Qianping touched her face and asked me.

I hid my face and smiled, "There's no one here, just say anything." ”

"Princess."

Qianping's eyes widened, she shouted at me, slowly calmed down, her expression was solemn, and she said slowly: "Princess, Qianping has a sentence that I don't know whether to ask or not?" ”

When I saw her look like this, I restrained my smile and said to her, "You have followed me for many years, and although we are a master and servant in the eyes of outsiders, I treat you as a sister in private, and it doesn't hurt to say anything."

I don't know what Qianping is going to say to me, and from her serious expression, it is obvious that I don't want to touch it.

Since this girl has something in her heart, and she can't bear to hold it in her heart for me, maybe there won't be so many doubts when she says it, and the world doesn't have to add a new sorrow.

"Princess......" came to her mouth, and Qianping stopped talking.

I looked at her with a smile, "What's wrong with you today, what do you say in normal times, and you know everything about me." ”

Seeing me say this, Qianping simply swallowed and vomited again.

"Princess, in fact, what Qianping wants to ask is whether you are happy now?"

Qianping's words stopped me........

Junxuan's gentleness and ease of riding a horse came to mind.......

Am I happy now?

I couldn't help but ask myself.

If you don't fall asick in your life, you will be lovesick, and you will be lovesick.

But who knows the pain of lovesickness in the two places?

The imperial grandmother said that since ancient times, I don't want to be a red face with a thin life, and I don't want to be an idiot and wait, I don't know when it will be the end of the Yiren.

Like a flower, like a year, you can go back to the past, but you can't go back to the beginning. Knowing that I can't go back, he and I are already in the past, why should I be persistent and unwilling to let go, why not be a free and easy woman like him who chose to give up on me before, at least when the flowers in my dream hurt for someone, I can return to the original peace. Why should I bother myself, obsessed with it, and imprisoned myself in the cycle of memories, leaving myself covered with hard scars.