Chapter Seventy-Five: The Sorrow of Living
On the second day, Mu Qing prepared the carriage and sent Yu Ruyue back to Tianling Kingdom, Mu Qing did not say anything outside the carriage all the way, and Yu Ruyue also stayed quietly in the carriage, she didn't know how she would appear in Mugu Country and be dressed like this. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info she was obviously killed by her sister with a cane, and she seemed to be able to really feel the dying feeling at the beginning, that was a nightmare, a cruel, heartless dream!
Now I guess everyone in the General's Mansion thinks I'm dead! Maybe they're already doing my funeral.
Thinking of this, Yu Ruyue immediately shook her head negatively, and she said softly and self-deprecatingly, "Heh, Yu Ruyue, you seem to think too highly of yourself!" You are a disgrace to the General's Mansion and a joke to the entire Heavenly Spirit Kingdom! Will the General's Mansion hold a funeral for you? You're dreaming! ”
If they go back themselves, will they be disgusted with themselves? It was not easy to kill this 'ghost girl' and go back, what should I say? Will they let me go home?
In Yu Ruyue's memory, she was always alone, every time she met other people, they would always dislike her and seriously hurt her, especially her sister, and those subordinates, slowly, she was afraid of contact with people, afraid of others calling her 'ghost girl', afraid of other people's frightened, disgusted expressions, afraid of others bullying her! Especially afraid of her sister, she is afraid that even her sister hates herself, all because of this face!
Yu Ruyue, who stayed in the carriage, was scared, helplessly curled herself up in a ball, she buried her head between her knees, she cried silently, but her tears couldn't flow! Yes, she has had few tears since she was a child, and the only time she cried was when she was beaten to death by her sister that day!
But I was lucky to survive again!
Should I go back? But it's home! The home I've always lived in, even though it's just a broken hut, is the only one that has been with me for so many years!
God always seems to like to joke with me, I was born with this ugly face, scared my mother to death, and my father didn't want to see me, although I was the second lady in the house, but I didn't even live as good as my subordinates, and I was disgusted by my sister and wanted to kill myself! It's clear that I'm dead and can be freed, why did I come back to life? Why?
God, why are you doing this to me? Is it because I was a great sin in my last life?
Do you have to let me live in such pain in order to redeem the cause and effect of my previous life?
Although Mu Qing looked like he was driving the carriage without saying a word, his whole mind was on the little girl in the car, and he could clearly feel the sadness and desolation emanating from the weak little girl!
He couldn't help but sigh in his heart, 'It's just a little girl in her early tens, how painful it must be to endure so much!' ’
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but turn his head to look at the carriage, and when he turned his head to look ahead, a person suddenly appeared in front of him in the middle of the road, blocking their way!
Mu Qing immediately pulled the reins and stabilized the two restless horses in front of the carriage!
"Huh~ Who's in front? Get out of the way! Mu Qing said loudly.
Yu Ruyue in the carriage followed the sudden braking of the carriage, and the whole person fell on the floor of the carriage, she rubbed her hands and buttocks that hurt, and heard the sound of Mu Qing outside the carriage.
Yu Ruyue listened carefully to the movement outside, it seemed that someone was blocking the road, she slowly got up and sat down in the carriage softly! She loved to sit on this soft seat, she had never sat on such a soft cushion! It's so comfortable!