Chapter 309: Mountains and rivers are exhausted, and there is no way out

Bian San sat down opposite to Mei Fang, opened the plastic packaging of disposable dishes and chopsticks, took out the tableware one by one, first placed a set in Mei Fang's chest glue position, and then prepared a set to put it on his chest, after a while, he moved the dishes and chopsticks he had just placed, as if to be more tidy, in this process, he especially deliberately arranged the dishes and chopsticks on Mei Fang's chest, placed them one by one, and withdrew his hands. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 Info then lifted up his hands and picked up the bottle and opened the cap, pouring it into the glass of Rosefang, and then filling his own glass. When everything was ready, he sat down and looked at Mei Fang opposite, without saying a word. Mei Fang didn't look at him, she picked up the cup by herself, tilted her neck, and drank all the wine. This move was greatly unexpected by Bian San, and he didn't bother to ask, so he hurriedly reached out and grabbed the wine bottle, and got up to pour the wine again, but was stopped by Mei Fang with her hand. Mei Fang pressed her hand on the back of Bian San's hand holding the wine bottle, and gently tapped the back of his hand, while pouting with her mouth, staring at Bian San's glass. Bian San put down the wine bottle in his hand knowingly, quickly picked up his wine glass, drank it all with his neck up, and then, standing there with an empty glass in his hand, raised the glass in his hand, and stared at Meifang with a puzzled expression.

"Sensei is standing there in a daze, hurry up and pour the wine," Mei Fang urged.

Bian San didn't say a word when he heard it, so he quickly moved and quickly poured two glasses of wine. Then, he put down the bottle and sat down slowly. But his eyes were staring at Mei Fang motionlessly.

"I only drank three glasses of wine tonight, and the one just now doesn't count," Meifang's eyes met, and Bian San quickly glanced sideways slightly, "That glass of wine is a friendship wine between our father and daughter on this trip." The rest of the wine is yours. ”

"Hey, how can I drink a lot of wine, don't get drunk and delay tomorrow's trip, it's a big deal." Bian San showed a look of embarrassment.

"I know how much you drink, don't pretend to be a little character here." Mei Fang ignored it, "You just drink well, don't lose yourself." ”

"Look at what you say, what's going on, okay, I'll drink as much as I can, drink as much as I can, and try to finish it." Bian San said as he drank the wine in the cup and filled it with his hand.

Although there are only two people, several dishes have been prepared, and they are not side dishes, such as three fresh hot pots, braised pork, big osmanthus fish or something, and a few vegetarian dishes have been prepared, which are not eaten according to common sense. Bian San did drink cup after cup as promised just now, and he did drink a lot, but obviously nothing happened at all. It seems that Mei Fang is not wrong, and his amount of alcohol is really good. Mei Fang only cared about eating vegetables, although the girl paid attention to dieting, the braised pork did not eat less, one after another, the whole small lips were full of oil stains, her wine was drunk at will, and Bian San, who was drinking, couldn't remember whether Mei Fang only drank three glasses according to the agreement just now, anyway, there was still wine in her wine glass. Bian San didn't seem to deliberately think about these, he only cared about drinking and eating by himself, and at the same time pulling the family routine, talking about the bits and pieces of the past, which seemed very harmonious and harmonious to outsiders.

"Bian San, since you are on good terms with my mother, you will have to be responsible for it for the rest of your life." Mei Fang chewed the red meat in her mouth, and said to Bian San in a tone of lesson, "If there are any fancy intestines, don't think I'm not kind to you." ”

"That's, that's, you can rest assured about this, in my life, since I have formed an indissoluble bond with your mother and daughter, I must be responsible to the end, I must be responsible to the end, there is no ambiguity and slackness." Bian San breathed sincerely, staring at Mei Fang intently, revealing a pair of unfathomable eyes.

"I must correct what you just said, not mother and daughter, but my mother." Mei Fang said as she stared at Bian San with an angry gaze.

Bian San was a little overwhelmed by Mei Fang's eyes, and slightly deviated his gaze, "Oh, yes, it's your mother, it's your mother, of course it should be your mother, no one else." Bian San corrected while glancing at Mei Fang with his eyes, revealing an unpredictable gaze in his eyes.

"Sooner or later, I will marry someone and leave this family, I have my own life, if you are loyal, in the future, this factory will not be you and my mother, how can your life be hard." Mei Fang didn't seem to pay attention to Bian San's expression, and continued to say to herself, "If you don't cherish everything in front of you, squander everything you have, and don't cherish everything in front of you, there is a way in heaven and no door to hell, don't blame me for putting my ugly words here, and you will take all the consequences." After Mei Fang finished speaking, she took the cup and drank it down.

Bian San didn't pick up the stubble, but stood up and filled Meifang's empty cup.

Mei Fang didn't stop her, but continued, "This is my last glass, and the rest of the wine is yours." ”

Bian San didn't have a theory, but pushed the drink on the side over, "After drinking, there is still a drink here, Sese's mouth!" After speaking, he took a sip of the cup, and then took a chopstick dish into his mouth.

No matter who you are, when you leave your hometown, your mood will change subtly with the change of the environment, and it will breed helplessness, hopelessness and loneliness for no reason, thus giving rise to a sense of dependence and sustenance. This is especially evident in women, and Mei Fang is this particular psychology at this time. Don't look at her as an old man who travels all over the world, and she can't splash the water in her mouth, in fact, her heart is still extremely fragile, in her subconscious, she still hopes to have a solid shoulder to lean on and a warm chest to lean on. What's more, there is such a man who can be relied on at any time at hand. Moreover, this man's situation is extremely special, he has the identity of a stepfather, and at the same time has physical contact, and has an incomprehensible and unclear complex origin, objectively speaking, the two of them constitute a substantial incestuous relationship that cannot be separated and cannot be clarified. Now, as Mei Fang grows older, her mind gradually matures, she understands the nature of men more, men don't have a good thing, they are born to be stained with flowers and grass, how can they say that they will change, she warned Bian San so much, in the final analysis, she is self-deception, she actually doesn't believe it at all, it is what she has to say as a daughter. If a man really changes, then he is not a man, just like a cat smells fishy, a duck is good water, and he is born with it. The special relationship she had already formed with Bian San could not be changed, it had already formed an imprint in her heart, and it could not change the ironclad fact that she had been possessed by this man. In fact, Bian San's stepfather identity is becoming more and more ambiguous in her heart, and it is almost a relationship between men and women. What's worse is that in the process of lingering with Jiang Tao, she will also jump out of Bian San's shadow from time to time, and will also mix the different experiences of these two men when they invade her body, and she is still consciously or unintentionally reminiscing about the special feelings that Bian San brings to herself, completely without the disgust, shame and frustration she once had, obviously, she has actually forgiven and even accepted Bian San deep down in her heart. But in any case, whether it is because of her mother or out of female self-esteem, all of this is something that she must bury in her heart and cannot be revealed, and it is a heart that must not be opened.

After thinking about it for a while, coupled with the previous effect of alcohol, she poured a few sips of the drink handed over by Bian San, and walked back with her legs. In this way, Bian San, who was not prepared at all, was in a hurry, he hurriedly took care of the mess, shouted at the waiter to settle the bill as soon as possible, and then followed upstairs. When Bian San came to the door of the upstairs room, Mei Fang was already gone. He estimated that Mei Fang had already entered the room, so he pressed the button on Mei Fang's door when he approached, but the door was not locked. He immediately shouted, but there was no response, and he didn't see her after a few turns, and when he was wondering, he suddenly felt an abnormal sound in the bathroom, so he knocked on the door and pushed it open. I saw that Mei Fang was lying motionless on the toilet, as if she had just vomited. Seeing this, Bian San did not immediately step forward to appease, but exited the bathroom, quickly closed the door tightly, and then turned back and quickly entered the bathroom. He crouched down, patted Meifang lightly on the shoulder, and said "hey". Seeing that she didn't move, he picked her up completely, went out of the bathroom sideways, and put her on the bed. Then, ran back into the bathroom and pressed the toilet button to flush away the dirt that Meifang had just vomited on, then put hot water, rubbed a towel out of the bathroom, wiped Meifang's face with a hot towel, and then threw the towel aside and covered the quilt for her.

Everything stopped, Bian San sat on the edge of the bed, staring at Mei Fang, who was lying motionless on the bed as if he was asleep, unhurriedly took out a cigarette from his purse, took out a cigarette and lit it and took a deep breath. He was now very calm, because all this was in his arrangement and consideration. If it is out of conscience, it is undoubtedly too immoral for him to do this, because almost everything is now given by this girl, and it can be said that without this girl, there would be no life today, not to mention, there has been an extremely serious injury before; However, he is also doing this now to protect this hard-won gain, otherwise, he is likely to lose his efforts. If Mei Fang knew what he had done, there was a good chance that she would not forgive herself. He has been struggling between conscience and interests, for his own vital interests, he racked his brains, most of his brain cells were consumed, he had to do this, otherwise, he would die a miserable death.

It's just that he didn't expect everything to come so quickly, so smoothly, just like a downpour of rain immediately after the thunder, caught off guard, it can really be said that there is no way out, and it takes no effort to get it. He lifted the quilt and stared at the bumpy body on the bed with unblinking eyes, his chest slightly undulating, his heart boiling abnormally, and his legs shaking involuntarily. After much thought, he took a sharp puff of his cigarette, then pressed the cigarette butt firmly against the glass ashtray on the bedside table, took out the miniature camera equipment from his purse, adjusted the focus and rested it on the television. When everything was ready, he gently came to the bed and set about carrying out this evil plan.