"Maybe we're never mature, and before we know it, we're getting old. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Although the one who is alive in his heart is still that, the young man, who looks back frequently because of his uneasiness. Asking in ignorance, begging in shame for help, tirelessly climbing over every hill. Crossing the hills, although he was white-headed, chattering, and sorrowful, he had not yet seen immortality as before, so he lost himself first, and crossed the hill, only to find that no one was waiting...... "Yan Yi stood at the window with his coat on, looking out. Since it was winter, the trees outside were almost all that remained, bare, and looked desolate, just like she was feeling now. What was playing in the phone was Li Zongsheng's "Hills", and she frowned slightly and hummed softly along with the melody. Occasionally, the nurse who passed by saw her now, shook her head and walked away.

Lately she's been pondering a question: whether to die beautifully or to live ugly to the end. She thought about it for a long time, but she still didn't get an answer, which is why she was standing here now.

"Bai Ze, do you know who I saw just now?" Before he got out of the hospital, Xia Youran couldn't help but tell Bai Ze.

"Who?" Bai Ze looked indifferent. He raised his left hand and looked at the current time, he still had to take the time to go back to the company today to deal with some matters, now that Xia Youran is fine, everything is fine, where is he still in the mood to care about others.

"I just saw my aunt, she was wearing a hospital gown and coming down from the same elevator as me." The specific situation Xia Youran is not very clear, when the elevator reached the first floor, she turned around and Yan Yi disappeared, and she did not see with her own eyes whether her eyes under her sunglasses were really inflamed. Although she promised to help her keep it secret, she still felt that it was better to tell Bai Ze about it.

"Auntie? Who? "Xia Youran doesn't have any relatives and friends, this Bai Ze knows, she rarely gets close to others, and there are only a few people who can make her call her aunt.

"Oh my mother...... So pretty, you can recognize her at a glance in the crowd. Xia leisurely continued.

"My mother? She's in the hospital? ”

"Well, she told me not to tell you! But you know, my mouth has never been able to keep secrets, and if I don't, it will be very uncomfortable...... Don't tell her when you see her later, I told you ......" Xia chattered leisurely, and without paying attention for a moment, he saw Bai Ze walking towards the elevator. She was stunned for a moment, and immediately trotted to follow. ('Ah, am I stupid, who would be in the hospital because of an eye inflammation, I even promised to help her keep it a secret, what if something happens?) ’）

"You met her in the elevator?" Bai Ze looked at the floor where Xia Youran was hospitalized, and there were only three floors up: the Department of Hematology and Oncology, the Department of Ophthalmology, and the Cadre Ward. Since it was a problem with his eyes, Bai Ze pressed 25 without thinking about it, the floor where the ophthalmology department was located, and he didn't even want to think about the other option.

In the elevator, he didn't speak, and as soon as he got out of the elevator, he went straight to the nurse's desk.

"Hello, is there a patient named Yan Yi here?" He even tightly pinched the bag containing daily necessities that he had helped Xia Youran carry before, and the way he lay on the nurse's table was even a little funny. It's just that no one can laugh at his current expression.

The ......nurse did not speak for half a day, and the hospital had to take into account the privacy of the patient and could not tell strangers any information about the patient at will. just raised his head and looked at him a few times, and also glanced at Xia Youran, who was standing next to her and constantly looking around.

"That, I'm her son, she didn't say hello to me when she was hospitalized, and I don't know what the situation is, so I'm ......a little worried," Bai Ze explained cautiously, his expression now, Xia Youran is almost the third time I've seen it, the first time was when Xiao's parents had an accident, the second time was when she was sent to the hospital last night, and the third time was now...... He looks strong, but his heart seems to be particularly fragile.

"Yan Yi's family?" The resident doctor not far away raised his head and looked at the tall and handsome man, thought for a moment, picked up some materials and stood up, "Can you come to my office first?" There are some things that I would like to communicate with the family first......"

"Doctor, what are you trying to say?" Once in the office, the doctor sat down in front of the computer. Bai Ze, who was following closely behind him, swallowed his saliva, and he began to be a little nervous about what the doctor was going to say next, and he was most afraid of hearing some bad news.

"We can't do anything about Yan Yi as well......" the doctor sighed...... There was a slight pause.

"Yes, is it some incurable disease? Don't worry about money, my dad has a lot of money......" Bai Ze even began to stutter when he said this. (Can't do anything?) It's like a bolt from the blue! ）

"It's not about the money." The doctor glanced at the man with a serious face in front of him, and it seemed that what he had just said made him misunderstand, "Actually, she has been hospitalized for almost a week, and she suspects that she has glaucoma, but she refuses to do any examination, and our hospital is also very troublesome......"

"You mean to say that my mom doesn't want to get tested?" Bai Ze's frowning brows loosened slightly, but he didn't dare to relax at all until he knew the result.

"Well, that's pretty much it, in my experience, it should be fine, but she always feels that her eyes are swollen and her vision is occasionally blurry. Of course, these are just my guesses, and everything is subject to the examination data...... But the crux of the matter is that she is willing to live in the hospital, but she will not have any examinations, even if it is a good doctor, she must prescribe the right medicine! ”

"Can you tell me her bed number, then? I'll go in and talk to her......"

"Well...... She agreed, and then said hello to the nurse at the nurse's station, and someone would take her for a check-up. The examination is very convenient, I have told her before, do the OCT and vision first. ”

"Well, got it......"

"Hey......" Yan Yi had been standing in front of the window in a daze for nearly an hour, and he hadn't even noticed Bai Ze and them coming in.

"What's the sigh for nothing in broad daylight?" Bai Ze pulled a stool and sat down next to her, Xia Youran was afraid that he would be blamed, so he stood at the door and didn't dare to come in.

"Aze, why are you here? What did Xia Youran say? Yan Yi looked at Xia Youran, who was hiding behind the door, "Hey, you kid...... I'm not a tiger, I won't eat you, so come in! ”

"Yes, I'm sorry, Auntie, my mouth is quick......"

"You still call me Auntie?"

“…… Well, what's my name? Xia Youran was stunned for a moment. (The inner drama at the moment: It's over, I'm really hated now, even my aunt doesn't allow me to call it, the harmonious mother-in-law and daughter-in-law life I fantasize...... ）

"Don't you all plan to get married, you still call me Auntie, you should call Mom." Yan Yi smiled and said to her.

"Hey, Mom, you're starting to divert the conversation again? I heard that you have been hospitalized for almost a week, why didn't you inform your family, if we didn't happen to meet today, do you want to keep it a secret? Also, what about your little foreigner boyfriend? After Bai Ze looked around, he found that there was no one else in this ward except Yan Yi himself.

"You must not have remembered his name, that's why you called him 'Foreigner's Little Boyfriend'." Yan Yi smiled, and there was a sense of joy worthy of my son.

"What about the others?"

"Jamica, you say? He's actually my translator, not my little boyfriend, he came to China to play for nearly a month and then returned to China, you know, I only love your dad in my life. Yan Yi smiled again, but this time the smile was bitter.

"So you've been alone in the hospital all the time?" Bai Ze bowed slightly, there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, to this day, he still remembered the way she looked when she left with her suitcase, but the person she loved most in her life betrayed her, and she was afraid that she could no longer easily fall in love with others. On the surface, she traveled all over the world and spent money like water, but he clearly understood the pain in her heart, and even if he was thrown away, he never resented her.

"Well, it's okay, I can already be discharged from the hospital." She was lying, but there was no trace of lying, everything was as if it were true. For so many years, she has always looked calm in front of her most precious son.

"Before I came to you, I went to the doctor's place, and I probably already know the situation." Bai Ze still maintained the sitting posture just now, pinched his chin with his hand, and pretended to be calm, seeing that Yan Yi's originally calm face began to become surprised, he knew that she couldn't pretend anymore.

"You know everything?" Her tone began to get a little low, and she didn't even dare to look directly into Bai Ze's eyes.

"Well, so go for a check-up, I'll accompany you, you see, Xia Youran is also there, so don't be afraid."

"Who, who said I'm scared?" Yan Yi's face began to turn red, and she became angry like a child.

"Okay, I said it wrong." Bai Ze quickly relented, "Since it's not scared, let's go for an inspection, it's just a simple small inspection, and it can be done soon!" "If you know Yan Yi's character in the world, I'm afraid it's Bai Ze, she can always get into his trap very easily, and this time, of course, is no exception.

"Just go, go ......" said that, but when she got to the door of the examination room, she was timid again. Bai Ze had been waiting outside, nodding at her, and she reluctantly walked inside. Since she came back from visiting her friend who had glaucoma surgery in the hospital, she always felt that she also had problems with her eyes, and she seemed to have all the symptoms she said, especially now, which are getting more and more serious, on the one hand, she is afraid that she will suffer from this disease, on the other hand, she always feels all kinds of discomfort in her eyes...... To be honest, although she is almost half a hundred years old, she feels that she is still relatively young and does not want to be blind at this age.

OCT and visual field examination seemed to be done very carefully, it took a long time, and after coming out, Yan Yi collapsed and leaned on Bai Ze's shoulder and buried his head deeply.

"Aze, if I can't see it, you have to support me! I don't want to die alone! The voice was soft, but Bai Ze felt that she was trembling all over.

"What kind of stupid words, no matter what, I will raise you, you are my mother!" Bai Ze stretched out his left hand to touch her hair, but it stayed in mid-air.

After returning to the ward, Yan Yichao lay on the hospital bed regardless of her image, staring at the ceiling boredly for a long, long time before turning her head and saying to Xia Youran, who had been sitting next to her, "When will you get married?" I suddenly wanted to hold my grandson earlier......"

"Auntie...... Mother...... Are you embarrassing us...... How can you have a baby so quickly? And ......" Xia Youran even began to be a little overwhelmed, she was forced to marry for the first time now, and the situation was still a little embarrassing. She replied, a little embarrassed.

"What are you talking about?" Bai Ze had just been called away by the doctor, and as soon as he entered the door, he heard the two chatting.

"Didn't say anything." Yan Yi turned his head, sighed and continued to ask, "What are the test results?" ”