I took a sip of tea and looked at her, but didn't speak. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Maybe she wanted to ask me about Liu Shilang, but she was too embarrassed to speak, maybe she wanted to wait for me to take the initiative to mention it, so she sat in the chair and didn't say anything, but she didn't mean to leave.

To ask or not to ask. This choice is difficult, and her heart must be very tormented at this moment. Because if she takes the first step, she may not be able to hold back in the future. She's weighing.

I had to wait for her to take the first step, and I could only help her further if she knew what she wanted to make.

The room was silent for a while, and you could hear a needle dropping. The cool wind blew in, and I suddenly felt drowsy again.

The plain lady sat on the dark vermilion wooden chair, her thin lips were pursed, and her lips lost the ruddy color that originally belonged to a young woman, and her face became cold and cold.

I deplore such a woman, who keeps her heart tight and refuses the nourishment of love. While keeping the peace and stability of the heart, he also rejected the possibility of another happiness.

I don't think she can ask after all. Just like I still have the shadow of the past in my heart, some things are not so easy to change the breakthrough.

Inexplicably, I heard myself sigh, harshly.

Ying Niang didn't speak, and Yue Ying, who was standing on the side, suddenly said: "The mother-in-law said that there are big insects in the mountains, so Liu Shilang went out alone......"

One sentence is said without a beginning or an end, which makes people feel inexplicable. Why did she suddenly mention Liu Shilang's stubble?

Ying Niang's attention was also attracted, she raised her eyelids and glanced at Yue Ying in panic, and then quickly drooped again.

After a while, she opened her mouth and asked, "Young lady, hasn't the Liu family's Shilangzi been found yet?" ”

We felt like I was relieved and replied, "Not yet." I didn't hear the letter. He turned his head and instructed Yueying: "Yueying, you go and find Xuan Niang." ”

"Yes." Yue Ying answered, and walked out of the door quickly.

There were only me and Jin Niang left in the room, and I inquired to her, "Don't you know where Liu Shilang might go?" ”

"I don't know, those are the only places they might go, they've already looked for it." Ying Niang is no longer blindly shy and evasive.

I asked her softly, "Didn't he tell you anything before?" ”

Ying Niang was silent, her face was as red as steamed dried shrimp, and she said after a while: "I said something, but I didn't say that I was leaving." ”

"Then how could you not find it? What did you say to him? I continued.

"Slave maid...... The slave didn't say anything, just persuaded him not to do it. Ying Niang stumbled.

"When?"

"The day before yesterday."

The day before yesterday? That was the day before she called it sick. After the two met, Ying Niang knew that Liu Shilang would go to his parents to show his feelings, so he simply closed the door the next day. The second elder of the Liu family disagreed, so this matter came to Xuan Niang.

"You call the illness false?" My tone was easy-going.

"Yes." She whispered, "I told him that I wouldn't promise him, but he, he insisted, and I said that I wouldn't see anyone the next day, and it was useless for him to say it...... I didn't expect him to leave without saying a word. ”

I pressed my fingertips to the tea cup, repeatedly sketching its arc, and asked again what I had asked in the morning, "Are you really unwilling to marry Liu Shilang?" ”

She didn't answer.

I asked again, "Did Xuan Niang tell you something?" ”

"It's not." She replied quickly this time, "This matter has nothing to do with Xuan Niang." ”

"But I heard from them that it was because of Xuan Niang that you didn't agree to Liu Shilang." I don't believe it has nothing to do with Xuan Niang.

She suddenly knelt down and said, "Young lady, don't blame Xuan Niang, she is for the Grange and the Lan family." After a pause, he said, "Moreover, the slave maid also feels that she is not suitable to be a wife." ”

She is so capable, how can she not be suitable to be a wife? It's because I don't think I can help myself.

I relieved her and said, "Others say that Yi Niang is very good, I think you will be very suitable whether you are a daughter, a wife, or a mother." You say that you are not suitable, maybe it is just because you dare not try and do not want to try. ”

She looked at me quizzically.

I continued: "Although I just came to the Grange and I don't know what the relationship between you and Liu Shilang is, I think that since you will talk about marriage, it means that there is still a relationship between you and him. I haven't met Liu Shilang and don't know him, but with his determination to ask for you, I think he should be a good husband who loves you and loves you. ”

Ying Niang hung her head, and big tears rolled down, but she didn't hear the slightest choking, like a sculpture that was crying, and she didn't move. Aside from the glittering tears, I couldn't see any of her emotional fluctuations.

"Ying Niang," I said in a deep voice, "I know Xuan Niang's plans for you, and I also know the difficulties in your heart. If you give up on him just like that, it will be okay to be like Guanniang in the future, Guanniang is a widow and a widow, and she only has a grange in her heart, which is also the life she wants. But you are a little different, you already have a person in your heart, and now you say that you have given up, can you guarantee that you will not be stumped in the future? If in the future, if you are alone and have something in your heart, then those days will not be called 'widows', but desolate. ”

"The most fearful thing is hesitation and foresight, have you really figured this out?" I spoke softly.

"I understand......" her voice choked.

"Of course," I said to her, "if you agree, there will be many difficulties ahead of you." You have to bear the gossip of others, it is possible that your in-laws do not like you very much, and you may be very busy and tired in the future, and you have to take care of both the Grange and your own home...... Others may accuse you...... But," I said after a deliberate pause, looking at her, "he will be with you, and he will comfort you, and help you, and you will feel very sweet, if you love him." ”

Speaking of this, I directly pierced the layer of window paper and said, "You have to ask yourself whether you love him or not, I can help you, but I can't help you make a decision." ”

It was like an iceberg dissolving and falling in an instant, and she finally couldn't help but fall to the ground and cry bitterly, her shoulders shaking violently.

I walked up to her and helped her up.

She choked up and said, "Young lady...... Will something happen to him? I haven't heard from you for so long......"

"Don't be too anxious first, scare yourself, and wait for Guanniang to come over." I comforted her.

Xu felt rude, she hurriedly took out a handkerchief to wipe away her tears, and stood up straight.

I saw that her eyes were red and swollen, so I said, "You go and clean your face, Guanniang should come over soon." (To be continued.) )