My mother-in-law's attitude was chilling, because she was her niece, she naturally loved her very much, and she didn't consult with me, and directly called her husband to force him to take a concubine.

If I can endure this kind of thing, then I am not me.

That night I left and went back to my parents' house. I know it's wrong, but dignity is more important to me than life, once I bow my head, it is equivalent to taking my face to others as the sole of my shoes, no matter how much I love him, I must not lose my dignity!

I thought to myself how flustered he would be when I left. I didn't expect that I had made a mistake, and he let me go, and he didn't come to the door for days to beg me to go back.

That's when I found out I was pregnant.

The great joy made me forget the unhappiness I had had, and he was obviously very happy, and immediately came to pick me up from me when he heard the news, and also was considerate of my inconvenience in the car on snowy nights, and stayed with me for the night in the boudoir before the wedding. Clutching the hem of his shirt, I heard my own heart beating violently. I haven't seen my lovesickness for a few days, and it has long been flooded into the sea. It turned out that the fight between the two of us, from beginning to end, was the one who lost.

I thought that my life would be peaceful in the future, and I would live a happy life in the company of my husband and son. It's uneventful, but I'm content.

Unexpectedly, the storm suddenly came in my self-righteous happiness, instantly shattering the sweet dream I had woven myself, and reality slapped me hard.

It turned out that he didn't move to the front yard because he was afraid of disturbing my sleep, it turned out that he didn't worry about my tiredness so that I didn't need me to care about his daily life, he and I went from being the closest lovers to strangers in an unhurried time. He stayed with me for a moment every day and told me to recuperate, but it was just for show. His heart, his full attention, had long since been taken away from him.

Wei Yan is back. The whole world knows it, but it hides it from me. She is still alone in his heart.

I became the biggest joke in the world.

Crying, arguing, arguing, I was exhausted from all the unpleasantness.

When I gave birth to his firstborn son, I almost died.

And with that, the heart also died.

What I can't let go of is that my marriage is just a decoration that exists in name only, as well as his heart-wrenching words.

He said, "Do you think she wants to take your husband?" She's not uncommon at all.

It was he who begged countless times, but he couldn't move her, couldn't ask her back to his side.

It's her who doesn't want him!

I regard it as a treasure-like lover in my heart, and she doesn't care about it at all!

What are my pains, my jealousy, all these years?

It turns out that I have never had an enemy, and I have always fought with myself!

After a serious illness between life and death, I should have looked down on the world, but at this time, there was a riot, and the traitor became the new emperor, and my family and my husband's family became victims of the change of dynasty. Watching Wei Yan show off her power in front of me, and watching the people who used to please me gather around her and hold the moon with stars, I know that the hatred in my heart has never let go, and it has not even been reduced by half.

Anger shattered all my sanity, hatred burned my eyes red. I immediately made an irreparable time, fueling the troubles when others were struggling to find my husband's flaws, and helping them completely ruin my husband's upward path.

He was not strict with the imperial history and was not an official, and under the exclusion of many parties, he was belittled to be a small guard in the border city.

He was born noble, from the first-class court of the capital, he is rich in talent and has a bright future, he could have carried the entire Guogong Mansion to make the whole family go further, I love him, I like him, but I never thought that let his brilliance be dusted and ruined in my hands.

I was imprisoned in the Buddha hall and became a living dead. He didn't say a word to me, and watched with indifferent eyes as I was dragged away. I know it's completely over between us.

The result of my quarrel and trouble is to push him farther and farther.

The situation is getting worse, and the eldest brother raises the flag to rebel, trying to fight a bloody way in a desperate situation.

Wei Yan's husband, Helian Jun, beheaded his eldest brother under the horse, and the Zheng family was wiped out.

In order to clear the suspicion of rebellion, my husband's family wanted to force me to die.

I could die, but not in such a humiliating way. Only I can decide my own life and death, only I can!

They held the poison and tied me up, and in desperation, he broke through the door and made a vow that he would never marry again in this life! If I die, he will never continue!

He used his lifelong happiness to force his family to compromise and save my life.

I heard his vows, tears of sarcasm welling up on my lips. If he had made this oath earlier, if he had cherished me earlier, why would we be in the situation we are in today?

In order to save my life, he promised to take a concubine, and every day after that, he was impartial between me and the concubine, and used up his kindness and tenderness. But I know that none of us can get his heart. When he smiled and spoke, his eyes were still cold.

In this life, I was embarrassed by him, embarrassed by myself, I thought that I was the most pathetic and pitiful person, but I never thought that he was forced to wander between two women whom he did not like or even hated at all, and he was the saddest one!

In this life, I have a lot of things, and I don't care about the ones I trample on. If you can't get it, you desperately fight for it, but you've never been really happy.

I died on a bright spring day. His voice became more and more indistinct, and the last sentence I heard was when he held my hand and whispered, "Although I have lost you in this life, it is not my intention." I hope that in the next life, you and I will never meet again......"

I wanted to gently say yes to him. But I couldn't open my mouth, and my hand sank slowly......

You and I will not meet again in the next life. You go and seek your happiness, let me, guard myself. It doesn't matter who owes whom in this life. I only know that if there is an afterlife, I don't want to be lovesick anymore.