Chapter 29: Believe or Not
I kept my head down and was dull for a long time, with mixed feelings and distress in my heart. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Seeing me like this, Murong Chenxi no longer asked as before, and after a while, he slowly spoke, "Why don't you speak?" β
I looked up at him, "I've already asked all the questions, so I don't have anything more to say." β
Today, he was so honest with me, and I suddenly thought of what Murong Chenfeng said before.
"Don't look at the indifferent appearance of the fourth brother in front of people on weekdays, he is a cold-faced and hot-hearted person, but he is not good at expressing himself, he always likes to hide his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and he can't see any emotions on the surface. In fact, he is cold-faced and hot-hearted, and once time passes, you will find his advantages. β
Murong Chenxi, a person like him who likes to hide his thoughts deep in his heart, his feelings are a deadly sword for him, and he will not easily confide his sincerity to others. But I don't want to, the person I am wary of everywhere can easily say the word "want" to me.
"I wonder if the Seventh Lord is looking for us?" I suddenly thought of Murong Chenfeng who was still waiting at the racecourse, it was so late, Hungry Oh and Murong Chenxi didn't go back, I don't know if he sent someone to look for us.
The corners of Murong Chenxi's mouth rose and he smiled, and that smile was a little weird.
I suddenly remembered that Murong Chenfeng wished I was alone with his fourth brother, hey, even so, if that guy knew that Murong Chenxi and I were in this situation, I don't know if my conscience would be "guilty", but that guy wants to show no pain in everything, presumably as the culprit who caused today's incident, he should have no remorse.
At this time, Murong Chenxi took out the flute from his arms, sat around the fire and blew it.
This time I changed the song, which was different from what I heard that night, and a little less sad.
But it's very nice.
I sat on the sidelines, my hand on my cheek, and listened to him play.
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Unconsciously, the next day, when I woke up, I found myself lying on Murong Chenxi's shoulder, I don't know when I fell asleep on his shoulder, this night, leaning on the quilt like this, his shoulder should be sore.
At this time, I was so close to him, his thick black eyebrows, high nose bridge, and well-defined face, and on closer inspection, he was so good-looking. I looked at him obsessively, a little infatuated with him, and I was reluctant to look away.
And Murong Chenxi still closed his eyes, he shouldn't have known that I was looking at him, I thought so.
After a while, I left his shoulder, and Murong Chenxi slowly opened his eyes.
"Are you awake?" I asked in a low voice.
He nodded, and moved the arm I was leaning on, presumably feeling sore. I was a little embarrassed to think of this, and I slept on his shoulder all night, and I was unconscious. And he was leaned on by me like this, and suddenly his heart sprouted touching emotions.
"Does your hand still hurt?" He asked.
I was so focused on being elsewhere that I forgot that my hand was injured, and it hurt from time to time, until Murong Chenxi asked me, and I didn't feel that my hand was injured.
"Much better." I replied, "Here's to you, thank you." I took his clothes off my body and handed them to him.
If it weren't for Murong Chenxi's slight stunnedness, I wouldn't have realized that I would actually thank him too, I have always rejected him, but now I am no longer a stranger to him, but I am closer to him in the dark. If a person who doesn't show his sincerity easily can tell the truth in front of another person, then this person will not be so bad, and I choose to believe him.
"Come up." He crouched down slowly, in a tone that could not be refused.
In order not to let me get hurt again, Murong Chenxi carried me on my back domineeringly, regardless of whether I agreed or not, and walked out of the hillside step by step.
This time I gave up on refusing his overbearing demands, and left him alone.
I was on his back, carried and protected by him, and I felt an inexplicable sense of security, and his back was very warm, which made me feel very relieved and relieved.
What's wrong with me, shouldn't I hate him? Did he hit you with a little bit?
"Has anyone ever said that you are really very domineering." Because I was not convinced, I asked him casually.
Murong Chenxi suddenly stopped and was silent, as if he was thinking about something.
Murong Chenxi frowned, he tried hard to search for the time with a woman in his memory, in his heart, Wanli has always been a well-informed woman, like Bingxi, she is also a little stubborn, she is a woman who loves to laugh, her smile is very warm and beautiful. Whenever he was tired of dealing with business, he would feel at ease as long as he saw her.
Now that he thinks about it, he feels how lucky he was to meet such a woman, but unfortunately, she is gone.
Maybe it was God's favor that he couldn't bear to be lonely, so, by chance, he met the woman on his back again.
After meeting Bingxi, Murong Chenxi told himself that he would use his life to protect her forever and take care of her, as long as it was what she wanted, no matter how sleepy she was, he would help her achieve it.
He was bent on marrying her, but he never asked her if she wanted to.
"Hate me for talking about me and Wanli on the day of marriage, regardless of your feelings." He whispered, and with that, he continued on his way.
For the injury that night, Murong Chenxi has always been haunted by it, unable to forget it, and unable to let go.
I was stunned for a moment, and his words once again aroused a deep sore spot in my heart. To say that you don't hate is a lie, how can you not hate him.
Murong Chenxi, what you are clearly concerned about in your heart Another woman, marry me just because of my face, and try your best to get me, why do you still cruelly tell me the truth, what do you think of me. Why did you do that when you told the people in the palace not to tell me and to hide everything about your former princess from me? Do you want to see me laugh? Interesting?
I broke free from his back, looked at him with heavy eyes, and said, "Does the prince want to hear the truth?" β
The corners of his mouth twitched, and he said in a low voice: "Say it! β
"You instructed the people in the palace not to tell me about your former princess, and you, knowing that I had no intention of marrying you, forced me to agree that it was not the real purpose of marrying me on the night of marriage. Dare to ask the prince if he is a person who speaks contradictoryly? Since you don't want me to know, may I ask the prince what is your reason for doing that? I'm not a saint, I'm just an ordinary woman, and I also have seven emotions and six desires. I suppressed the hatred in my heart and said.
Murong Chenxi's eyes were heavy, his face was serious, and there was no trace of a smile.
"I didn't mean to be like this, for that night, those words, I have been haunted, I also know that one day you will know my past, rather than you yourself heard the truth from elsewhere, I would rather say to you personally, at least you hate me now and hate me as if you know the truth and hate me for a lifetime, there are some things, I don't want to hide it from you." He explained.
I was slightly stunned, hurriedly avoided his gaze, and sneered in my heart, it turned out that he could see everything clearly, he understood but did not speak. And I naively thought that my mind was not seen by him, hehe, how naΓ―ve I was.