On February 24, 2015, it turned cloudy and rainy, and the mood was very complicated, really complicated

It seems like I've been having fun these days, so I don't have time to keep a diary. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Looking through the previous diary, ten days and half a month, most of the notes were negative emotions. Probably because in those happy times, I ran to play, and only when I was in a bad mood or bored, I would think of using a pen. To put it bluntly, it's just to find a high-sounding reason for your laziness. I happen to be free today, so I quietly remember the wonderful things that have happened in the past few days.

One of the wonders is that I went out to play after lunch for a few days in a row, and I didn't come back until night, and in the face of such a sudden change in my work and rest habits, the old man and the old lady didn't have any suspicions.

I have to say that their reconnaissance ability is simply weak, and even this obvious change cannot be captured. Imagine how voluntarily they volunteered to go to the park with my photo materials to barter with people. I'm worried that they don't have the ability to distinguish between good and bad, and to separate the true from the false.

Dad said that although my mother was urging me tightly, she never had the intention of marrying me blindly. In the original words of the old lady, the cabbage that has been raised for 30 years can't be arched by the pig. I can't resist my mother's majesty, but I still want to elaborate on the facts. I moved out after work, went home occasionally on weekends, paid the meal ticket on time, helped the family change the air conditioner and installed plumbing, and it is said that financially, in the following years, it really can't be counted as her supporting me. But she said that I am a cabbage, so I will treat myself as a cabbage. When this kind of Internet celebrity word comes out of the mouth of the parents, there is always an extra sense of joy, which makes people want to argue.

Most mothers in the world are like this, they feel that their sons are the most handsome, their daughters are the most beautiful, and they can only scold themselves, and others can't move a finger, so they should only have children in heaven, and they are always worthy of entrusting to the most perfect people in the world. If the most perfect person accidentally finds another partner, then the person who comes to his house to ask for marriage should at least not be too bad. I can't let my flesh and blood be wronged, I'm sorry for the hard work spent on cultivating cabbage over the years. While tearfully accusing their families of leftover men and women who don't understand the hearts of their parents in the world, they continue to raise the bar for those who come to ask for marriage, trying to exclude crooked melons and cracked dates. Fortunately, I firmly believe that my mother will not find a particularly ugly man for me to go on a blind date, in fact, she has always done this. You see, judging from the photographs of her husband, my dear father, when he was young, my mother had a clear tendency to be conciliatory when she chose a mate. Even if you are older now, your eyes are worse, and you will not be dizzy. Admittedly, there have been a dozen men who have fallen out of my hands, and this dozen must have been filtered from my mother once, and the result of the filter is that even if the temperament is not good, the mind is not normal, and the personality is very distorted, at least the facial features are still neat, which has to be regarded as a blessing in the sad blind date business.

My parents are really old, and when I used to study, whenever a male classmate called, they would hear the wind and get up. And this time, I actually secretly got off the list in the nagging and complaining of the queen mother again and again, which has to be said to be a miracle.

Wonderful two, in my life, I have never seen such a strange confession.

The word "lifetime" is not very appropriate, I still have decades of good time to spend before I am old, and now I talk about a lifetime, which is inevitably a little short-sighted. I have to shamefully admit that from the moment he helped me put my luggage on the plane and smiled at me, everything began to develop in the direction of being extremely biased towards me. And I really love this direction, even if it is a little too fast, and there are some scares, but it still makes me overjoyed.

The person you have been silently and cautiously observing from afar suddenly opens up and says to you, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?

The so-called feeling that the heart is suddenly full of flowers, but that's it.

Well, I haven't experienced many confessions. lived to be almost thirty years old, except for Wang Lingcheng once in college, and then I met a madman on a blind date, and threatened to pull me to get the certificate the next day. Of course, if this also counts as a confession. Confessing to the wrong feelings, and slapping a sycophant on the thigh has the same effect, at that time, I was thinking about one thing repeatedly, what is the phone number of the Hexagonal Pavilion Mental Hospital, please hurry up and arrest him.

Helplessly, this is always a world of faces, when a person's manic spirit in his body can no longer be covered by a very ordinary normal appearance, in a public place like a restaurant, declaring that he will marry you tomorrow, you will only do everything you can to get rid of this perverted kraft candy. And a person whose smile makes you sweet to the heart pushes you a mobile phone with a nervous face, but your brain starts to run at a natural high speed, thinking about how to preserve his male self-esteem while avoiding money entanglements, and then agree to be his girlfriend.

Of course, all the key is actually in the last sentence.

But I still want to complain, as an old comrade who has been in the army for many years, Cheng Ziming's simple and rude strange confession is really speechless. Imagine that scene, what if I took his mobile phone, refused to be his girlfriend, and didn't pay him back?

I instantly feel very financially savvy.

I heard that the army is being reformed and the salaries of officers are being raised, but this is not how the money is spent. The way to buy a mobile phone for a girl like him who is faceless and skinless is really inappropriate, a big defect.

Of course, if you want to buy it, you can only buy it from me. Hum.

Wonder three, about thresholds.

There are thresholds for many indicators in the human body, and exceeding the threshold indicates pathological changes, which require in-depth examination before diagnosis.

As I grew up over the years, the threshold for my ideal partner began to increase in my perception. After failing on blind dates again and again, I began to get used to comforting myself with this reason.

When he is old and no longer dreams, the fairy tale only comes to an abrupt end when the prince and Cinderella get married. No one tells you that they will also be infertile, or have many children after marriage. For example, Cinderella takes care of seven children at home alone every day, from the eldest daughter who has an abortion in early love, to the youngest son who is waiting to be fed, she is so tired that she can't die. And the prince was at a ball at the castle, and on his lap sat two girls with white flowers and big breasts.

As the saying goes, fairy tales are all lies.

There are many places to go, so I am not used to being trapped in a certain place. I need my own time and do what I want to do.

The ideal partner doesn't need to be high all the time, shelter me from the wind and rain, don't need to be unruly, spend a lot of money for me, don't need to be soft-spoken all the time, and rely on each other.

I think that the best love should be when two people can talk together, have common hobbies, appreciate each other's advantages in life, and then strive to become a better person for each other.

There are a thousand Hamlets in the hearts of a thousand people, and height, weight, age, family background, and income may all become the rules and regulations for selecting objects, but all of this, when you meet the person who feels right, completely collapses.

Where is there any threshold, is it comparable to the happiness that arises spontaneously from the bottom of my heart when I see the understanding in the eyes of the other party when we talk about something?

The fourth wonder is about coming and going freely.

A friend once complained to me that my boyfriend had a lot of work and entertainment, had dinner at two ends in three days, came back drunk in the middle of the night, and had to wait for him to wash and vomit, and I really wanted to break up.

At that time, I advised her to break up if she wanted to. If you think it's enough to be a reason for you to break up, you won't be happy even together. A man can't be just you all day long, his work, his independent time and space, the importance is not necessarily less than yours. People are like this, everyone has their own space, and every relationship is another person coming in, running in with each other, tolerating each other, being together if it's suitable, and leaving if it's not suitable.

Three days ago, Cheng Ziming asked me to be his girlfriend, and I agreed, so we walked into each other's worlds. Before he could get closer, he went back to the army.

This man was holding my hand yesterday and rolling down the road, and this morning he said that he would take me to eat something delicious in the afternoon, but suddenly he just left? All this was particularly unreal, and when I came out of the airport, my head was completely clouded, and I numbly took a taxi, silently carrying the little box he left for me all the way.

It was not easy for Grandpa to come back alive from North Korea. I can't understand the hardships of participating in that cross-border war in an era when productivity was so backward. Speaking of his experience as a soldier, my father said that my mother loved to see his black and white headshot in military uniform, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and justice and awe-inspiring.

It is only today that I realize what the word "soldier" means to me. As long as he needs to, as long as he is summoned, he will assemble as quickly as possible, and suddenly disappear from his side, and all love and family affection will stand aside. He kept saying sorry, and that frustrated look was even more uncomfortable than the rejection he thought his confession had been rejected that day. A person who was so concise and to the point actually turned into a Tang monk with broken thoughts, and his words were full of endless worries.

What does the word girlfriend mean to him?

Strangely, I didn't feel sad when I said goodbye. On the contrary, I feel that he is even very heroic and sassy with the last wave of goodbye, is this the legendary lover's eyes?

Some people say that love needs to be snuggled up to each other for a long time, and companionship is always the longest confession of love. But the bloody lesson has taught me that even a man who is still in the name of your boyfriend may be rolling sheets with another woman.

These days, I have worked hard to mobilize my neurons to recall the various fragments of Lu Yu's words, organize them, and spell them together into a Cheng Ziming. Linking this image of my cousin, who is an incredibly positive role model, with the person I've known these days, I tried to describe this person who has become my boyfriend in two words, and I found that the adjectives I could use were incredibly beautiful.

I guess that's enough.

Although it is a bit hypocritical to say this, he is indeed going to defend the motherland.

April 19, 2015 Sunny is not happy

I went to see Super Seven today and saw Mia saying to Brian, Youhavetocomehometous.

I actually feel a little sad.

Damn, when I called at night, a certain person surnamed Cheng asked me, why is the object us? Oh yes, in the last episode his wife gave birth.

us, your sister, us, can you get my point!!