Chen Xinxin returned to the dormitory with a tired face. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Huh? Shin Shin, what's wrong with your eyes? A roommate who usually walks close to her couldn't help but ask when he saw her red eyes.

"It's okay, it's just that the wind is too strong today and the sand is blowing into my eyes." Chen Xinxin said and showed a very reluctant smile at her.

"Well, then you should have a good rest."

"Hmm." Chen Xinxin smiled and nodded, then climbed into her top bunk bed and buried herself in the quilt.

"Hey, come over here." The other roommate dragged the girl he had asked to the side, then lowered his voice to talk to her.

"Chen Xinxin may be crying because of Yu Chen, you also saw it today, Yu Chen has been so depressed for more than a month, I heard that it is because of Xu Momo in the second grade."

"Huh? Really? The girl who asked said she was surprised, but kept her voice down.

"It should be true, when we didn't reach the third year of high school, it seemed that he was very close to Xu Momo, do you still remember the steakhouse incident? I heard that they had a good relationship at that time. ”

"Oh, that's it, is it because Xiao Zihao is here that Yu Chen is so down?"

"Huh? Wait a minute! You mean Yu Chen likes Xu Momo? That Xinxin is too pitiful, she seems to have liked Yu Chen for a long time. The girl who asked Chen Xinxin what was wrong at the beginning was a little hindsight.

"I guess so, but only they know about it."

Chen Xinxin listened to the whispers of the two of them in the quilt, and tears fell big again.

She really felt so wronged, she liked him for so long, and she had been by his side for almost four years, but all the feelings she had accumulated in four years were not as good as the few months he had known Xu Momo.

She wanted to find a place to tell, but she felt that everyone around her was waiting to see her jokes.

But at this time, she really felt that she was about to collapse, and if she didn't find someone to vent her grievances, she thought she would go crazy.

So she got up, turned her back to the bottom, pulled her phone out of her bag and buried herself under the covers again, not wanting her roommates to see her crying face.

"Xiaoya, I'm going crazy, why did he still choose Xu Momo after I paid so much? She has been cherished by so many people, why did she come to steal my hope? Chen Xinxin sent a text message while crying, and at the same time resented Xu Momo in her heart.

It didn't take long for a text message to reply.

"Xinxin, he didn't choose Xu Momo, didn't he agree to date you?"

"He agreed to associate with me, but I also knew that he was just to repay the help I extended to him at that time, and what I tied up with kindness was just a soulless puppet, what to do, I suddenly wondered if I had done something wrong."

"You're not wrong, who can say it's wrong to want to keep the person you like? He just didn't have a clear understanding of who was really good to him. ”

"What does this have to do with whether or not you recognize it? His heart chose her. Chen Xinxin thought of this, and her tears fell even more fiercely.

"You don't care who his heart chooses, you just need to remember one thing, you are the one who is dating him, time can smooth everything, and he will naturally forget Xu Momo after a long time. When the time comes, he will naturally turn his gaze to you. ”

"But how long was that? Am I going to watch him sad for others all the time as a girlfriend? I can't do it, I really can't do it. Rather than two people being so painfully entangled, it is better to set him free, and let myself be free. ”

“。。。。。 Have you forgotten why you got into a high school you didn't like? Didn't you say he was your hope? If there is no hope, will you be able to live well? ”

Chen Xinxin looked at the words on her phone and remembered the madness of her third year of junior high school, and then remembered Yu Chen's face full of claw marks in that dusk, and her heart throbbed for a while.

"Do you really just give up? Feelings are very complicated, everyone will have one or two people who they want but can't touch, you have to give him more time, Xinxin, believe me, time can really make deep things deeper and deeper, shallow things get shallower and shallower, as long as you stay by his side, you will definitely become that irreplaceable person. ”

"But I did too much to Xu Momo, he seems to know, I don't know what I am like in his heart now. If he already hates me, can I still be cheeky to stand by his side? ”

"Just because he didn't say it clearly means that you are still important in his heart, so don't worry about that, just don't give up."

Chen Xinxin stared at the words on the phone screen, then sniffed and quickly replied to the text message.

"Well, I won't give up, Xiaoya, thank you."

"No, who called us friends, as long as you are well."

Well, I'll be fine. Chen Xinxin said to Han Qianya in her heart.