Chapter 29 Everyone has the right to happiness
In the afternoon, Chen Xinxin still stayed in the classroom, sitting in Yu Chen's seat and staring at the sky outside the window in a daze, until her mobile phone vibrated and she recovered from her daze. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Chen Xinxin knew that a text message was coming, and when she opened the mailbox, she saw that it was her only friend in junior high school, Xiaoya, who sent it.
"Shin Shin, how are you doing? I haven't been in touch for a long time, our school is holding a sports day, I heard that your school is also doing it, I envy you, in fact, I really want to enter Anlan High School. ”
Chen Xinxin looked at the text message and smiled bitterly, if it weren't for Yu Chen, how could she enter this school, in fact, what she yearns for is the ordinary life of an ordinary high school, but this school is not an ordinary person, when she knew that Yu Chen's wish was this high school, she almost tried all her wisdom to reluctantly follow him into this school, and only she knew the madness and happiness at that time.
"It's not been a good time lately." Chen Xinxin smiled bitterly and sent a text message.
"Huh? What's going on? Isn't Yu Chen, the one you've always liked, also in that school? And didn't you tell me when high school started that you were in the same class as him? Why is it not ideal? ”
"It's in the same class, but now he seems to have a girl he likes, and I'm miserable, and I don't want to let him go like this, but I don't know what to do, because that girl is very beautiful and the family is very rich. I don't think I have the capital to compete with her. Chen Xinxin felt uncomfortable for a while when she thought of the moment Yu Chen hugged Xu Momo.
"Huh?? No way? So the two of them are officially dating? The message was full of surprise.
"No, but that's only a matter of time."
"It's okay if you don't, that means you still have a chance, come on."
"Is there a chance? Yu Chen cares about that girl very much, but he hasn't reacted yet. ”
"Xinxin, why do I think you've changed? You weren't so depressed in the past, in fact, you are also very important to Yu Chen, because you are the first person to lend a helping hand to him, and I believe that your weight will be very heavy in his heart. ”
"Really? What I occupy in his heart is only the weight of kindness, or the weight of friendship, whether there is love or not I am not very sure, although he will feel embarrassed when facing me, but I always feel that it is not love. ”
"Well, you have to believe in your own charm, and besides, love is originally upgraded from friendship, what do you think?"
"Well, I know, but the emotions he showed in front of the girl were more human, and I always felt that he was still wearing a thin mask in front of me, but he was so real in front of the girl." Chen Xinxin thought of the scene where Yu Chen and Xu Momo were arguing, he was always calm in front of her, and his whole body exuded a faint smell of alienation, although he would blush in front of her, think about her, and make her mistakenly think that he also liked her, but when Xu Momo appeared, she still found that he was different, he faced Xu Momo with the most real side.
"Xinxin, people's feelings are very complicated, many times he may understand which one he loves, but when he makes a choice, he may choose the other, why? Because feelings are not determined by one's own will alone, those who value kindness may give up their feelings in order to repay their kindness. ”
"Xiaoya, I think love must be between two people, if you use your kindness to him to ask him to accept me, isn't it too despicable, and I don't think that kind of love will last long." Chen Xinxin naturally knew what her friend's text message meant, but she still felt that it was not good.
"Really? So you're going to give up? Just watching him walk towards someone else? Chen Xinxin, are you awake? Love is selfish, you have to think about how much you paid to chase him in the first place! Do you spend your days and nights burying yourself in books that you are not very interested in, just to witness him holding someone's hand? ”
No, definitely not! Chen Xinxin's tears suddenly came out when she saw this, Han Qianya still spoke so sharply, he symbolized light to her, how could she really be willing for him to go away like this.
And just when Chen Xinxin was sad holding her mobile phone, her mobile phone vibrated again.
"You must be crying now, Xinxin, no matter what others say, you just need to remember that there is nothing wrong with loving someone, you want to keep him by your side because you love him, even if you tie him to your side with the rope of affection, but no one is qualified to criticize you, because you also have the right to happiness. So my dear friend, don't cry, you have to be strong, you can't admit defeat so easily without trying anything, I will always be on your side. ”
Chen Xinxin looked at the text message, tears surging again, yes, I haven't done anything yet, how can I admit defeat so easily.