Chapter 185: A man's evil heart, a woman's honey

Thinking back to last night's ecstasy, Dongfang Yu didn't know how to comfort his extremely perverse heart for a while. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

He was too obsessed with the unique physical and mental experience in that situation, and too obsessed with the fluttering feeling that this bewitching woman gave him. It is safe to assert that this can only be a special case, and that it is only in her that he can play it so vividly, and that he can only burst out in her this incomprehensible passion. He even imagined that God created man, and that there was this single procedure in his destiny, a gift from God. In addition, he is still hoping for more exciting and interesting life encounters for him, and portrays his life blueprint as colorful and brilliant.

However, now, he has no intention or time to revel in this ethereal and groundless imagination, he is soberly aware of his own thief's recklessness, and deeply realizes that this is a transcendent enjoyment and ** that is beyond the standard but can not be at ease, it is undoubtedly an additional act of solicitation and robbery, it is a dirty and obscene act that is spurned by society and cannot be exposed to the sun, and it is completely contrary to social morality, the right way in the world and the code of ethics, and his heart is ashamed. Yes, he could not forgive his own subjective mistakes and was even more disgusted with insistent indulgence. Under the circumstances at that time, as long as she was firm in her heart and had a Buddha in her heart, even if Qiao Li took the initiative and lingered, she could find a reason to push, escape, and fool the past, so as to clean herself. However, he did not do it, and he was reluctant to do so.

Yes, he was reluctant. The influence of alcohol, in the face of the infinite temptation that was close at hand, at that moment and even at that moment, he had almost no thoughts, no reveries, and it was all the primitive impulse of animal desire, which was desperate to carry out the impulse to the end until it was exhausted. The real world in the eyes is so yes and no, so ethereal, so insignificant, conscience, morality, and what the fuck the professional ethics of the bird, Shihui's feelings and feelings, and Qiao Li's bait effect, etc., to hell with it.

Now, he is more rational than the ecstasy at that moment, and he is endlessly sad and distressed, and how to deal with the many changes that he may face from this. But no matter how he thinks about it, an unavoidable reality - that is, how to face Qiao Li and Shihui, two lovely women, how to overcome evil thoughts and **, as well as the high threshold of conscience and morality. The former is the trigger for him to continue to be promiscuous, and the latter is the source of his guilt. In the face of Qiao Li's demonic face and eyebrows, he had no ability to resist, looking back at Shihui's innocence and innocence, he was tormented and blamed himself. Although Qiao Li had taken the initiative to escape, purify and calm for more than half a year, in the end, everything was in vain, it was more and more intense fornication and abuse, a toss that overturned the river and the sea, hysteria, and a series of undisciplined and arbitrary behaviors.

He has no better way than to be separated forever, no longer to have any kind of contact and connection. But that's obviously impossible, whether it's Qiao Li's life circle, or Qiao Li's relationship with Shihui and Meifang, it will be an unavoidable reality. To say that there is no self-blame is absolutely a lie, but how much practical significance does self-blame have, and what practical problems can it solve? What's even worse is that Dongfang Yu must also take the initiative to get close to her, please her, look forward to her charming, and hope that she will welcome or refuse. Because, it is this kind of "charming and varied", as well as "wanting to welcome and refuse" that is the secret medicine to deal with Chen Chun, and Qiao Li is the special medium that he is indispensable to restrain Chen Chun. For the sake of this medium, he must continue to dedicate sincerely, crawl and roll with this woman nakedly, promote harmony in lingering, and achieve tacit understanding in hexiu.

This is undoubtedly a catastrophe, and he will throw moths into the fire in this strange circle, bursting with passion without reservation. If you are not reborn in debauchery, you will be annihilated in indulgence, and you will completely hurt Shihui to the end.

Obviously, the fundamental problem is not simply the cause of alcohol, but the root of Dongfang Yu's own inferiority, he is trying his best to seek channels for career success, and then find a platform and bridge for success. There is no doubt that Chen Chun is the platform for him to work hard, and Qiao Li is his bridge to this platform, if you want to perform a beautiful show on this platform, you must have the guidance of Qiao Li's bridge, and there will be a perfect program that may be there later. Now, he has taken the most direct and crucial step, but he does not know what to do next, how to implement this dirty plan that cannot see the light of day. This is obviously a profound science, and it is necessary to apply certain means and strategies, and if you don't do it well, you will lose all your achievements.

When he arrived at the door of the unit and was still in the office, he was afraid of being looked down upon. Obviously, this is entirely psychological. Of course, this aspect is not too obvious, no one pays attention to his abnormal behavior, and he calms down and thinks about what is going on in the office alone. He was sure that it was because of the old king's head. He definitely didn't want to see Lao Wangtou again, even if there was nothing, it would take some time to adjust. Although Lao Wang Tou didn't know what happened in Qiao Li's room later, Dongfang Yu couldn't survive this psychological barrier at all. Although Qiao Li had repeatedly said that her uncle had no memory of what had happened after he had drunk, there was a chance that something would have happened, and how embarrassing it would have been if he had remembered the slightest bit, if he had thought of something, and looked at him with a strange look. Dongfang Yu didn't want such a thing to happen.

Dongfang Yu felt that something was wrong for a few days, and in order to relieve this worry, he ran to Qiao Li again, as if he could find a panacea to comfort himself from her. Unfortunately, when he knocked on the door, it was not her, but Mei Fang. He was so surprised that he couldn't come back to his senses for a while, and he was speechless for a long time. Seeing this, Mei Fang jumped up with joy, and said in a loud voice, I was talking about you, and you came. It's really Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived. Dongfang Yu heard Mei Fang say this, and he didn't know what to do, he was really sick and the ghost knocked on the door in the middle of the night, and he became more and more suspicious. He was thinking, what were they talking about, nine times out of ten they had leaked out his ugly things last night and used them as a joke pastime, and he was in a dilemma.

"Why don't you come in?" Qiao Li's beautiful voice came from behind Mei Fang, "Stand at the door and guard the door, stand guard for the two of us, for fear that we will be robbed, or what's wrong." ”

"Oh," Dongfang Yu replied and then went in next to Meifang, "What's the matter, our Meifang beauty is still staring at talking, I can't avoid her and ignore it." Dongfang Yu immediately responded.

"Oh, if you really stare at it with her fox eyes, then you must be in trouble." Jory didn't smile.

"you." Before Dongfang Yu could speak, Mei Fang spoke first, "With your seductive eyes, others are afraid that there is no shadow, and they still say that they are others." What's more, I am above board and upright, and I don't have the slightest evil nature. Hey, you should hurry up, why are you like a snail for fear that the tigress will eat you! As she spoke, she pushed Dongfang Yu forward with both hands against his back.