Chapter 187: The Past Past

She lifted a layer of fog, and the strong light pierced her eyes, and when she closed them, she seemed to hear the girl's lilting and bright laughter. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"My name is Su Yang, you are Cheng Ziao, right? Hello, I am also a freshman in the School of Management and Economics, and I heard that you are from City A, and so am I! Fate, fate, I can't imagine that I can meet my fellow villagers thousands of miles away, so I will take care of ...... in the future."

Eighteen-year-old Su Yang still has Qi bangs, a youthful and beautiful ponytail, his skin that is not fair after military training presents a healthy color, and his big eyes are so bright that people can't ignore them.

Nineteen-year-old Cheng Ziao still wears white short sleeves, has clean and neat short hair, her eyes are full of girls' bright smiles, and the faint dimples on the corners of her mouth have been dangling in front of his eyes, and he is a little impatient.

"Hello Su Yang."

That was the first thing Cheng Ziao said to her, and it was also the four words that made her the happiest, there was obviously no emotion in his eyes, but he had a polite smile on his face.

At that time, she thought that she might never meet such a clean and gentle boy from now on.

She coldly watched her eighteen-year-old self raise a bright smile that she would never have again, and ran to Cheng Ziao's side to talk about topics that would make him impatient.

Cheng Ziao will be cold and refuse, but he will never get angry, so in her eyes, he is different from other boys.

When she was young, she didn't understand what gentleness was the deadliest poison. What's more, it's a cold-blooded monster like Cheng Ziao, who is not gentle.

Maybe Cheng Ziao likes her a little bit, because he will carefully lecture for her, patiently help her review, talk to her about his dreams and future plans, get used to her pestering him, and acquiesce in her kindness to him.

Even he did not refuse her confession.

When I was eighteen years old, I thought that if I didn't refuse, I liked it.

From the autumn of their freshman year to the winter before the holiday, the two have not experienced the entire autumn and winter, but they have gone from acquaintance to love. She thought it was a matter of course, it was natural, and she thought it was like.

At the beginning of the second semester of her freshman year, she almost burst into tears when she saw the figure walking towards her through the crowd, and she thought how lucky she was to meet such a wonderful person.

When she threw herself up and hugged the man, she ignored his stiff body, and she couldn't even remember if he raised his arms in response.

She is immersed in her own liking and passion, she likes to generously admit in front of everyone that he is her boyfriend, her intimate partner, and she also likes that he will respond lightly at such times. She thought that because she took the initiative to pursue him, because his character has always been like this, as long as she took the initiative and gave a little more, he could feel how much she liked and loved.

Jiang Xin's appearance was an accident, and it was a surprise for Su Yang to meet his classmates and friends from elementary school to junior high school in a foreign land.

Jiang Xin and Su Yang are not in the same college, and the two met unexpectedly in the winter after Su Yang met Cheng Ziao, and at that time, rumors about her and Cheng Ziao were circulating in the courtyard, like sweet notes, which made her feel that the original gossip was so cute.

Jiang Xin reappeared in her life at this time, this slim girl who had not seen her for three years, with a kind smile and an understanding personality, invaded her friend's territory strongly.

Su Yang told her about the three years when the two were missing each other, about their youth and ignorance, about the sweet joy in her heart, about how good the boy was, and about what she pestered him.

Jiang Xin is like a perfect listener, a mature, stable and empathetic confidant and girlfriend, she will laugh with her, reminisce together, she will listen to her heart and comfort and explain.

She took Jiang Xin to meet him.

The day after her successful confession, she felt that she was the luckiest person in the world, and she wanted to share this luck and happiness with them, and she also wanted them to live together peacefully.

Unexpectedly smooth, unexpectedly harmonious, Jiang Xin and Cheng Ziao are both excellent people, they have many common languages, they both have exquisite looks, and they are even high school alumni.

Su Yang is very happy, her favorite person has become friends with her best friend, and the three of them can form an iron triangle in the future, and no one can be separated!

She looked at herself mockingly, and the hatred in her heart resurfaced again, because she saw Jiang Xin's slightly flushed face and admiring eyes.

It turned out that Jiang Xin fell in love with Cheng Ziao at first sight at that time.

Eighteen years old is the age when you will be blind to love.

How could Su Yang understand at that time, admiration and admiration were just the beginning of liking, inadvertent inquiry and inquiry were the beginning of deep inducement, and gentle explanation may be a means with ulterior motives.

The relationship between the three of them seems to be calm and warm, but how could Su Yang know that there is an undercurrent surging?

Graduation season is the season of parting.

Su Yang rejected Chen Mei's suggestion to return to her hometown, regardless of Su Heng's opposition, she resolutely followed Cheng Ziao from Z City to S City, she was full of joy, and even laughed at those lovers who separated as soon as they graduated, she felt that what could be separated because of the world was not love, it was mutual warmth.

But what makes her happiest is that the three of them can get together again and be in a foreign land, it must be a great fate!

Cheng Ziao is an illegitimate child, and she has long known that the day she fell in love with him, she would pay attention to everything about him all the time.

She knew when he would show up in the cafeteria, she knew what he would eat on Mondays, where he would go to study on Tuesdays, and she even knew that the first thing he did when he woke up every morning was to pick up the dictionary next to his bed and memorize words.

So she knew that his family was not strange, and she comforted him and wanted to help him.

Life in S City was not as easy as she thought. Leaving away from home without relatives, but gritting his teeth and bargaining with others for a few dollars, he worked hard day and night to assist Cheng Ziao to complete one project after another, and to be a well-behaved and sensible Su Yang in front of his family.

She began to forget to call home, began to forget the day she came home, began to forget her parents' birthdays, and even went from going home three times a year to once a year.

Chen Mei was distressed and a little complaining, and during the Spring Festival of the second year, Su Heng yelled at her daughter who was working overtime on the other end of the phone with a cold face, asking her not to come back at all!

She listened to the phone while she was immersed in her work, and every now and then she was too busy. She was so busy that she couldn't wait to have a doppelganger technique, and she was so busy that she hadn't said a word to Cheng Ziao for several days.

Years later, she finally had free time, and she found Cheng Cen. Cheng Cen is her good friend, unlike Jiang Xin, the two don't have too many deep memories, but they can understand each other.

She thought that Cheng Cen understood her.

She complained to Cheng Cen, blamed her parents for their incomprehension, complained about the pain of a person in a foreign land, and even abused her boss for exploitation and oppression.

Cheng Cen didn't say a word, and finally looked at her coldly and said, "I thought you came to me because you wanted to see me, but I was wrong." ”

"Su Yang, how did you become like this?"

This is what Cheng Cen said before leaving.

Yes, how did she become like this- Su Yang lay on the bed and frowned, she looked at herself in her dream and sneered.

Su Yang, do it yourself!

Chen Mei rarely called, and Cheng Cen never took the initiative to look for her again.

At first, she didn't realize what was wrong, and she sometimes complained to Cheng Ziao, why couldn't they understand her?

But Cheng Ziao was busier than her, and he didn't even hear if she spoke.

She looked at herself in the mirror, who was no longer a girl, and thought, maybe something new between them needed something new to change the way the two got along.

So she thought about getting married.

Marriage, what a beautiful word, what a desirable ceremony.

He didn't say, it doesn't matter, she can propose.

He's busy, it doesn't matter, she can handle the wedding too.

Yes, that's it!

She was so excited that she immediately ordered a candlelight dinner, roses, and rings, and she asked him when he would get off work, and she secretly went to do the nursing, and changed her hairstyle, and she wanted to be amazing when he saw her.

She wore a fiery red off-the-shoulder gown, like a bride to be married, and her cheeks, which were no longer watery, were flushed with girlish shyness.

When he entered the door, he saw her like this at a glance.

He was wearing a suit and tie, but his face was tired and impatient.

As you can imagine, she failed.

This was the first time he had righteously rejected her.

reason, he said he still needed time.

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Good night to you.

Su Yang stood in the shadows, like a moth swallowed by darkness, waiting for the light to illuminate, but he didn't know whether to wait for the moth's fire-like extinction, or to fly to the hotbed like redemption.

There was a light not far away in her eyes, the figure under the street lamp gradually faded away, the warmth on her waist seemed to be still there, a cool breeze hit, and finally, she went upstairs with her arms in her arms.

The narrow corridor sprinkled orange lights, and the crisp footsteps were unhurried, as if the owner was deliberate, and it seemed to carry the master's heavy thoughts.

Shen Zhaosheng stopped, and the tall shadow was pulled by the street lamp.

He turned slowly, and the lights in the building came on. First on the first floor, the petite figure walked up the steps and disappeared around the corner shortly after.

He raised his head slightly, and the lights on the second floor came on the next moment, and he imagined her bowing her head slightly, her face calm, and her steps calm.

Three......

He thought she should have walked up another step.

Two......

The hallway was narrow and had an old smell, but he knew she had a sweet scent.

One......

The street lights on the third floor came on, and he smiled.

The smile was not put away, but a figure broke into his eyes.

Su Yang stood on the balcony of the corridor, and was not surprised to see the man standing under the street lamp with a gentle expression.

That smile touched the softest part of the heart, incredibly soft.

"You stand on the bridge and look at the view, and the people watching the view are looking at you from upstairs." He whispered the verses he had just seen from the book, like a sigh, like an indulgence, and then whispered to the man, "Good night." ”

"You adorn my dreams."

He thought.

Su Yang retracted his gaze, this time he really walked away.

The street lights on the fourth floor lit up, Su Yang froze, she looked at the aisle in front of her, and seemed to be able to feel the warm snort sprayed on the forehead by the person just now, and her heart palpitated again.

She clutched her heart in a panic, her fingertips touching a faint and rapid undulation.

The last time she felt this frequency seemed to be in a distant gap in time, and she remembered that time was when she opened her eyes and saw the full moon of fourteen.

That is the joy and pain of life, the aftermath of life.

This time......

She walked upstairs with a brisk pace.

"Shen Zhaosheng ......"

Ten minutes earlier, she had called his name in a whispered tone.

"That day, in the hospital...... Why did you go first? ”

Because you know I can't accept this relationship yet.

Because you want to give me time, wait for me to accept.

But you don't know why I've been resisting.

I can't speak, Shen Zhaosheng.

Not a question, just waiting for him to give the answer, and she knew he understood.

It's like a soul match.

There seemed to be a small sigh in the air, and it seemed like she was just shaking.

He said, "I see." ”

But I'll wait for you.

So he looked deeply into her eyes, and then turned away.

She knew she was too mean.

I obviously can't accept this person now, but I can't refuse this person.

selfishly enjoys his goodness, but cruelly resists his confession.

Su Yang, Su Yang.

Shen Zhaosheng is Shen Zhaosheng.

Cheng Ziao is Cheng Ziao.

You know best, don't you?

This night, Su Yang had a dream.

She was like an indifferent bystander, seeing everything in her previous life, like seeing flowers in the fog, like a mirror, but she still struggled out of this dream.

Little did she know that on the other side of the city, someone had a similar dream.

Su Yang stood in the shadows, like a moth swallowed by darkness, waiting for the light to illuminate, but he didn't know whether to wait for the moth's fire-like extinction, or to fly to the hotbed like redemption.

There was a light not far away in her eyes, the figure under the street lamp gradually faded away, the warmth on her waist seemed to be still there, a cool breeze hit, and finally, she went upstairs with her arms in her arms.

The narrow corridor sprinkled orange lights, and the crisp footsteps were unhurried, as if the owner was deliberate, and it seemed to carry the master's heavy thoughts.

Shen Zhaosheng stopped, and the tall shadow was pulled by the street lamp.

He turned slowly, and the lights in the building came on. First on the first floor, the petite figure walked up the steps and disappeared around the corner shortly after.

"My name is Su Yang, you are Cheng Ziao, right? Hello, I am also a freshman in the School of Management and Economics, and I heard that you are from City A, and so am I! Fate, fate, I can't imagine that I can meet my fellow villagers thousands of miles away, so I will take care of ...... in the future."

Eighteen-year-old Su Yang still has Qi bangs, a youthful and beautiful ponytail, his skin that is not fair after military training presents a healthy color, and his big eyes are so bright that people can't ignore them.

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