Chapter 102 Dispatch Wild
I dragged my weak body and ignored the obstruction of Qianping and Jinqiu, and came to the outside of the fourth master's house and stood quietly, through the light in the room, I saw him sitting motionless in the room. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Princess, the night is humid, your body is not completely well, slave begs you, go back to the house to rest, okay?" Qianping was by the side, anxious to whisper to persuade me.
I'm an obedient person, no matter how Qianping persuades me, I still stand still.
"Leave me alone, you go back first!" I said to both of them.
"If the princess doesn't go back, the slave and maid won't go back, just stay here with the princess, how long the princess will stand here, how long the slave and maid will stand here." Jinqiu said stubbornly.
"Jinqiu is right, princess, if you don't go back, we won't go back." Qianping also echoed.
My nose was sour, I and her are just a master-servant relationship, without the slightest blood relationship, just because I treat them well on weekdays, and they treat me so well, thinking about those blood relatives and siblings, I can't help but feel a little chilled.
The cool breeze blew through the night, and a chill invaded my body, and I couldn't help but shiver. At this time, my feet were a little sore and numb.
Suddenly, I heard a squeak, and the door opened.
Chenxi walked out of it with an expressionless face, and I felt distressed when I looked at his tired face.
Maybe he hasn't slept well in days!
Although the seventh master and he are not from the same mother, but at this moment I understand that this sibling is not comparable to ordinary brothers, for each other, sometimes even life can be wanted, in this world, I am afraid there are very few people who can do it.
He walked quickly up to me and said in a harmonious voice, "You are not fully well, and the night is windy, who will allow you to stand outside?" After speaking, he looked at Qianping and Jinqiu and reproached, "What's the matter with you?" How do you take care of your master? ”
The fourth master frowned, and his expression was serious and angry at the two of them.
Qianping and Jinqiu hurriedly knelt down and admitted their mistakes.
"Fourth master, the slaves and maids know that they are wrong, I hope the fourth master will forgive their sins!"
I was slightly stunned, from my house, it was the first time I saw him angry with the people around me, he has never been easy to get angry with the people in the house.
"Don't blame the two of them, it's me!" I hurriedly said, and then said to Qianping and Jinqiu, who were kneeling on the ground, "It's cold on the ground, you two get up and talk back."
In fact, I know that although the fourth master blames Qianping and Jinqiu, and gets angry at her, the fourth master knows my character very well, as long as I decide something, it is difficult for others to shake me. Qianping and Jinqiu know cold and hot to me, and they are heartfelt, how can they bear to let me guard and freeze outside. Unless it's my own will, how can he not know this, he has always been smart?
For so many days, I knew that there was a fire in his heart, and there was a ball of anger pressed in his heart, but he could only endure it, watching the seventh master suffer in prison, he was powerless.
I'd rather he vent it, or at least he'll feel better.
"It's my own idea, I don't blame the two of them!" I looked at the fourth master and said slowly.
The fourth master didn't speak, and held my cold hand tightly.
"You two go back first, I have something to say to the fourth master." I instructed Qianping and Jinqiu.
Qianping and Jinqiu left interestingly, leaving me and the fourth master.
"It's cold outside, you're not fully well, let's go inside!" The night is cold, if you have something to say, let's go to the house and talk about it! The fourth master said in a deep voice, and after pulling me into the house, he helped me to sit on my feet, while he stood on his side with his back to me.
Maybe because I had been standing outside for a long time, my hands were a little cold.
I saw him frowning and asked, "Why are your hands so cold?" ”
Then he put my hands in his palms and warmed them, and kept rubbing my hands back and forth.
I always thought that being loved by the imperial grandmother and protected by the imperial brother was a blessing in my life, and I never thought that I could meet a man in the world who treated me like him, and was pampered and loved by him.
I am not a greedy person, I don't have time to participate in his past, I only hope that in the future, I can be by his side.
Seeing him warm my hands, tears couldn't help but slide down my cheeks, I have always been a woman who loves to cry, I didn't expect that in front of him, I was so easy to tears.
When the fourth master saw me crying, he stopped his movements and was busy wiping my tears.
"Okay, why are you crying? You are the princess of the dignified Chu Kingdom, my fourth princess, you love to cry so much, don't you laugh when you let your subordinates see it. He was joking, but there was no smile on his face.
"Jokes are jokes, I don't care!" I say.
I can't control what others say or do, and I don't want to care, what I care about is what he thinks.
"Okay, don't cry, I'm here, it's okay." The fourth master comforted me and said.
I cried because the seventh master was in prison, and I couldn't do anything, and I cried because I was so sad to see the fourth master, and I couldn't do anything.
He is so smart, how can he not know, it is only because he is too smart that he doesn't want to find out, so he jokes to comfort me.
I just want to tell him that I am his wife, and he has pain in his heart, and I would rather say it than see him hold it in his heart and suffer silently alone.
Something happened to the seventh master, from the accident to the present, he refused to say anything except kneeling and begging in the hall, on the surface he looked like a nobody, the more he was like this, the more he endured the pain in his heart, the more worried I was, the seventh master and his friendship were very understandable, and I had stayed by his side for so long, I understood.
Although the Seventh Master's incident this time was not done by him, but the situation is serious, the fourth master, who has always been smart, should avoid it, not wade into this troubled water, and not participate in the affairs of the Seventh Master like the Third Master, but he would rather be a confused Fourth Lord than see the Seventh Master suffer from this matter, but unfortunately the world is cold, except for him, no one is willing to stand up and speak at this time, maybe they are all waiting to see this good show.
Well, since he is confused, I will accompany him to be confused.
But............ Is it really okay as he said?
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"Fourth master, I, Chu Bingxi, are your wife, and you have also said that you should be honest with each other, I know that you deliberately let me stay in Chu State, and I don't want to worry about being implicated in this matter from my seventh master, but I have been the mistress of the four princes since I married to the Northern Desert, can it be that I don't even know anything about the things that the people in the palace know, and I have to inquire from the subordinates, dare to ask In the eyes of the fourth master, I can't even compare with the subordinates?" I wiped away my tears and questioned him. The imperial grandmother once said that men don't like women who love to cry. A woman who knows how to cry at every turn can only cry when something happens in the future.
"I ..............," he was asked by me, and he didn't know how to answer me for a moment.
"Something happened to the Seventh Master now, I don't want to lose you because of me, do you understand?" He said with a pained expression.
I've never seen him so upset, he doesn't like to show his emotions easily.
Perhaps, this time, he was worried that he was really powerless, and his father in front of him, the king who controlled everyone's fate, the king who could make people live and die in one sentence.
"I don't understand." I said sadly, "Fourth master, I just want to face it with you, I don't want you to arrange everything alone, and I am protected by you like a nobody, I am your wife, not a child, do you understand?" "It's not that it's good to share weal and woe, it's not that it's good to face it together, it's not that it's good to be honest with each other, how can he face these things alone whenever something happens.
Suddenly, the fourth master took me in his arms and held me tightly and refused to let go.
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He looked at the darkness outside, and said to himself: "The seventh brother is still in prison, and the prison is damp, and I don't know if he can stand it, is it cold?"
"The Seventh Master is much stronger than we imagined, and besides, he has practiced martial arts since he was a child, so he is not so fragile." I comforted him and said, to make it clear, that comforting him was actually a comfort to myself.
Looking at his back, I suddenly felt a little distressed, and wanted to rush up and hug him tightly, but I didn't do it, he was such a proud person, as long as he wanted to do what he wanted to do in this world, there was almost nothing he couldn't do, the seventh master was one of the soft forces in his life, and now that something happened, how could he let it go and be indifferent!
"I've been looking forward to you coming to pick me up and take me back to the Northern Desert these days in Chu State, day and night, but I've been looking forward to you for a long time and I haven't seen you come!" I suddenly said, I have never missed a person so deeply, I once thought that in this life I may not be concerned about other men in the world, and I will never care about anyone again, until I met him, I realized that I can no longer help myself with him in this life.
"I'm sorry, Bingxi, I broke my promise, I just want you to stay in Chu State well, I thought I would take you back to my house after I settled this matter, you shouldn't have come back!" He spoke hoarsely and in a low voice.
I smiled bitterly, everyone said that it was for my good, but I have my stubbornness, I have my own persistence and principles of life, the fourth master, his good intentions, I am not a fool, how can I not know, however, I don't want everyone to know something, and I have become the last one until the truth.
I said sadly: "The fourth master is good to Bingxi, Bingxi is in my heart, I remember when I first came to the Northern Desert, they all said that I was very much like your deceased princess, but at that time I was heartbroken, like or not, the real purpose of you marrying me is because of your princess, or for the marriage between the two countries, I don't care, because I have nothing to care about people and things that I can care about." Until later, the fourth master was kind to me, no matter what purpose the fourth master married me for, it doesn't matter anymore, I want to understand you as a person, slowly I found that you are not as annoying as I imagined, and gradually my heart began to open to you, you and I once agreed to be honest with each other, and now the seventh master has an accident, you are not involved in me, you are trying to hide from me, leaving me in the Chu country, Bingxi is not stupid, Bingxi is not stupid, how can you not understand the fourth master, you have good intentions. However, the Seventh Master also treats me well, it is rare that there is a person like the Seventh Master in this world who can talk to Bingxi like this, I regard him as a confidant, the Seventh Master has an accident, but my friend knows nothing, in the future, you will teach me how to be at ease? ”
I'm not blaming the fourth master when I say this, nor am I questioning him, people are cold, and the world is impermanent, and I just want him to understand that I am not a heartless person.
After listening to my words, the fourth master apologized to me with a little guilt, and he said: "I'm sorry, Bingxi, I didn't take these into account, I have lost my mother, and now the seventh brother has also had an accident, all I can do is to do my best to protect you, I don't want to lose you, I hope you can understand."
He said all this bitterly, and all kinds of past events seemed to disturb him again, seeing his painful appearance, I rushed up desperately and hugged him tightly.