Chapter 60: Qi Sheng's Past

After King Zhao left, Li Luo was both crazy and helpless, and her trance-like appearance was reflected in Qi Sheng's eyes, which made Qi Sheng not feel very comfortable. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

But one of the two was inconvenient to ask, and the other didn't want to answer, so they fell silent for a while, and there was no communication.

Li Luo's eyes were blank, and he thought about it in his heart - King Zhao's personality Li Luo did not know, judging from his frivolous words and deeds, it should not be a good type. Therefore, Li Luo was worried: she was afraid that King Zhao had another intention to take the sachet, or to use it to blackmail herself.

Li Luo struggled for more than ten years to gain freedom, did it stop at this moment? Do you want to live a life controlled by others in the future - Li Luo is not dependent, and he is not reconciled, how hard-won this freewheeling is, except for Li Luo himself, no one can empathize......

Qi Sheng stood a few steps away from Li Luo, he stared at Li Luo's face tightly, and saw that the other party's aura eyes gradually faded their brilliance, and he wanted to persuade - but he didn't know why Li Luo was in trouble, Qi Sheng could only hesitate at a loss.

The purple sachet was the last sachet that Zhou Wu sewed for Li Luo during his lifetime - every summer solstice, Zhou Wu felt sorry for Li Luo living in that dark and damp small room, which would attract snakes, insects, rats and ants to eat - so he wrapped medicinal herbs and mint grass, and chose a piece of plain and cool material, plus her dizzy eyes were not easy to make, but she did not miss a stitch and thread, which can be regarded as full of love for Li Luo.

Thinking of the little sachet, Li Luo couldn't help but feel endless sorrow, and his nostalgia for Zhou Wu's family was so strong that it couldn't be overstated. Before leaving, Li Luojie took away the bamboo cane used by Zhou Wu when he was alive, and he only had this sachet-

The sachet is exquisite and small, no more bulky than the bamboo cane, bulky and inconvenient to carry. Li Luo carried this sachet that was inextricably linked with Zhou Wu's in his arms all the time, as if Zhou Wu's had always been with him.

However, after only one night's effort, it was taken away by others, and Li Luo's long-precipitated heart was empty, and there was nowhere to put it.

"Brother Li, it's time to go back to the camp, the gang should be distributing food, if you go late, you will starve......"

Qi Sheng broke the silence with a voice, Li Luo glanced back at Qi Sheng, there was no anger on his face, and he only replied in a muffled voice:

"Brother Qi, you go back first, I'm not hungry."

Qi Sheng's eyes were calm, seeing that Li Luo was not as lively as before, even when she talked to her, she was lazy, and they seemed to be alienated from each other again.

"Brother Li, although the two of us can talk, we don't know each other, if you are bored, would you like to hear about my past? It is also a solution. ”

Qi Sheng's life experience has never been known to outsiders - of course, he will not tell Li Luo frankly, but he has experienced more ups and downs than Li Luo has ever seen sunrises and sunsets, and for this reason: he wants to enlighten Li Luo in this tactful and heart-to-heart way.

Seeing Li Luo Mu Ran nodding, Qi Sheng approached Li Luo, and then pulled Li Luo to sit on the small wooden pier on the side of the logistics camp tent, and then began to tell his experience of how to deal with the occasional predicament:

"Ever since I landed, I have been an orphan -- when I began to have vague memories, I was alone begging on the streets, being blinded or beaten and scolded by villains, as common as a daily routine-"

Qi Sheng's eyes were empty, and a pair of eyes that were as secretive as deep looked straight ahead, but he never looked at anything.

Li Luo was slowly attracted by Qi Sheng's words, she stared sideways at the other party, listening carefully to Qi Sheng's narration, as if she was taken by the young Qi Sheng to that sinister world.

"The most impressive time was when I was amused by a boy in a fine dress, when I wandered around the strange street with my empty stomach for two days, and I passed him in ragged clothes, and he slandered me for soiling his new clothes......"

Hearing this, Li Luo's face tightened, and he said angrily:

"Anyway, he is also a person with a crown, and he can't get along with a child!"

Qi Sheng glanced back at Li Luo when he heard this, chuckled, his face was relieved, and revealed an unpredictable deep gaze:

"You're wrong, he's about the same age as me."

Li Luo's eyes were full of consternation, and there was an expression of disbelief on her face, she couldn't figure out why a child could be so stubborn, so she pricked up her ears - refusing to let go of every word Qi Sheng dictated next.

"He beat and scolded me and humiliated me, the family around him cheered for him, and everyone in the audience watched the excitement with their hands in their arms, and no one was willing to help me."

Li Luo was silent, she knew what it was like to betray her relatives, and she also knew that human nature was indifferent because of selfishness, so only if you stand tall, others can't help you. Li Luo tugged on his sleeves, secretly hoping that Xiao Qisheng would be as strong as himself at that time, and would not let people trample on his self-esteem at will.

But Qi Sheng's next words disappointed her greatly:

"When he scolded me, I laughed; He beat me, and I asked him for the cost of healing. As for the people who read the jokes, I ask for compensation one by one - I'm hungry, really hungry......"

Qi Sheng's approach at that time made Li Luo feel incredible: Hungry - can a person turn into a puddle of mud? Li Luo didn't dare to agree, but she couldn't criticize what was wrong with Qi Sheng's approach, but Li Luo thought that if she were herself, she would never bend her waist for Doumi.

"Throw away your dignity and get it back?"

Li Luo finally objected, but the wording was tactful, her hesitant eyes stared at Qi Shengliang, who was smiling and silent, for a long time, and the other party continued:

"Brother Li, people in the world must live first, and then they have self-esteem. What is the use of dignity for a cold dead corpse? ”

Li Luo was shocked by Qi Sheng's enlightened words, she couldn't answer Qi Sheng's question, if she had to answer it, it could only agree with Qi Sheng's reasoning.

Seeing that Li Luo seemed to have understood, Qi Sheng smiled faintly and said:

"Back then, I relied on a pair of kneeling knees and a broken forehead to get a small sum of money to support me through a rare famine, and in the end I survived."

At this moment, Li Luo completely forgot his troubles, and was already immersed in Qi Sheng's story and couldn't extricate himself.

"Being a little older, I was able to do some work with my hands and barely survive for a few more years. Day after day, I was as frugal as ever, saved enough money to visit the hermits of the famous mountains, and began a long career of martial arts. ”

Li Luo couldn't help but admire in his heart: This can be called perseverance! Just to fill his stomach, Qi Sheng tasted all the suffering of the world and suffered all the sins of the world. Not to mention that he had to plan for his life later.

Li Luo began to understand Qi Sheng's warning proverb - the world must first live, and then have self-esteem. After realizing the righteousness, Li Luo felt deeply ashamed: she misunderstood Qi Sheng; Or maybe she lives so easily that she looks at each other with an ungrounded scrutiny......

In fact: Qi Sheng has never left behind his self-esteem, and his proudest deeds are that he never gave up and worked hard to live - this is Qi Sheng's most sacred and inviolable self-esteem! Others have no right to judge, let alone criticize his past.