Chapter 9: The Battlefield of Life and Death (5)

After figuring out all this, Du Mijin began to counsel himself, forcing himself not to think about when all this happened, not to think about what the final outcome of the incident was, and not to think about who the boy he saw now was. Because only by putting one's own emotions in the position www.biquge.info of a bystander can one find a glimmer of life. I have met a master this time, a master who is familiar with his life and knows the way of arranging the formation, the degree of horror and difficulty can be imagined, and if he is not careful, his life may be left here. Even if you can give up your life and not resist, but if you can inflict a series of death battles on yourself under the nose of the master, I am afraid that the master is now more than lucky, and only by successfully resolving everything can he help the master get out of danger. Thinking of this, Du Mijin suddenly pulled her collar hard, and cried loudly at the girl she saw drinking tea: "Don't! Don't be so stubborn! You love him so much, why don't you say it? Why not give him a chance to explain? Do you have to push him farther and farther away, and never get along with him for old age, are you willing?! Why!! Du Mijin cried and shouted, as if he was physically exhausted, he completely fell on the bluestone road, and his expression changed from grief to despair.

Of course, Du Mijin knew that the boys and girls who were illusions could not see everything they were doing at all. What's more, Du Mijin cultivates people's heart strategy, and after being taught by his master over the years, he has long practiced his temper to the point where he is not alarmed, even if his emotions are really at the limit, he will not lose his temper to this extent. The reason why he allowed himself to be hysterical was to mislead the people who set up the formation outside the formation, so that he could see his collapse and believe that he was already in the middle of it and could not extricate himself. Only by letting the other party take off his guard and ensure that the scene in front of him continues to develop, can he find an opportunity to fight back, otherwise, if he hasn't approached, the boy will disappear plainly, how can he completely destroy the formation?

Sure enough, the scene did not change, and continued to be interpreted from the previous scene. The girl in white put down the teacup she had drunk and said to the boy with a wry smile:

You don't have to wonder and you don't have to get angry. My original intention was not to explore all this because I doubted you, I just wanted to participate in your past that I didn't have time to participate in. Frankly, I hesitated when I knew all this. Our practice is different, you practice martial arts, secret weapons and poison, and every move and style is sharpened to real kung fu. I still remember when I first met you, you either practiced your sword here every day, or spent most of the day making secret weapons and concocting antidotes. And every day, except for reading idle books and meditating, I basically do what I want to do the rest of the time. At that time, you would complain to me, saying that you knew that you had also learned strategy and formation, so that you would not be able to be idle from exhaustion. In fact, what you don't know is that people who practice strategy are really tired, and we are tired of our hearts. The master told me that whether it was a strategist in ancient times or a consultant now, they can only win and cannot lose, and losing once will completely hit my self-confidence, and it will make me subconsciously deny myself for a long time after that, whenever I have to make a decision, hindering me from becoming a calm and decisive wise man, and this is a taboo for a strategist, so I can't afford to lose. The only way to avoid losing is to not participate in things that you are not sure of at all. I'm not sure about the relationship between you and Bai Xiaoran, but I'm still willful, I don't want to live so restrained forever, how boring it should be, occasionally I want to go back to my heart. So I listened to your words, and I didn't calculate the feasibility of this matter, and I didn't think about how much cruelty was left between you and Bai Xiaoran, if you didn't say it, I would never ask. I believe in you, so I blindly believe that I will not lose. You may want to ask me why I don't believe it now, I'm sorry, I can let myself be irrational, but I can't indulge myself in self-deception.

I never thought that a girl cruelly abandoned you when you were in love, but you still remembered it; I didn't think that I would be as proud as I was, and in two years, I haven't been able to replace Bai Xiaoran's figure in your heart; I didn't think that Bai Xiaoran would slap her face like this, she was the one who left first, and she was embarrassed to come back to you; I never thought that the stubborn teenager I knew could be so ridiculous that he could write off all the embarrassing and difficult days at the beginning. It turns out that "if you are ruthless, I will leave" is also divided, as long as she smiles at Bai Xiaoran, you will be in danger. If the initial blind trust was due to underestimating the enemy, those things that I had not thought about happened one after another, and now how can I suffer the loss of "underestimating the enemy" again? There are always some people I can't beat, not because I'm not good enough, but because it's never someone who I want to fight, but the most beautiful time in your heart. They are like spring flowers in your memory, even if they are withered, they are still scorching, you come and tell me, how can I win? Since you can't win, it's better to admit defeat gracefully, at least you can save some face, right? But then again, if I were Bai Xiaoran, I would have chosen that way at the beginning, whether a person loves himself or not, how much he loves him, he can still sense it, right? If I know for sure that you're always there for me, why not try more options? Who is afraid to make mistakes when a topic can be revised at any time? Right?

As the boy listened, the displeasure on his face became more and more intense. Xu is girl's words were too sharp for the boy to resist, and he almost instinctively retorted: "Why are you so aggressive? Xiao Ran she is not what you say she is at all, I know you are sad, but you don't understand her at all, rashly slander a young girl, will you be relieved? You don't want to listen to any explanation from me at all, just blindly criticize harshly, when did you become so vexatious? ”

The girl gritted her teeth and listened to the boy's reprimand in her ears one by one, like a knife, slashing the girl's heart that still had some attachment to pieces. Du Mijin could see that the girl's tears were swirling in her eyes, but she held the teacup in her hand to suppress her emotions on the verge of collapse, and held back to prevent the tears from slipping out of her eyes to show her weakness. But it backfired, and with the sound of a glass teacup shattering with a "bang", the girl's last trace of calm disappeared.

The boy didn't expect that with the strength of a girl, he could actually hold a teacup alive, and at this moment, the anger and sadness in the girl's heart did not need words, it was already very obvious. The boy subconsciously took two steps forward, wanting to check the girl's wound, but when he saw the girl biting her lower lip with her teeth to control the violent tremor of her body, he paused in fear.

The girl stared down at her wound, the fragments of the teacup cut through the girl's palm prints, and the blood spilled over the titanium steel bracelet on the girl's right wrist, along the girl's white arm, splashing drop by drop on the girl's white chiffon skirt, smudging a large patch of dazzling bright red. The girl slowly raised her head, the expression on her face made the boy can't help but be frightened, it was a kind of resolute hatred, and she could no longer find the slightest tenderness of the past. I only heard the girl say to the boy word by word in a hoarse voice: "You said I don't know the truth of the matter, and you think I'm unreasonable." Okay, now I'll give you a chance to speak. I don't want to listen to too many explanations, just use your euphemistic twists and turns to maintain Bai Xiaoran, I'm not rare. You just need to answer my question, lest you feel wronged. Now, I ask, you answer! ”

After speaking, the girl paused, took a long breath, and asked in a choked voice, "Here yesterday, in the same position, did you hug Bai Xiaoran?" ”

A hint of surprise flashed across the boy's face, he didn't know how the girl knew about it. He explained with a little weakness: "It's not what you think, there are some changes in Xiao Ran's family, and she will only come to me to discuss it if she has no choice, I just comfort her, don't think about it-"

"I said I don't want to explain!" The girl suddenly clenched her ears with her hands, and shouted out such a sentence almost roaringly, and the startled boy was stunned on the spot, and those words that were originally particularly important and could turn the situation around could not be said in time. The girl slowly lowered her hands and raised her head to look into the boy's eyes, which were congested and red from tears for a long time, which looked a little more terrifying and weird. The girl laughed miserably and said to the boy, "At this point, I only believe what I see with my eyes and hear with my ears, so you really don't have to explain." All the explanations are just one more kind of embellishment, and the embellishment needs to be analyzed, which is too tiring. This relationship with you, I have always walked with my heart, I have not analyzed it, I didn't start it, and I don't want to have it at the end. So let's just get straight to the point, you just have to answer my question. Bai Xiaoran came to you, hoping to start over with you, right? ”

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