Chapter 382
Shao Xunmei felt extremely sorry for him like this, and comforted him while undressing: "Your Majesty, it's okay." Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info don't worry, maybe, the children's home has a way. ”
She had already tried hard for her condition, and she accepted it so calmly.
She felt that although she lived a short life in this life, her life was full of ups and downs, and she met a man who was particularly good to her, which was not in vain.
She was satisfied.
However, Li Rongxu was as clear as a mirror, smiled coldly at her, and raised his voice a little: "Are you okay?" I'm in trouble! Look at your tone, it's so calmer than mine! Is that how you want to die? Do you want to leave me so much? ”
Thinking about her calm appearance after hearing the head of the Tong Yuan today, and wanting to comfort him, it really made him unhappy!
Then, his voice softened again, hugging her body, his voice was gentle and apologetic: "Rong Hua, Rong Hua!" Don't get angry. I don't want you to leave! I don't want you to be like the queen mother, I don't want to be as crazy as my father and the emperor, use ...... Want to make ..... Come back. ”
In the last words, Li Rongxu said vaguely, as if he intended to conceal it.
And Shao Xun Meijue's moment is that she can't ask anything.
Shao Xunmei rarely saw a man pretending to be weak in front of his lover.
My heart is getting softer and softer.
Before he could speak, he could only wait until Li Rongxu changed his tone again, painful, helpless, and guilty and self-blame: "Ronghua, it's all bad for me." ”
opened his mouth to apologize to her.
"Obviously, you were fine with me before. But after you followed me, whether it was the incense under Liu's family, or the medicine that could make you pregnant, or the injury you suffered when you were taken to Yongzhou by Li Rongxi, and the injury you suffered for me. It's all because of me, it's all because I hurt you. ”
This was the conclusion he had come to after drinking for most of the day. All these days of forbearance, in today's words of the head of the children's home, have the potential to burst the embankment.
When a person's heart becomes more and more painful, he will subconsciously find the source.
And he blamed it all on himself.
The more he was responsible, the more he couldn't forgive himself, and the more painful he felt in his heart.
As a result, His Majesty the Emperor fell into such a vicious circle.
Shao Xunmei helped him into the bathtub and scrubbed his body.
Looking at his blushing cheeks and vague eyes, he pulled her chattering mouth.
This man.
Let her say what is good, how can she not love?
She slapped the back of his hand, and her voice was cold: "What are you thinking!" ”
"You are to blame for everything?"
"It was just an accident, and you didn't mean it. also has my own reasons, as for the trip to Yongzhou, it is obviously Li Rongxi's fault, why do you have to bear it for him? ”
Seeing what Li Rongxu was going to say, he was going to say something.
Shao Xunmei looked indifferently: "Rong Xu, if you talk like this again, I'm going to be angry!" ”
These words appeased His Majesty the Emperor, who was about to blow up his hair.
She carefully wiped his body with a cloth towel, and the head of the mantis approached him, and said softly: "Your Majesty, if the head of the Tong Yuan can cure my body, it is naturally the best, and I can accompany you all the way." If not, we'll do our best, won't we, my majesty, don't be sad, let's go on the rest of the day. ”
At least until he gets married, it's good to be fine. She didn't say it.
Also, the peace I reflect doesn't mean that I don't feel sad inside. It's just reluctant to be sad when I miss the tenderness of being with you.
How precious are her days? She didn't have much time to experience all the negative emotions of helplessness, despair, heartache, etc. How precious is time to her? She didn't want that emotion to waste her time!
Li Rongxu's hand held hers tightly.
It seemed to see what she was thinking.
At this time, the two seemed to have a heart-to-heart connection, and his eyes gradually brightened: Yes, no matter what, the two are still together at this time, what is he doing like he is going to die or live!
Is there still a man who is the king of a country?!
The relationship between the two is getting more and more honey.
Princess Zichen, who has been staying in the palace during this time, occasionally saw spicy eyes.
-for-tat with her royal brother.
Tong Yuanshou did not leave, in addition to looking for medicine and dispensing medicine, he became familiar with Shao Xunmei.
The two usually have their own opinions on medical skills, and Shao Xunmei can give a lot of medical inspiration to the head of the children's hospital.
Moreover, Shao Xunmei is also asking for other acupuncture methods in the children's home.
According to her current physical condition, the head of the Tong Yuan gave her several methods that were almost inattentive and did not damage her body, and the Nine Needles Method, which had almost been lost, was especially suitable for her.
Shao Xunmei got the silver needle again, not to mention how excited she was.
Even Li Rongxu gave her a look many times, but she didn't notice it.
It wasn't until Li Rongxu watched her use the silver needle that her body was unhindered and she was relieved a little after the imperial doctor diagnosed her pulse.
It's just that he also told her that this silver needle can not be used if she can. Otherwise, all her medical kits will be confiscated.
And said that her medical skills could not be maintained only by acupuncture? Without silver needles, will it go down?
Shao Xunmei listens to His Majesty the Emperor.
Silver needles, if you can, you don't need it.
She will prescribe prescriptions to diagnose the pulse, cure the disease, and save people.
On Yu's side, Shao Xunmei asked Xie Yan to go too, and after Xie Yan came back, it was no different from her diagnosis.
Shao Xunmei did not go to the Lu Mansion again.
Xie Yan went there two more times.
The time soon came to the winter month, this year's winter came early and urgently, several light snows passed, the cold wind of winter came, and the knife generally cut on people's faces, so that people suddenly cats in the house, not wanting to go out.
On the seventh day of the first month of November, during the solar term when it was snowing heavily, Shao Xunmei heard news from outside the palace: Yu's family did not survive in the end on this day, dragged on these days, and died.
The medical book in Shao Xunmei's hand fell to the ground.
Although I had expected this day to come, it was still like this!
Shao Xunmei looked at the white, hazy weather outside the window.
Decided to put on a cloak and go out for a walk.
As soon as she stepped out of the temple gate, suddenly, a cold wind hit her face.
It's cold.
It seems that last year was also at this time, the Cai family, and Murong Hai's concubine self-immolated with her courtyard.
She and the princess of Zhenguo, Zhao, Yan Qingqing, and Yan Qingqing, who had a miscarriage and was still ill, went to worship her.
It's only been a year now, and among the few people, the Yu family has also gone.
And herself, hehe, a few years later, it will be her turn.
The world is so impermanent.
Zhao, Qingqing can also go to worship the Yu family.
And her current identity is that if she can, she won't go.
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a pain in the wound in her chest, and she coughed violently.
Piercing.
Even, her somewhat pale face was slightly stained with rouge.
Yu felt that his body was getting worse and worse, and he was about to die.
Therefore, she asked the nurse to call Lu Xuan over.
When Lu Xuan heard that Yu asked him to enter the house, he was so excited that he straightened his clothes and walked in.
And Lu Xuan's mother, Inspector Zuo, Mrs. Yushi, was immediately dissatisfied after hearing that woman called her son to her house!
even almost scolded in front of his own girl's subordinates.
This broom star.
Doesn't she know what disease she has?
And called her son in?
She did it on purpose, didn't she? You want to infect her son, don't you?
When her son went to see his own child again, did he take the illness out of the newborn child?
She also thought that Yu never let her son in after she got sick, because she understood the general situation and knew the taste.
Now it seems that this ill-intentioned woman is clearly a vicious woman! It is to take revenge on his husband and child when he is dying! This poisonous woman!
She also knew that the woman was now in vain.
She also breathed a sigh of relief, she was finally dead, and she didn't have to hang on to let Lu Xuan divorce his wife, and the mother and son had a conflict.
In addition, she now has grandchildren, although they are all concubines, but she is also satisfied.
No, she has now asked the people around her to take the booklets of the famous ladies in the capital, and prepare candidates for her son to continue the string after the Yu family goes.
Hearing the news, he really tore the veil angrily, and simply regarded the veil as the flesh and blood of the Yu clan, tearing it.
And at this time, Lu Xuan was excited to enter the house, and even tripped over the threshold.
However, apart from the darkness and the smell of medicine in the room, the door to the inner room was closed.
And he couldn't see the figure in the inner room, which he had been thinking about for a long time.
Lu Xuan took a step forward, but was stopped by the girl in the Yu Center: "Uncle, my girl said that she didn't want to see you." She wants to talk to you, and you can hear it here. ”
Lu Xuan didn't believe it!
Obviously, the man was close at hand, in the inner room, just separated by a door.
But how did it become an insurmountable distance for him?
When he wanted to break in, a weak, coughing voice suddenly came from inside: "Lu Xuan, don't come in!" Ahem, you... To come in, I..."
Before he finished speaking, he immediately coughed again!
As for the two sentences that Yu Shi spoke, Lu Xuan was surprisingly surprised, as if he pressed the key to open the door, and stopped his steps.
In the inner room, there was a burst of weak coughing from the Yu family.
Outside the inner room, it was Lu Xuan, standing there, just listening, like a sculpture, standing there.
Yu finally finished coughing, and the nurse took down the bloody handkerchief and fed her a glass of warm water, and the thrilling flushing in Yu's miserable white was a little better.
Then, Lu Xuan heard Yu's faint, but clear voice coming from inside: "Lu Xuan, I'm going to die soon." ”
Calm, unwavering voice.
It's even mixed with a little bit of cold indifference. It's a little cooler than the scattered snow outside.
If you say more, you will be choked in your throat.
Yu's voice then came: "Lu Xuan, I have known you since I was thirteen years old in the cardamom years, I married you at the age of fifteen, and now I am twenty-five years old, we have known each other for twelve years, and it has been a reincarnation." ”
Lu Xuan's voice said, "Hmm." Twelve years. ”
Except, he followed Yu's words and walked his thoughts, and he didn't dare to interrupt her.
I only listened to Yu's words: "In the past ten years, we have been in love with each other, and it is the happiest and happiest time I have lived in my life." ”
Lu Xuan's tone was mixed with a nasal voice: "I, too." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm not in good health, and I couldn't give birth to a boy and a girl. Last year, because of my own selfishness, I disgraced the Lu Mansion and your reputation. ”
Lu Xuan's eyes were already a little red: "I don't blame you, Xiao Yu'er." Yes, me, not good. ”
Xiao Yu'er, between husband and wife, he used to be her dearest and most affectionate name.
But how long has it been since he called?
Yu didn't care about his words, she just said her own words, she knew that she had to be fast, and now, it was difficult to speak.
"In the future, you will live a better life without me."
Lu Xuan was already in tears: "Who said that?" Without you, I ......"
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Yu Shi again: "Lu Xuan, now, I only ask for one thing." ”
Lu Xuan asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Yu Shi paused, his voice was a little soft, and his tone seemed to have changed slightly with Lu Xuan coming in: "Lu Xuan, before I die, give me a letter of resignation." ”
Lu Xuan's chest was dripping with blood: "No." ”
Yu's voice softened, and it came after a while: "Lu Xuan, after I die, I don't want to be buried in your ancestral grave." I don't want to be buried with you. ”
It was a tone that was as cold as jade without hesitation.
With a firm and clean color like snow and jade.
"I think, mother-in-law, your family will be very happy. Give it to me. I want to leave without a hint of shackles. ”
"Lu Xuan, you will fulfill me, the only request and wish in my life."
His wife, before she died, the only thing she could do was to beg to go to court.
Moreover, death doesn't want to be with him!
What a cold, hard, resolute request!
And how could he not agree?
So, he closed his eyes, pulled these ties away from her, and said in a trembling voice: "Okay, I promise... You! ”
After a while, Yu's voice came: "Thank you, Lu Xuan"
The voice, now sounding like a stranger.
On the same day, Yu received a letter from Lu Xuan and divorced his wife.
That's right, it's a book of harmony, not a book of resignation.
In the end, he also loved and respected her as a wife as always.
Yu Shi looked at the black ink on it with teary eyes: "...... From now on, you and I will marry and have nothing to do with each other....... This book is hereby ,...."
Suddenly, she only felt that the sky was dizzy, and the ink color had become full of red.
On the second day, in the name of recuperation, Yu went to the suburbs, and her mother's family accompanied the Zhuangzi.
Lu Xuan looked at it and followed, and it was not until he watched the carriage enter the Zhuangzi that he did not follow up again.
Lu Xuan's mother was overjoyed.
Let people immediately clean up the yard where Yu's lives for people, and then disinfect and scrub it again.
This was originally Lu Xuan's yard, and it was enough for the Yu clan to occupy it alone for a year.
Originally, there were many people and few houses in this house.
She planned to let Lu Xuan's aunt and the two Tongfang move in before the Chinese New Year.
And Lu Xuan, when he went back and saw the newly renovated courtyard, he suddenly lost control of his emotions and yelled at people to restore everything where the Yu clan was.
Three days later, in the snowy season, Yu died in his own village, in front of the bed guarded by the nurse and the girl.