The four years of college are the most brilliant and quality of life for Shihui. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoIn the past four years, she has not only changed significantly in appearance, but also in her inner quality. Four years ago, she was still an indifferent yellow-haired girl, who knew how to be reckless. Four years later, she is an elegant and slim girl. In college, she understood the truth of being a human being, understood the philosophy of life, and had a more mature personality and emotional foundation.

She also used her spare time to complete a literary work "Hazy Love" with a length of more than 200,000 words.

"Hazy Love", as the name suggests, is a novel about the hazy love of young boys and girls. The synopsis of the story is to describe a young girl's love for a young male teacher in high school, and it is expressed in the first person to explain the personal experience of the original emotional germination of the girl's "I". His curiosity about sex and his irrepressible love for the opposite sex, as well as his yearning and pursuit for a better future in life, fully demonstrate the personal feelings of the girl who is just beginning to fall in love with the beautiful emotions of life, as well as the preliminary discussion of the weirdness and unpredictability of human emotions. The writing is delicate, the plot is euphemistic and tortuous, and the feelings are full, rich, fascinating, and I can't put it down. The theme of the work is to express the beauty of this teacher-student relationship through this teacher-student relationship, which fully demonstrates the breadth, profundity and equality of human nature. However, the story ends in tragedy, leaving the reader with deep food for thought.

This is Shihui's ** work, which took nearly two years of spare time. Although it is a creation, the main content is apocryphal, but there is no lack of it mixed with my own practical experience. As long as you know **, you can spy on the clues and sources at a glance. At that time, the work was serialized in the school magazine, and while it was well received, there was also a lot of controversy. The subject of controversy is the teacher-student relationship, and it is believed that the campus should not promote this kind of romance. Perhaps, it was precisely because of the end of the tragedy that she gave her a glimmer of life, and at the same time as it was published, she also received a certificate of honor from the school. Affirmed and encouraged, she planned to sort out the book later, but she couldn't get the way, and she was busy with her graduation thesis or something, so it was shelved indefinitely.

I thought that the teacher-student relationship I had would be gone, and with the end of this novel, I turned the page of my life and welcomed a new chapter. Unexpectedly, now it has inadvertently turned back again. She shook her head helplessly, lamenting her ill-fated fate.

She didn't know why Dongfang Yu divorced, although this was her hope, but now she didn't want to explore. Because, she only cares about the relationship in front of her, and doesn't want to trace it back to the source, for fear that it will be unpleasant due to exploration. It's just that she doesn't understand, since she is in love, why hide it and don't want to make it public, is there anything unspeakable! But then I think about it, he has his difficulties, and there must be a process, which will be made public. She had to admit that when she was with him, her body and mind were happy and full of hope. This is true whether the eaves are alone, or under the moon before the flowers.

That day, Mei Fang came running and sat in her office, her face full of inquiries.

Shihui knew that it was because she ran to find her when she was so excited that day. But now, she has something unspeakable and can't tell her frankly. It's just that she didn't know how to face Meifang for a while, and instinctively opened her mouth but didn't say a word. She hesitated again and again, feeling that it was better to respond to all changes with the same, and immediately made tea as if nothing was going on, planning to do something nonsense.

Seeing this, Mei Fang couldn't hold her breath, she asked directly, "Why are you looking for such an expression, what is the urgency of finding me that day, I heard that it is still in a hurry." Hurry up and say it, I still have something to do, so I don't disturb your leisure. ”

Shihui saw that Meifang couldn't wait, and when she saw this, she was not in a hurry, but she was secretly happy. I thought to myself, I was more anxious than you to tell you, but now, I can't say it. It just so happens that I take this opportunity to make you anxious and feel a little more balanced in my heart. So, she replied slowly, "If I find you, there is something, so it's better not to go to you." You are busy all day long, and you don't know what you are busy with, whether you have caught a golden beetle son-in-law, or you have made a windfall with gold and silver treasures, and you have not seen anyone rub your meal, drink your cup of tea, or get anything cheap from you. ”

After hearing this, Mei Fang was stunned, as if she didn't know her, her eyebrows were raised, and when she opened her mouth and was about to have a seizure, she immediately wilted again. Shihui didn't understand, she didn't know why Mei Fang had such a change in expression, and guessed that it might be because she was in the unit, and it was inconvenient to have too violent emotions.

"Cut, how can you talk like that. How capable you are, didn't I see you catch the golden beetle, pull it out to take a look, why don't you pull it out, why hide it, let me also see it, share it! It won't be that the level is too low, you can't take it, and you can't see what the sun is. ”

Shihui suddenly felt that she couldn't be shaken by her clubbing on the wall, and it was boring. She instinctively looked around, saw that no one was paying attention to what they were talking about, and turned her head to stare at Mei Fang, thinking that it was for the sake of the golden beetle son-in-law that she ran to your factory to find you in the first place. Hmph, if it weren't for the fact that you damn guy wasn't in the factory, I would have pounced, I'm afraid you would have known it a long time ago, and now it's all over the city, and it's raining in broad daylight. As she thought, she controlled her slightly agitated emotions and diverted the topic.

"Heh, you've been out for so many days and come back, it's really aggressive. Did you get the money back? ”

"Begging for money, oh, it's for debts." Mei Fang didn't seem to have completely come back to her senses, "Hey, it's not that easy." Now collecting debts is equivalent to cutting meat on them, and it is the master who owes the debt, but I am the grandson. How can you sit in the office easily, and take it every month, without having to work hard. ”

"You brought it on yourself." Shihui blurted out, "At the beginning, I begged you so much, the two of us worked together to get into college, but you didn't listen, and you slipped away quietly. Now he has said something like this, let me say something good about you. Now, I only hope that you will be rich and wiped out. ”

"Alas, don't talk about making a fortune, you can be content if you can mix up your days." Mei Fang looked melancholy, "Do you still say what you said back then?" ”

"I can't say why. At the beginning, your grades were no worse than mine, and your head was weak, who would have thought that you would go out to work. ”

Mei Fang did not refute after hearing this, and was silent for a moment, with a melancholy and lost expression on her face. Then he got up and said that he had urgent matters to do. Seeing this, Shihui didn't hold on any longer, and got up and followed. Mei Fang walked briskly and almost trotted, and persuaded her not to come out, waved her hand, and said without looking back that she was going to the Forestry Bureau to find someone to do something. Shihui stopped, looked at Meifang's still beautiful and lovely back, and suddenly realized that Meifang seemed to have some ulterior secrets. Alas, perhaps, this is the path of life, different people have different lives, it seems that it should be reasonable, but it is not. It's a lifetime of life, so I don't have to other people's idleness.