CHAPTER XXIII
When the fox came back from the green smoke, it was already the middle of the night, and the urban area at this time may still be brightly lit, but the suburbs of the green mountains and clear waters were only softly sung by insects and moonlight and stars. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Liu Yuanhua followed Canghu as usual, but Cang Yan, who was standing on Canghu's shoulder, hid his figure, and only Canghu and Liu Yuanhua could see it. After all, "Bi Fang" is too rare for human beings, and if they don't do this, there will always be a lot of trouble coming to their door, and they have long been accustomed to such disguises.
There was no light in the villa, and Jing Luo sat in the dark living room, obviously waiting for them. Seeing the fox coming back through the faint moonlight, Jing Luo immediately stood up happily, and then remembered that he forgot to turn on the light, so he hurriedly turned on the light, and stood in the brightness that seemed a little dazzling, looking at the fox nervously, waiting for her to speak.
Canghu looked a little tired, but in the face of Jing Luo's expectant gaze, she still lifted her spirits and smiled lightly.
"Xiao Man's memory has been successfully retrieved."
Saying that, Canghu opened his palm and looked at the colorful glimmer in her hand, Jing Luo breathed a sigh of relief, and the heart that he had been carrying finally let go, so that his body couldn't help but shake a little, and then slowly, a smile bloomed.
“…… Great......"
Looking at Jing Luo, who was almost crying with joy, the shallow smile on Canghu's face gradually faded.
Xiao Man's soft singing was not heard in the villa, Canghu glanced up at the second floor, and asked softly, "Has Xiao Man slept?" ”
Nodding, Jing Luo asked, "Do you need to call her up?" ”
"Not yet."
"Then this memory ......" His gaze fell on the colorful glimmer again, and Jing Luo looked at the fox again, looking a little impatient.
After a moment of silence, Canghu motioned for Jing Luo to sit down, and she and Liu Yuanhua sat down opposite Jing Luo, and then she looked at Jing Luo and spoke solemnly.
"Jingluo, are you sure you want to return this memory to Xiao Man completely?"
Stunned for a moment, Jing Luo frowned in confusion: "What do you mean?" You...... Aren't you ready to give her the memories back? ”
Canghu shook her head: "It's not like that, it's just ......" After a pause, she still couldn't bear to say everything she saw, so she looked at the five-colored shimmer and said, "You need to understand that this is not a good memory." ”
Jing Luo was stunned.
"The plover is not an ordinary demon, but an existence called 'auspicious beast' among some human beings, and what they will take away are some twists and turns, not so good memories."
But what Xiao Man has lost is the time spent with him! How can that memory not be a "good memory"?
Maybe it's because I've finally found hope, and I'm already looking forward to not being able to think about anything else at the moment, Jing Luo still doesn't quite understand, so Canghu said quietly: "Don't forget, in addition to the memories with you, she also has the memories of your absence." ”
His pupils shrank suddenly, Jing Luo seemed to understand a little, and his voice lowered when he spoke again.
"Her memories during my absence...... What is it about? ”
There was a moment of silence before the fox spoke softly.
“…… Room 302, Unit 4, Xingwang Community. ”
The moment he heard these words, Jing Luo's body shook suddenly, as if he was about to fall, and his face became extremely pale, but he immediately stabilized his body, and then quietly, looking straight at the glimmer in Canghu's hand, and slowly twisted his hands.
He didn't need to say anything more to Canghu, he could imagine it.
Anger, self-blame, pain, hatred...... Almost all the negative emotions appeared on Jing Luo's face, but he didn't speak, but clenched his teeth tightly, so hard that the smell of blood gradually appeared in his mouth, as if once he let go of his mouth, he couldn't help but let out a crazy roar.
Looking at Jing Luo, whose face changed slightly, Canghu held the glimmer and spoke softly.
"I am here to fulfill your wishes. Make a decision, whether you want to recover her memories or not. ”
Jing Luo's gaze moved slowly, as if he couldn't find focus, and finally landed on the group photos that he carefully wiped every day, looking at the happy smiling girl in the photo, he slowly let out a dry sound.
"No need. As long as it's a memory that makes her feel painful...... I don't have to recover ......."
"Is that good?" Canghu looked at Jing Luo seriously, "If you choose this way, I'm afraid even you will disappear from her memory." ”
"It doesn't matter. She got hurt because of me, forgetting about me...... Maybe it's a kind of happiness. ”
Although his voice was calm, Jing Luo's lips trembled slightly.
"Do you really think so?"
Jingluo didn't answer, Canghu was silent for a while, then took out the photo he borrowed from him and handed it back to him, saying, "What is the greatest happiness she hopes for, and what is the purpose of taking risks even if she knows the danger, you should know better than me." ”
Jing Luo didn't answer, he took the photo silently, but his hand trembled a little, tightly, hard, pinching his memories with Xiao Man.
After glancing at him deeply in silence, Canghu stood up and said indifferently: "Now that you have made a decision, it is time to complete my contract with you." ”
Nodding to Jingluo, Canghu and Liu Yuanhua turned around and went upstairs together, walking slowly towards the innermost room.
Looking at their backs, for a moment Jing Luo wanted to rush up to stop them, he stood up, but the outstretched hand finally retracted, he sat back on the sofa, held the photo tightly, and hung his head deeply.
Obviously he was not injured anywhere, but he was in so much pain that he couldn't even breathe.
“…… Sorry ......"
A trembling whisper spat out.
“…… I thought of it early in the morning...... If you stay with me like this, I'm afraid that one day I will be hurt...... But I still can't give up on you...... I even thought that there was still time, that as long as we got married and left the city, we could go to places that he couldn't reach, and be with you forever......"
"What the hell did I do......
"I'm sorry, I'm a selfish and cowardly man...... I know that leaving your side is the best choice, but looking at the happiness that is within reach, no matter what...... I can't let go......"
"I'm sorry, I hurt you......"
"I'm sorry...... Little Man......"
Painful voices echoed silently in the empty living room, fingers gripping his hair, and the other hand pressed the picture to his chest.
tightly, as if he wanted to take the happy smile that remained on the faces of the two of them deep into his heart.