Chapter 42: Sadness

It was late at night, and there were a few low insect chirpings outside the window. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

Liu Yan looked at the jade comb for a long time, thinking of Qu Ying's words, she suddenly felt a chill in her heart, and then put it aside angrily.

Seeing this jade comb last night, I also overflowed with joy from my heart, but I only felt full of melancholy when I saw him again tonight, and I didn't know how to relieve it.

Suddenly, she heard a sound outside the window, Liu Yan's heart tightened, the voice was very soft, but she heard it familiar, and a person's name popped up in her heart, and she couldn't help but open the curtain to look out, only to see a not very clear shadow printed on the window, tall as a cypress.

Letting go of the curtain, my heart is even more troubled.

After waiting for a while, there was no movement outside, and Liu Yan said in her heart, why don't you leave?

So he lifted up the curtain again, and looked, and still saw the shadow standing there, but it was as motionless as a stone.

Lu Yifang has been practicing martial arts all year round, and his ears are excellent, and since he stood outside the window, he heard the sound of sighing from Liu Yan's room, the voice was extremely soft, with a hundred turns of soft intestines, which made people feel palpitations in their hearts.

He remembered that in the past, she rarely showed a sad face, such as when she saw her, she could always see her smile, and in the past, she looked at him with a very different look, always with soft affection, so that people couldn't take their eyes off, but now why is she sad? Why is he as cold as ice?

Just when he was puzzled, the window creaked open, and Lu Fang raised his head in shock.

But seeing the woman in the window frowning slightly, as if she was resentful, her beautiful eyes were watery, as if she had just cried, and he felt pain in his heart: "Yan'er, you ......"

"General Lu has a bright life, why did he do the deeds of a gentleman on the beam and make people look down on him?" The woman's voice was low, vaguely resentful, but she couldn't bear it, and only looked at him sadly.

Lu Yifang was speechless for a while, but he never remembered that she had such a complaining appearance, but now seeing it made his heart soften, as if he had stuffed something, it made people's hearts uncomfortable.

"I hear you sighing, but what's wrong?" After a while, he asked a word.

Liu Yan was upset, she didn't want to be involved with him too much in this life, but after all, she was forced to be involved, could it be that the past really couldn't be changed? Does fate really like such a joke? If so, why would she have to live again?

If she lives like in her previous life, she really doesn't have that courage, she is afraid, afraid of the feeling of not being able to reach the world and not touching the ground, and afraid of the despair that calls the sky and the earth not working.

took out a purse from his sleeve and handed it to Lu Fangfang: "General Lu sent this thing to the wrong person, return it to you." ā€

Lu Fang didn't answer, he was afraid of her like this, afraid of seeing her wantless and wantless for herself, afraid of seeing her resolute when she returned his things, obviously he gave him something before, but now he is pretending to be ruthless to him, this is her desire to capture and indulge? Or did it deliberately trick him?

So that he is up and down in the midst of gains and losses, and he cannot be liberated, why is it?

I was annoyed, so I pretended to be calm and said: "This is for you, you can just keep it, if you don't like me to guard you, I won't come in the future." ā€

"General Lu is wrong, this thing was not given to me in the first place." Liu Yan stuffed the purse into his arms vigorously: "I didn't give you the hairpin on your head, but I don't need you to give me a gift in return, General Lu, please go back." ā€

Lu Fangfang's heart tightened, and he asked anxiously: "What did you say?" Didn't you send it? Who's that? ā€

"If you want to know who it is, ask the person who gave you the hairpin, and you will know when you ask."

"Yan'er ......"

"General Lu!" Liu Yan interrupted him: "Yan'er is not familiar with General Lu, and she is not familiar with General Lu to call me by my name. ā€

After that, he turned around and didn't look at him: "General Lu, please come back, don't come again in the future." ā€

Lu Fang took two steps back in disbelief, the purse in his hand was already as heavy as a thousand catties, did he misunderstand something? Liu Yan would be so decisive about him?

"Why? Why are you so ruthless? ā€

Tears are hanging down her eyebrows, Liu Yan is bitter in her heart, she is ruthless? Why didn't he ask himself why he was so ruthless? Cruelly left her, left Jianming, and left their orphans and widows in Xiliang, so that the heavens should not be, and the earth was not spiritual.

Lu Jianming asked her more than once, where is her father, why can't she always see him, but she doesn't know how to answer, how can she tell the child, your father doesn't want us for the sake of Jingyue and the third prince?

Bei Yan bit her red lip tightly, and bit the red lip out of blood, the smell of blood spread in her mouth, and the heartache gradually eased, Liu Yan came back to her senses, but she roared with hatred: "Get out!" I'm never going to see you again. ā€

Lu Fang looked at her back in a daze, but he didn't know why she was so angry, if he thought he was too reckless, he wouldn't come in the future, if he was......

He subconsciously touched the golden hairpin on his head and said in a low voice: "I don't know who gave me this thing, if it wasn't for you, I'd rather not want it!" If you don't like it, I'll throw it away, there's really no need to lose your temper so much and hurt your body carefully. ā€

With that, he took off the golden hairpin on his head and threw the golden crown on the ground together, turned around and strode away.

Liu Yan turned around, but saw that he had disappeared between the bamboo shadows.

The cold moonlight cast, the golden hairpin and golden crown on the ground flashed a faint light, and Liu Yan's head, which was not bright but shaky, was dizzy, and her eyes became more and more hazy.

couldn't help but say angrily: "You reckless man, who will taste your golden hairpin!" Don't throw it into the streets, what's the matter with me! ā€

I turned back to the bed and wanted to go to sleep, but I was afraid that I would not be able to explain it by someone who found the golden hairpin and golden crown, so I got out of bed again, went out cautiously, picked up the things on the ground and walked out of the small courtyard.

"You don't want it, but you can't rely on me to dispose of it at will." Muttering like this, Liu Yan picked up the golden crown and threw it into the pond in the garden, only to hear a bang, the golden crown entered the water, instantly drowned in the lotus pond, and there was no trace again.

Pick up the golden hairpin and throw it away, and hesitate a little for a while, this golden hairpin is something given by Qu Ying, although Lu Fang doesn't want it, but she has no right to dispose of it.

After hesitating for a long time, he didn't dare to lose it, so he returned to the room, took out a handkerchief and wrapped it in four or five layers, put it in a box, locked it in the cabinet, and hid it properly.

The moonlight was hidden behind the clouds, and the sky and the earth became darker and darker, and a figure quickly walked into the garden, gently entered the water, and touched the pool.

But when I saw the lotus pond, the lotus flowers were swaying, the lotus leaves were moving slightly, and the water was rippling, but I saw that the person was gently rising and falling, and was carefully groping.

The bright moon gradually turned westward, and the east faintly whitened the fish's belly, and the man crawled out of the pond and quickly disappeared into the small courtyard.