Chapter 59: The Final Battle (3)
In a trance, I felt as if I was in a warm place, this place was very warm, very peaceful, there was no killing, no sorrow, no suffering in the world, the only thing I had was hope, that is, empty hope, lonely hope!
Listening to the sound of a constant heartbeat echoing in my ears, I slowly fell into a deep sleep, and it seemed that I had never fallen asleep, I always knew what I was doing, but I didn't know what I was about to do?!
This is a very uncomfortable feeling, a feeling of humiliation that you know you have something very important to do, but you don't know what that very important thing is!
Just when I thought I was going to go on like this, suddenly, I felt a violent squeeze all over my body, and then, my eyes were bright, of course, only for a moment, and then it was dark, and I wanted to protest, I wanted to tell others that my eyes were out of sight, but when I shouted, it was an unusually familiar cry of a baby!
At this moment, I was directly stunned, what the hell is going on? Why am I a baby again?!
Hey?! Why do I say again?!
Isn't this the first time I've become a baby? Or did I forget something?!
In this way, my life has been revisited, every time, before the birth of something big, I will have a sense, feeling what kind of big thing to be born, and these premonitions, every time are extremely accurate around me, around me.? ?Eight? One Chinese? (8) ??. (1) 8?1?Z?
However, I'm not happy, because I always feel that each of these things seems to have been arranged, and each of them is something I am very familiar with, even when I am in love with Wang Jiani, I can even guess what she is going to say in the next second! What to do!
Because of this, there is no interest in my life, there is no little fun, the only pleasure is sleeping, that is, when I dream, the blood-red sky, the chaotic earth, and the familiar black ghost aura that can no longer be familiar in my dreams!
Until, until I reappeared in the red world, in an extremely heavy heart, I wiped out all the magma monsters in this world, and then, once again, I experienced the death of forty-nine ancestors of the bell breaker, and then, I once again faced the origin of the disaster of annihilation!
Of course, the final outcome was still like that, at a certain moment, I was swallowed into my stomach by the origin of the annihilation disaster! Then, again, I became a baby again, only this time, I spent a short time in that space, so short that I just felt a sense of security, and then I was pushed into the human realm!
In this way, reincarnation after reincarnation, familiar dreams again and again, familiar things again and again, everything, I can even close my eyes can be clearly imprinted in my heart, but I have to go on according to the original setting, continue to walk, until I enter the next reincarnation again!
I don't know how long it has been, it seems to be a generation, and it seems to be countless generations, just when I have forgotten what I want to do, a certain moment, a second of thinking, why am I living like this?
Why has my life been arranged like this?
Why doesn't my life feel anything new?
Why don't I dare go in the other direction?!
Why can't I break that preconceived trajectory of life? What the hell am I afraid of?!
In an instant, at that moment, on the night when my life appeared that I was about to contact Moling, I wanted to change, because I knew that on the next day, I would come into contact with Moling, and rely on Moling to defeat the female ghost of Huangquan, and then rely on Moling to enter the world of the bell solver!
Although I know that I will definitely enter the world of bell solvers, and I also know that after I become a bell solver, I need to do a very important thing, but I don't know what a big thing is? What does it have to do with me, anyway, I just know that I have to do this big thing!
However, when I forcibly reversed myself and did not go back that day, and stayed in the Internet café, it was suddenly revealed that although I did not experience last night, in other people's memories, there was actually something about my last night! There is a memory of what I didn't even do last night!
What the hell is going on here? Could it be that whether I do it or not, in the eyes of others, in fact, I am already doing it, whether I am dead or alive, in the eyes of others, I have always existed!
This! What the hell is going on!
At one point, I began to wonder why this was happening, and finally, after countless thoughts, I finally came to an extremely terrifying conclusion! That is, I have been in a dream, or rather, my life has been in someone else's fantasy!
As for how to get out of the illusion or the dream, it's very simple, the only way I can think of is - suicide!
If I am dead, can I continue like this even if I am already dead?!
Finally, when I succeeded in committing suicide, it was revealed that I couldn't die! Yes, although I had cut my wrist the night before, and had placed myself in the water tank, and the cold water had submerged me, and I had clearly felt that I was dead at that moment, but at dawn the next day, I was still alive!
No matter how much I struggled, the next day, I would come back to life until, until I was ready to kill myself in front of the disaster of annihilation again!
Everything has changed!
At that moment, when the Annihilation Calamity opened its mouth wide and rushed towards me, I suddenly felt a sharp pain all over my body, and at that moment, at the moment when the Annihilation Calamity was about to swallow me, I suddenly saw that my body was full of wounds!
Every time I hurt myself in a dream, it would affect the body that was shown?!
What is reality? What a dream!
At this moment, I finally remembered the most crucial question, why, at the moment when the Disaster of Annihilation attacked me, it was as if I had entered a dream?!
"Remember, the Three Realms are one!"
"Origin! The source is everything! ”
"Don't be fooled by appearances, see through appearances, see the essence!"
Idea? Essence? What is the appearance and what is the essence of Y?
Heaven is going to destroy the world, it is an appearance!
In an instant, endless memories entered my mind, countless reincarnations, countless perceptions, a little subtle difference, each time, reverberated clearly in my mind.
Finally, I don't know how long it took, maybe billions of years, or maybe for a moment, suddenly, a realization appeared in my mind!
Heaven is going to destroy the world, this is the appearance!
And all natural disasters are **, this is the essence!
**?!
What if ** is the appearance? So what is the essence again?!
Every person is an independent self-consciousness, and every self-consciousness is a pure me!
According to this saying, man is me, and I am man!
If that's the case, the essence of ** is me!
I am the essence of **! I am the essence of natural disasters! And natural disasters are the essence of the destruction of the world!
By analogy, me! It turned out to be the root of the destruction of the world!
In an instant, I saw that the original void space instantly collapsed, and a mirror seemed to appear in front of me, I was on this side of the mirror, and another me on the other side of the mirror, no one knew which one I was real!
"Defeat me, and you'll survive annihilation!"
The one on the other side didn't talk nonsense, just said this calmly, and then waited quietly in place, with a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth!
Looking at the smile on the other side, I couldn't help but smile wryly, if it weren't for so many years of reincarnation, maybe I would really be fooled, but this time, I won't!
"You've lost! I didn't win either! Destroy the world, or don't want it! ”
With a chuckle, I slowly stretched out my arms, and suddenly, my body slowly dissipated, the blood turned into a yellow spring again, the bones became heavenly punishment again, and all the energy returned to its original position again, of course, the only change was that the one on the other side of me, unexpectedly, laughed!
Then, the whole world collapsed, and I slowly opened my eyes with the collapse of the world, and in an instant, what appeared in front of me was that familiar smiling face!
postscript
On a certain day, at the junction of the human world and the ghost world, Wang Jiani and I officially got married, held a wedding, and collected two shares!
Of course, not to mention the money of the human world, the money of the egg and ghost world is very terrifying!
No, the Thousand-Handed Ghost King sent a set of ghost mansions! It is said that when we die, where will we live, and the current ghost world is also hard to find!
As for the Ghost Emperor, he sent a dragon and phoenix chair, pure gold, very cheesy, but the moment I sat on it, my souls and Wang Jiani's souls were directly bound to the ghost world, that is to say, when we are alive, we are together, and when we die, the soul will not enter reincarnation, so to speak, after death, we will be together for a longer time!
Of course, about the so-called disaster of annihilation, after our final analysis, we know that no matter who goes up last, they will go through those, if the most critical moment, we can't realize that the essence of natural disasters is actually every living being, the human world will eventually perish!
At that time, we also understood that in fact, natural disasters are not intended to destroy human beings, but to warn human beings that if they continue like this, our earth will one day not be able to withstand this degree of self-destruction!
When the time comes, it will be a real catastrophe of destruction!
Of course, now I am no longer the bell solver, but I have just opened a bubble tea shop, and I haven't thought about the name of the bubble tea shop yet!! (To be continued.) )