Chapter 20 Sending Officials
Although I don't like my mother-in-law very much, I still have a certain affection for her son Lan Sheng. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Before I was twenty-two years old, I dated a guy and talked for three years; Between the ages of twenty-two and twenty-five, I have dated seven or eight men, most of whom have met once and then never contacted each other; After I turned twenty-five, I didn't feel comfortable about it.
But after coming here, I met Lan Sheng, and at first glance I thought he was a very gentle person. In the words of a romance novel that I have glanced at a few times, he is a humble gentleman, the kind that is as gentle as jade.
Now, this gentleman stood before me, looking tired and sad. And I happen to have a problem, if I see something beautiful and feel sad, I can't help but feel sad, and then blame myself, I shouldn't let him encounter something sad.
So at this moment, my feelings are quite complicated and quite conflicted. On the one hand, I feel very sorry, and on the other hand, I feel a little joyful.
This joy gave birth to a delusion, the delusion that things would develop like written in romance novels, that Lan Sheng would stand up and try to defend me, protect me, and then we would let go of our previous suspicions, and finally the ending would be happy.
But this is really a delusion without factual basis, I should have thought that when the mother-in-law and the daughter-in-law are placed in front of a filial son at the same time, the filial son usually chooses the mother-in-law.
Such a choice will always win the admiration of women all over the world, but at the same time, it will also break their hearts.
Lan Sheng stood there, didn't look at me, only said coldly, "Ah Zhen, why are you doing this?" ”
That delusion finally disappeared.
The heart is just empty for a beat. I replied earnestly, "I haven't done anything." ”
He walked up to me, crouched down, looked at me closely, and said word by word: "Then tell me, who is it?" ”
The torch-like gaze seemed to penetrate my heart and chest all at once, burning my heart and pain. There was not a hint of softness on his face.
My lips twitched slightly, and after a moment's pause, I said, "I don't know." His voice was more weary than his.
His gaze turned to the moon to the side. I hurriedly stopped: "This matter has nothing to do with Yueying. ”
Yueying's trembling hand held my arm, and said with a little crying: "Zhu Niang, the rat poison was bought back by Yueying, and the disaster was Yueying's fault, so let Yueying take this responsibility......"
I interrupted her and said solemnly: "Things are as they are, such things will never be done by you, and you cannot be innocently responsible." After a pause, he said, "If you want to be investigated, let me bear this charge." ”
Lan Sheng suddenly looked at me in surprise and panic, and said, "Ah Zhen, I only need you to say a name, just say a name." Then he lowered his voice and said, "As long as it's someone else, I can solve this matter well." ”
I looked at him hopelessly, and when I opened my lips, I said, "I don't want to you, Lan Sheng." His eyes were dark. I swallowed my emotions and said, "I can't do that, I can't do it." After a pause, he said: "You can offend me, the lotus seed soup was sent by me to my mother, no matter what I say, I can't get rid of this crime." ”
He was silent for a while, and then said, "You really don't want to say it again? Even if it's for Yu'er. ”
Why didn't I think of Yu'er? But now the old lady is pressing, and someone must come out to take the blame. This matter was started by me, how can it affect others?
I lowered my eyes and said slowly, "Yu'er, after all, you have to grow up by yourself." I believe that even without her mother, her father will treat her well. ”
Yueying lay on my shoulder and arm, choked up: "Zhu Niang has promised Yueying that she will not leave Yueying and the little lady, the little lady is so young now, how can she not have a mother?" ”
The tip of his nose was suddenly sour, and his throat was swollen. I tried my best to calm my emotions and said in a dumb voice: "Yueying, Yu'er likes you very much, I'm not here, you have to take care of Yu'er and take care of yourself." Million...... Take care. ”
Yueying was already a little crying, and kept muttering: "Zhu Niang, it's Yueying's mistake, you have to go, don't go, okay......"
Lan Sheng opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to say something, and then suddenly smiled bitterly, and said astringently: "You don't care about Yu'er anymore, how can I still expect you to think about me?" He laughed bitterly a few times and said, "I'm really pitiful and ridiculous." ”
Xu was in a hurry, and a strand of hair fell from his sideburns, which made him look even more depressed. I couldn't help but raise my hand, wanting to brush his hair, but my hand was raised in the air, stopped again, and said, "I'm sorry, Lan Sheng." ”
"You can't stand me, what you can't stand is yourself, and Yu'er." After he finished speaking, he stood up and walked towards the old lady's couch, and said lightly as he walked, "Take the young lady down." ”
"Yes." Steward Wang bowed his head and saluted, and said suspiciously: "Bring it to ...... May I ask San Langzi, where to take the young lady? ”
"Official."
When Yue Ying heard this, she cried and walked to the old lady's couch, and said incoherently: "Old lady, ask the old lady to be kind and spare Zhu Niang...... Ask the old lady to take Yue Ying away, it was Yue Ying who did it, the old lady ......"
She sat on the couch, frowning, and did not say a word.
I shouted to Yueying, "Yueying, don't beg others. This matter has nothing to do with you, and I will not allow you to beg her so humbly. You just have to take care of Yu'er and yourself. With that, he got up and walked out the door.
walked far away, but you can still hear Yueying's crying.
Walking to the gate of the Blue Mansion, I stopped and looked at the Blue Mansion behind me. In the dim twilight, I saw only the scarlet doorpost, the dark and dull gate, and the light of the candle that remained in the gap between the closed gate, and finally, even the faint candle flame was no longer visible.
I lived there for only ten days, and it was inhabited by people I cared about. Although I also wanted to escape, now in my heart I am more reluctant and sorry for them. I remembered that the little headdress that I promised Yu'er to buy for her hadn't been bought yet, and I hadn't taken the time to chat with Yueying; I also remembered that I couldn't settle them before leaving.
The blue and dark sky suddenly drifted with autumn rain, this long-lost drizzle is here to see me off. It seems that my grievances have been inspired even by heaven. said that Dou E was wronged, at least she knew who to take revenge on, but what about me, I can't even figure out the main messenger behind it. Come to think of it, my brain was born with a lack of tendons.
But then again, will I die like this? But if I die like this, maybe I'll be able to wear it back to modern times. Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little more relaxed.
Just thinking about it in such a mess, the housekeeper beside him reminded: "Young lady, it's time to go to the official office." ”
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