Chapter 5: Be Strong
"Why do you want to be a man. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
The sun was a little surprised, why did Yuji have such a strange idea, this unrealistic idea was just like a little girl's fantasy, but seeing Natsukawa Yuki's serious eyes, the sun was really thinking like this.
"Because I want to be strong, as strong as you, Miss Liaozi, I hate this weak self now."
Natsukawa Yuki shook his head painfully, then raised his head and looked at the sunshine with a longing gaze, wanting to be a person like Kazuko.
"Why do you hate yourself, Yuji, in fact, you're not weak, you're just too kind, there is no one more gentle than you in this world."
The sun was a little bit of a fire, and he hugged Natsukawa Yuki into his arms and gently stroked her hair, and said a little inexplicably: "Actually, I'm not strong at all, I'm really weak, and every time I go out on a mission, I will be very unconfident in myself, maybe a little carelessness will lead to a tragedy." ”
"How come, Miss Mingxiaozi, you are so dazzling, unlike me, it is really useless."
Natsukawa Yuki obviously refused to believe the words of the sunshine Liaozi, how could such a dazzling person simply comfort himself as she said.
"Yuki, why do you think you're useless?"
The girl in front of her was in pain, just thinking of this, Hisakabe Ryoko felt that it was necessary to save her from the darkness, why was she so unconfident, Hisakabe Ryoko found that she had never understood Yuki's heart.
"I was very weak, once a long time ago, a boy confessed to me, I was at a loss, I didn't know whether to accept or reject, I just stunned for a moment and pointed to a girl and said, I like women. Actually, I like ordinary boys, but I have never appealed to this intention, and I have never met that boy again, and I have not handed over the love letter. ”
Natsukawa Yuki pushed open the door, sat on the sofa in the living room, lowered his head and said in disappointment, that was from a previous life.
A girl confessed to him, he didn't know how to respond to this feeling, and hurriedly pointed to a classmate and said that he liked men. Of course, no one believed that he liked men at that time, it was just a clumsy excuse for refusal.
"Just because of that?"
The sun was a burner and shook his head, I'm afraid things are not as simple as Natsukawa Yuki said.
"Isn't that enough? People like me are simply too useless, neither the intelligence of origami classmates, nor the courage and leadership of Miss Liaozi, I even find it difficult to talk to others, and if a person like me dies, I'm afraid no one will care. That's why I want to be a boy again, and if that's the case, I'll be brave. ”
Natsukawa Yuki said that the mood here is getting lower and lower, and even self-defeating, and even the sunshita burner on the side feels Yuki's misanthropy.
"Tomoki, being a boy doesn't make you brave. Youji you are a natural girl, you don't have to feel confused about your gender, Yuki is Yuki, not a kite origami, nor my sunshine Liaozi, but just you Yuki Natsukawa. ”
Is this child feeling lost in his heart because of his gender? The sun was thinking about it, and he didn't even pay attention to the sentence of turning back into a boy.
Although Hisakabe Rooko doesn't understand why Yuki has this trouble, as the mother of this child, she is still willing to listen to her and then say her advice.
Children at this age are always confused, just like the AST team she is in, as the team leader, she always has to play the role of the mother of the team members.
"Yuji is dead, I'm going to be very sad, and I'm afraid your parents who are far away in heaven will also be very sad, so it's no problem, Yuji, you must do it, by the way, is there anything else you want to tell me?"
The sun was burned and gave a thumbs up to Yuki Natsukawa, and in the face of this encouragement, Yuki Natsukawa couldn't help but laugh.
"Miss Liaozi, is it okay to do certain things?"
Yuki Natsukawa stood up and finally decided to reveal the truth to Ryoko Hisakabe.
"Whatever you do, the secret between women, or the person you like, you can tell me. Who called me your mom. ”
With a gentle smile on his face, this is only for Yuki Natsukawa, a smile that even the other members of the AST team can't enjoy, including the Iris Origami.
"Then Miss Liaozi, please come to my room."
Yuki Natsukawa began to send out invitations to Ryoko Hisakabe, this was the first time she invited someone into her room, and Ryoko Hisakabe was the first person.
"Well, I'm honored."
Of course, there is no refusal, what is Natsukawa Yuki's room like, and the sunshine is really curious.
How will Tomoki Natsukawa, a gentle child, decorate his room, like an origami like a kite, to dress up his room like a barracks, or like an ordinary girl.
The first thing that opened the door was a very messy room, not garbage, and the owner of the room, Yuki Natsukawa, did not tidy it up.
It's a bunch of things, just like a workshop.,Yuki locked himself in the room all day long.,Presumably it has something to do with doing these things.。
There seemed to be some potion boiling in a pot in the room, whether it was decocting the medicine or what it was doing, and Hisakabe guessed that this was the medicine that Yuki said she wanted to become a man.
"Yuji, you have to understand that matter determines consciousness, since you came to this world as a girl, you are a girl, and everyone also treats you as a girl."
Kaoko Kusakabe was a little flustered, she didn't know how determined Yuki was to become a boy now, but in her opinion, Yuki with this mentality was very abnormal.
"Uh, I know, don't worry about it. I brought you here to show you something, Miss Liaozi. ”
Natsukawa Tomoki pointed to the instrument hanging on the wall, which was a beautifully crafted violin with a clock decoration on it.
"Is this what your father left you? Looks pretty valuable. ”
The sun is amazing, this kind of just by looking at it knows that it is made by a famous artist, and this kind of violin is also known by she, a non-professional, the value of the violin is extraordinary.
"The name of this violin is 'The Sound of Polyphony', and it's my favorite instrument. I believe that it is a musical instrument that can bring good luck, so I like to play it every time, who knows that it will always bring bad luck and disaster to others, but because it is a treasure left by my father, I am afraid of being compared, and I cannot inherit my father's violin, no, just seeing it makes my legs weak, I feel scared, and I can't even pull the bow. ”
Natsukawa Yuki's eyes were firmly fixed on the sunshine of the fire, just now she was borrowing the voice of polyphony to tell something.
Every time, I can only see Kurumi Tokizaki doing bad things, and then it's late, in fact, she can come earlier, so that she can stop her, but just looking at Kurumi Tokizaki from a distance, her legs tremble and she can't move her steps at all, full of powerlessness, which is why she hates being weak.
"I don't think that's a reason for you to ignore it, you're the master of the sound of polyphony, even though it's your father's instrument, even though you can't play it now, but as long as you do it, you can definitely do it, what is evasion, Tomoki, I'm sure you can do it!"
"Then what should I do, Miss Liaozi!"
Natsukawa Yuki's expression became stunned, and Miss Liaozi understood what she said, she must have understood what she said.
"First of all, face yourself and face it with a positive attitude. The first thing is ......"
With a malicious smile, Kaoko Kusakabe looked at Yuki Natsukawa's body wrapped in thick clothes, and her claws began to reach out to her.
"Miss Liaozi, what are you doing here?"
Yuki Natsukawa was flustered, what the hell was Miss Liaozi going to do.
"Of course you have to strip off your clothes, face yourself of course you have to take off your ugly clothes, I don't allow you to wear such ugly clothes, dress me up like an ordinary girl!"
The sun was burned and pounced on Natsukawa Yuki, but unfortunately he pounced.
"Don't, absolutely not!"
Natsukawa Yuki clutched his clothes tightly, and his eyes began to burst into tears, how can this be, only this kind of thing is absolutely unwanted.
"Youji, this can't help you!"
The voice of Schadenfreude of the lower part of the fire sounded in Yuki's room, but she was for Yuki's good.