She is a proud son of heaven who graduated from a prestigious university, and she is very popular in school because of her beautiful appearance. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 As the graduation season came, like many people, she stepped into the talent market, casting her blank resume to different companies like a net.

"I'm sorry, miss, we don't recruit female employees here."

"I'm sorry, we need employees with work experience."

"I'm sorry, miss, we don't need ......"

I'm sorry, it's too much, she has numbly started to reply mechanically "It's okay", is it really okay? She didn't know it, so she could only submit her resume again and again, and was thrown into the trash after a few glances by the staff of those companies.

It turned out that society was not as beautiful as she imagined, she was very smart, and soon let go of her pretentious arrogance, and her eyes were no longer only staring at those big companies and big enterprises, and she began to lower her posture.

Finally she got her first job, although she didn't like it. The squinting business owner gave her a high salary, and her job was a secretary.

Perhaps proud, or unwilling to give in, she quit her job the day after she went to work and returned to the crowded talent market.

When she left that company, the lustful boss said something gloomy to her, which made her wake up suddenly.

"You're just a college graduate with no experience, no background, no qualifications, what do you have besides that pretty face? Lao Tzu likes you, it's your luck! ”

He's right, she has nothing, but she still has beauty. Clever she seemed to understand something, she began to put on makeup, began to dress herself.

Rejuvenated, she returned to the talent market, and on this day, a man sat in the recruitment position of his company, a little annoyed. The man has a small advertising company, and under the fierce competition in the industry, he has to find a few helpers in the talent market.

As before, she handed in her resume, which had never been paid much attention to, and was uncomfortably looked at by those men with ulterior motives, who looked at her resume carefully, and examined every inch of her skin with that presumptuous look.

She got her chance, but she had to pay a price. The men were subtle, but not difficult to understand. Is she going to do that? Won't she regret it?

Hesitating, she walked to the corner of the talent market, and she saw a man who looked a little bad. The newly divorced man looks a little unbearable, and the surface of the crumpled suit seems to have a little stain. is full of stubble, his face is full of tiredness, and the tiredness in his eyes makes people feel distressed to watch.

"Looking for a job?" When the man saw her standing not far away, he subconsciously greeted her.

After all, a man's company is just a small company, and the company can pick talents, and the talents will also pick the company, which is a two-way choice, so even the boss's man can't help but take the initiative.

She answered and handed over her resume, and the man looked at it carefully, his thick and straight eyebrows furrowed slightly. She found that the man looked very carefully, and kept asking her some questions, which had nothing to do with privacy, but seemed to be testing her abilities.

It's the only time I really feel like I'm looking for a job, not asking for a job, or selling myself like a commodity.

Respect, she finally realized the meaning of the word, and looked at the man with a little more something different in her eyes.

"You can come to our company tomorrow to give it a try, this is my business card." The man answered the phone, hurriedly packed up the things on his desk, and put her resume in his bag with the man, and handed her a business card.

She clutched the simple business card tightly, and looked forward to tomorrow.

The next day, she came to the man's company, which was in a small office building with only about 30 employees in total. She saw the man again, standing on the table, in an impassioned voice to the staff below, encouraging and emphasizing something she didn't understand. But the man who was high up at that moment was charming, she adored him and longed for something, a seed planted in her heart.

She successfully stayed in the man's company, she still worked as a secretary, but she liked to follow the man's side, watch him negotiate business after business at the negotiation table, and scold Fang Yu in the conference room. No matter how tired you are, it's always hard to be convincing when you need him, and you can deeply feel the passion he brings to you.

This is an excellent man, and she is a beautiful woman, but nothing happens, men seem to only know work, only value work, only think about work, everything is just for work! She was a little angry, but more pity, she inadvertently knew about the man's divorce, and there seemed to be some impulsiveness in her heart.

So she began to learn everything about men, understand the industry, and strive to absorb all the nutrients that can be absorbed, and she is growing. She succeeded in attracting the attention of men, she was no longer a secretary, she became a powerful assistant to men, and the relationship between the two became closer and closer.

She got a lot of things, men seemed to be more and more inseparable from her, and she enjoyed more and more the accomplishments at work and the unparalleled sense of accomplishment that brought her. She learns everything about men, she seems to fall in love with work, and she starts to work as crazy as men, and not only that. She also learns to be cold and serious with men, so that she finds that her cold appearance protects herself from being harassed by disgusting men.

She kept getting promoted, and the smile on her face kept decreasing, as if no one could see her smile except for the man.

She and the man became more and more tacit and closer, and finally one day, the two broke through the original relationship after a drink, in fact, everything was deliberately planned by her.

After that night, the man looked at the red on the snow-white sheets and said to her, "I will be responsible." "This man never lives up to the trust that others put in him, and she feels that she is happy.

She fell in love with a man, lived together, and finally entered the marriage hall, everything was beautiful, but one day she was pregnant, and the man asked her to put down all the work in hand and raise the baby at home with peace of mind.

She was a little reluctant, but the man was very paranoid and insistent, this was his first child! She pouted and went home sullenly, but how could she sit still, who was already madly obsessed with work, she secretly found another job.

deliberately staggered the time with the man to go to work and get off work, everything seemed to be very coordinated, but an accident she lost the child in her belly.

The man in the hospital held her hand tightly, he never cried, he looked at her flat belly and cried, he seemed to pour infinite love into this unborn child. That kind of love even made her a little jealous.

At that time, she still did not tell the man that she had lost her child because of another job. Life returned to its original trajectory again, the man packed up the baby products he bought, full of a lot, he really longed for the unborn but dead baby.

The man's lonely look made her love and fear, she loved the man's love for the child, and she was afraid that if he knew the reason, would it? …… She didn't dare to think about it anymore, so she could only continue to hide it.

She still didn't let go of that job after the miscarriage, because she had gradually stood out in another large company, and the head of her department was very optimistic about her, and under the cultivation and promotion of her dedication, she repaid the kindness with her excellent work.

Work was going well and well, but there was less laughter at home, and men seemed to be more and more cold to her, a silence that looked at her but did not speak, and she tried to know why. Suspected of cheating on the man, checked the information of all the man's communication devices, but there was no evidence.

What's going on? She was a little confused, and the man became more and more silent, until finally the two lived under the same roof and even began to stop talking. She couldn't stand it, she felt that the man's heart had changed, and she cried and quarreled with the man all day long. In response to her silence, she wants a divorce!

This kind of life has forced her crazy, and when she filed for divorce, the man looked calm, smiled miserably, and did not speak.

Until she opened the man's diary, she originally wanted to find his household registration book to go through the divorce procedures, but found the thick diary.

This is the experience of a man for half a lifetime, many things she doesn't know and the man's personality is clearly presented in it, the man never seems to let her down in her memory, in his diary she sees a man's self-description, reflection, and optimism about life that never gives up.

Until I saw the heartfelt and straightforward words of the man when I married her: I love her and hope we can go together for the rest of our lives!

When she was pregnant, the man's ecstasy and excitement: I'm Lao Zhao! I have a baby! What should I call him/her? The man's name is Zhao Qiang? It's so earthy, pass! Zhao Wenqiang? Forget it, my old Zhao's baby doesn't need to be mixed with the black, I have to discuss it with the child's mother. The woman's name is Zhao Susu! Haha, it's nice and meaningful, like one! ……

The man wrote a lot, and the words that jumped out were like a child's joy, her eyes moistened, it turned out that he really loved that child, and he loved her just as much!

When she miscarried, the man's text seemed to be a little weak and paused: he (she) was gone...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

A whole page of sorry, her tears fell down her cheeks on the paper, and came into contact with the already wrinkled page, the folds of the road were the traces of the man's tears shed late at night and wet and dry, it was she who should say sorry, she regretted it......

After that, it was pages and pages of trivia until she saw the words that made her breath stagnate.

"Why doesn't she stay at home? Why does she still have to go out to work? Why didn't she tell me? Why doesn't she seem to care at all without children? Why ......"

Why did that make her suddenly, and it made her a little frightened, and she turned the pages again, and the same sentence was on it: She still didn't say, maybe I should wait.

She suddenly remembered the man's silence, he didn't want to question her why, he was afraid that those questions on paper would hurt her! Just waiting for her to say it, again and again, again and again, there was no blame for her in the diary, and there was no anger towards her, but there was a sentence in that sentence: she still didn't say it, maybe ...... I should have waited a little longer.

The man carefully maintained everything for her with his silence, and she regretted it, and sobbed to see the last page of the diary, which read: She wants a divorce...... Maybe I'm wrong again. Just don't let two people live together in pain, she may want to be free......

The man's handwriting is sloppy, and there is no greater grief than heart death! The man's is helpless compromise and lonely sourness.

No! She doesn't want to be free, it's not your fault, it's all her, she hurriedly stood up and called the man, but no one answered.

In the past few days, the man has been in the company, and she drove to the man's company without even bothering to change her clothes.

The man was working in the office, his face tired, his eyes were exactly the same as she had seen a few years ago, only older.

Looking at her in silence as always, her eyes were full of tears, and she said, "I don't want to get divorced, Zhao Yan, I was wrong." ”

The man listened calmly, looked into her eyes and said, "You may not know that I have been waiting for your answer, but you have not given it to me, I think we are no longer suitable to be together." When a man is ruthless, it means that there is no room for reversal, she clearly understands the temperament of men, but she refuses to give up.

A woman who refuses to give up and wants to make up for her mistakes - Su Qinghe.