Chapter 40: Crying in the Rain

On the second day, Qianping and I went out of the palace early in the morning to the market to find a messenger and gave some silver taels, and after a careful explanation, we found a teahouse, chose a quiet corner on the second floor, called a pot of Biluochun to sit down and drink tea while waiting, and Qianping looked downstairs from time to time to see the pedestrians coming and going. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Estimating the time of half a cup of tea, Qianping found the figure of Murong Pet Chenfeng in the crowd, and immediately ran to me and whispered in my ear: "Princess, the Seventh Prince is here." ”

I looked into the crowd, and sure enough, it was him, so I told Qianping to go downstairs and bring him over, while I continued to drink tea.

After a while, Murong Chenfeng went upstairs, sat down opposite me, smiled modestly, and said: "When the housekeeper handed over the letter to me, I still wondered who it was, until I opened the letter and read it, I didn't know, Bingxi, why don't you let the people in the palace come to my house to report something, I went over, and you don't have to leave the house early in the morning." ”

I sighed, Murong Chenfeng, why didn't you see it at all, I didn't let the people in the mansion look for you, I stayed in the mansion and waited, and I deliberately found a small guy outside to run errands and deliver the letter, isn't the purpose obvious. But I can't tell you directly, I thought about it, and said, "I've been in the house for a long time, and it's hard to come out and breathe." ”

Murong Chenfeng nodded slightly, and asked again, "Does the fourth brother know that you are out of the mansion?" ”

"I didn't tell him, but when I went out, the people in the house saw it, so I think he should know." I said lightly. The people in the house are loyal to him, and when they see me going out, they will probably tell him, whether they say it or not, and he will know in the end.

Murong Chenfeng said slowly: "It seems that the fourth brother really does everything by you, there is no freedom to restrain you, he has always been a person who does not compromise easily, which is not like his usual style of doing things." ”

I didn't make a sound, because I admitted what Murong Chenfeng said, he was really good to me, he relied on me in everything, and never forced me. Then, I took out a cup and poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of Murong Chenfeng.

He picked up the teacup and drank it all, and suddenly seemed to remember something, hurriedly put down the cup, looked at me and asked, "After talking for a long time, you haven't told me what the hell is looking for me." ”

I glanced at Qianping, and Qianping immediately understood what I meant and handed over the things in her hand to me.

I handed the sachet to Murong Chenfeng and said, "If you enter the palace, please give this to Concubine Jin." ”

Murong Chenfeng took it and looked at it, with a blank expression, and asked: "A sachet, in addition to exquisite embroidery and meticulous workmanship, I don't see any difference from other sachets, does this have any deep meaning?" ”

I smiled bitterly, but it was just a small sachet, how could it be profound.

Seeing that he was puzzled, I explained: "Last time I went to see Concubine Jin, I saw that she coughed and hurt her nerves from time to time, and after returning home, I ordered Qianping to make this sachet, which contained the unique spices of our Chu country, and some plum blossoms. ”

This spice was used by the emperor's grandmother when she was tired, the effect was really good, and she brought some with her before leaving the Chu State, and when she came back from the palace that day, she accidentally remembered this, and she put it away, but it was better to make it into a sachet for Concubine Jin, maybe it could relieve a little fearless pain.

Murong Chenfeng looked at me, his eyes showed surprise and admiration, and said gently: "You have a heart, I'm ashamed to say it, I have heard that Concubine Jin has been haunted by Wanli's illness, although my fourth brother and I are clear, but we have never been concerned, it seems that those of us who are sons are not as good as you." After a pause, he continued: "So I have a little understanding that you are not in the palace and handed it over to me, you don't want the fourth brother to know that it is one of them, and the second is that you could have entered the palace directly and handed it over to Concubine Jin in person, but today you asked me to take it, you don't want others to know about your low-key behavior, right?" ”

Murong Chenfeng's explanation made me have to admit that Murong Chenxi was not the only one who was smart among the sons of the Northern Desert Emperor. As he said, I don't want Murong Chenxi to know, since he has the heart not to untie the knot with Concubine Jin, why bother to worry about it, I don't send it personally, in my opinion, it's just an ordinary thing, it's a matter of effort, it's a small thing to run into the palace, if you are subjected to some unnecessary verbal disputes because of this, why bother.

I couldn't help clapping my hands and said, "Since the Seventh Princes understand, then Bingxi won't say much, and I hope to hand it over to Concubine Jin." ”

Murong Chongchen nodded briskly in agreement.

After some small talk, Murong Pet Chenfeng wanted to send me back, but I politely refused, so we parted ways in the teahouse.

Qianping and I walked first on the street, and Qianping murmured: "Princess, it turns out that this sachet is for Concubine Jin, no wonder you told me to bring it before we came out." ”

I said: "Something can only reflect its value if it is used in practice, since it is helpful to Concubine Jin, why not take it out and share it with others, it is a pity to put it idle in the house." ”

Qianping nodded seriously and said, "Princess, what you said makes sense, if only everyone could be as enthusiastic as you, princess." ”

I know that Qianping is praising me, but in my opinion, they are just ordinary little things, and everyone can do it as long as they have the heart. Since we can't control others, we can do our part.

I looked at the sky, it was gloomy, and I said to Qianping, "It seems to be raining this day, let's go back quickly." ”

"Okay." Qianping responded.

As I was talking, suddenly a person rode a horse past me and Qianping, almost hit me and Qianping, and after standing still, I looked up, it was a young man in white on a horse, I was shocked, how did that figure ・・・・・・ so much like Junxuan, and suddenly familiarity surged into my heart. Countless voices echoed in my heart, was it him? Is that him・・・・・・

Ignoring Qianping's shouts, I chased after the young man on horseback.

Is that you? Jun Xuan, if it's you, why don't you look back at me. Why did you abandon me, you said you would hold hands with me until you were old

If you just meet, you can't stop there, it's better not to meet at the beginning, there was a time when I thought so, I would rather I hadn't been to Qi Country, so I wouldn't have met Qi Junxuan. But when everything familiar appeared in front of me, I realized that what I thought was nothing more than self-deception.

I kept running, my heart kept shouting, and my tears kept venting. I thought I could forget it cleanly, but when that familiar feeling came back, those buried memories came back in an instant, and my heart was twitched hard, so painful.

Suddenly the rain fell, and the pedestrians on the road came less and less, and I still kept running, but no matter how I cried and shouted, the young man in white became farther and farther away, and gradually disappeared from my sight, and finally I couldn't run anymore, I fell to the ground weakly, let the rain beat, I cried and stared at the figure in front of me who had long disappeared, desperate and painful.

The weakest part of people is reluctance, at this time I don't have the usual calmness, I don't have a strong appearance, like a cute child crying in the rain. It's not that I'm not brave enough, it's that I'm reluctant to let go of it to be so painful.

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In the heavy rain, I was alone and frozen, and there was no trace of cold temperature in my heart, until Qianping found me.

"Princess, what's wrong with you?" Qianping said to me crying.

At this time, I was already exhausted, I smiled hard, pointed ahead, and said in a low voice with all my strength: "I saw him, it's Junxuan, it's him." ”

Qianping shook her head helplessly, "Princess, that's not the third prince, it's not ・・・・・・ he's just imagining it from his back." ・”

No? I muttered to myself, it turned out that it wasn't him, and I felt ridiculous, but I thought he was Junxuan, how could he come to the Northern Desert now that he was in the distant country of Qi, how could I treat others as him, and then I forgot how I fell into Qianping's arms・・・・・・