Chapter 153 has an end
"I know you don't mean it, you're just used to it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIf I had never known you, wouldn't I have to bear the dangers and tribulations of today? I don't want to put my safety on others, I'm sorry, I'm timid, I'm afraid of trusting people to others. Du Mijin thought for a long time before gritting her teeth and saying the last sentence, of course she knew how hurtful this sentence was, but this was what she really wanted to say in her heart now. In the past, in the teaching, the master repeatedly told himself not to rely on anyone. In the field of power and conspiracy, what is calculated, used, and played with is the people's heart. How you treat the world, one day, the world will return to you. Maybe one day, you will also become a chess game in the hands of others, whether you advance or retreat, and you can't help yourself. So people's hearts are a double-edged sword, success or failure depends on whether you are indifferent enough, never believe in people's hearts, if you believe, you will not be far from losing. When Du Mijin was desperately in love with Liang Youhuan, she didn't want to think about it, all she wanted was to have a simple relationship at a suitable age. But now, these words are always ringing in her ears every once in a while, and Du Mijin can no longer find her trust in Liang Youhuan in the first place. She finally had to admit once again that the master was right, rather than relying on others, it was better to rely on herself, at least only herself, who could never betray herself.
But Liang Youhuan may not think so, after all, there is still a gap between understanding and acceptance. He could understand that Du Mijin had a problem, but when he really heard these words, his heart would still be as sluggish as if he had been hit hard by a blunt object. He looked at Du Mijin's back with some sadness and said, "Mijin, do we really have to be like this?" ”
Liang Youhuan's voice was extremely tired and depressed, and even faintly cried a little, and the voice spread through Du Mijin's ears, reaching the bottom of his heart, involving a trace of dull pain. Du Mijin didn't want to say anything, so he straightened his spine and walked out of his sight, but he couldn't take a step anyway, and seemed to be complaining to her wordlessly-she loved this man. Because of love, you can't bear it; It is also because of love that we must give up.
Du Mijin sniffed, tried to suppress the sourness, and said in a gentle and unreal tone: "Before I went down the mountain, the master used the life and death battle in order to test my ability. It was the most advanced formation in the formation, and everyone saw a different scene, but it was undoubtedly the last thing they wanted to face, guess what I saw? I once loved a boy, I thought he was empathetic, I tried to reason with him, I refused to listen to any explanation from him, and finally I killed him. But it wasn't until the moment he died in my arms that I realized that maybe it was just a misunderstanding. He proved his affection for me in the most decisive way, but I forgot all about it, and I didn't even remember what he looked like. I can't even open the memories I buried, how hurt is it? When I was in the middle of the battle, I said to myself, I have to go out, I have to live, so that I can correct my mistakes, if there is still tomorrow, there are still people who can enter my heart, no matter what I see and know, I must ask a person who understands clearly in person, and no longer be a stubborn and stubborn person. It is this kind of thought that supports me to break the door of life and death, and in the Upper Puritanism, there will never be more than 5 people who can break through the door of life and death, and there will never be more than 5 people who come out alive. Mind power is scary, isn't it? But now I know that I was wrong, very wrong, even if I survived, even if I remembered the promise I made to myself, I still couldn't do it. Just because I am Du Mijin, I have always been very proud and afraid of losing. There are some words that I will never ask, and there are some feelings that I will not fight even if I value them. If a person can really change his most essential thing, is it still the same person? Liang Youhuan, I like you, there's no doubt about it. It's just that this liking is too grinding, and I'm afraid that one day I'll be polished into my most shameless appearance by suspicion and jealousy, so no matter how much I like it, I can only stop in moderation. Don't say I don't cherish it, I'll bet on my heart in this game, do you have something to hide from me? ”
After Du Mijin finished speaking, he slowly turned around and stared at Liang Youhuan quietly with tearful eyes, this expression had exceeded the scope of sadness, to be precise, heartbreak. Liang Youhuan knew what this expression meant, and he hesitated and struggled, but in the end, he still avoided Du Mijin's gaze. The moment he silently lowered his head, Du Mijin finally laughed out loud with the tears that slipped down. For the first time, Liang Youhuan knew that the sadness conveyed by the original smile was more desperate than tears. The moment he heard Du Mijin's laughter, Liang Youhuan felt his heartbeat suddenly stop, and that moment of suffocation turned into sharp pain that spread throughout his body. Fear mixed with regret swept over the sky, he raised his head suddenly, wanting to say something, but it was too late, he saw Du Mijin laughing miserably and said to himself: "I think I know your answer." Yu-hwan, don't blame me, I did my best. You won't know how tiring it is to like you, and I can't bear it. Maybe hard work and perseverance are not the best ending, let's calm down, so be it. ”
The word "break up" lingered on Du Mijin's lips several times, that is, no matter how painful she made up her mind, she couldn't say it, so she could only use this euphemistic way to give her feelings a reprieve. But the act of turning around and leaving without any hesitation was enough to reveal the meaning of her farewell. Liang Youhuan knew that this time Du Mijin had made up his mind and couldn't keep it. Maybe this is another joke of fate.
The next morning, when Liang Youhuan pressed the time to go to work and pushed open the door of the company a second before he was late, Lin Li Feifei finally breathed a sigh of relief. Yesterday afternoon, seeing Du Mijin and Liang Youhuan returning to the company with their feet in front and back, the expressions on their faces were like the end of the world, and Lin Li Feifei couldn't help but worry. Seeing that the class is about to start the next day, if the lecturer and teaching assistant pick their son because of the awkwardness, where will they catch someone and save the scene at this time! originally wanted to persuade and adjust in the middle, but the aura of these two people who "don't get close to the living" was too powerful, and the resentment index exploded instantly, and they didn't dare to come forward and talk casually. Feeling that if you say something wrong, you can instantly become a punching bag, and you will be choked to death several times back and forth, Lin Li Feifei would rather cancel the emotional training class than touch this mold, so he has been terrified since yesterday, and now seeing that the two of them come to work in a good manner, his heart is completely bottomed. (To be continued.) )