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The depressed mood spread in my heart little by little, but I just pursed my lips and smiled, and said, "You didn't marry Yun Qing now, but married me, so won't Yun Qing be entangled by him again?" ”

Lan Sheng was silent for a while, and said: "There is no way, Yunqing, she can't live under the cover of that fake marriage contract forever, she wants to marry after all, so do I, I also want to marry a wife." ”

Then haven't you thought about marrying Yun Qing? I looked at him and wanted to ask.

Lan Sheng looked at me with a serious expression, and continued: "At that time, I was thinking about studying and seeking fame, how could I think about that? When my mother discussed this with me, I only thought that this would help Yunqing, and besides, I was not at home all the time, so this fake marriage contract was the same as not being for me. ”

He took me into his arms and said, "I've said so much, are you now dispelled?" ”

"I just want to get to the bottom of it." I said.

Lan Sheng took the tongs to stir the charcoal fire and said, "What else do you want to know?" Let's talk about it together. ”

I also want to know, after your fame is decided, have you ever thought about it......

I really can't ask, this kind of questioning of women is really terrible.

Whatever the answer, it's me who is with Lan Sheng right now. For my sake, he is willing to give back the family affair that his uncle set for him. What else do I have to doubt? Asking so much, do you want to push the person next to you to someone else?

Why do I have so many doubts? It's just that I sense that things are going in the direction I fear. Because he has no confidence, he is suspicious.

What happens at worst?

Is it still the same as the previous life?

Yun Qing entered the door and became Aunt Qing. The relationship between me and Lan Sheng will become weaker and weaker...... I found a lover surnamed Liang...... Then I threw myself into the lake with depression...... Eventually, time and space reincarnated.

The logic of this is very suspicious! I can't control other people's actions, but I can at least control my own behavior.

Now that I know some of the things in my previous life, I won't repeat those mistakes in this life. I will try my best to maintain a deep conjugal relationship with Lan Sheng, I will not go to find a lover, let alone jump into the lake.

So what exactly am I struggling with?

I'm struggling with whether Lan Sheng loves me or not? In the entanglement, does he have any thoughts about Yun Qing in his heart? I'm struggling, what should I do if he marries Yun Qing?

Who's weaving the web?

It's me. Am I so caught up in this story that I forgot the purpose of my rebirth?

My goal is to survive the last node of time and space in the mirror, so that I can avoid reincarnation again and get out of the mirror world.

In other words, I'm going to have to live past the age of thirty-nine.

What would be it that would keep me alive here?

If I want to live, just past the age of thirty-nine, how can I not live?

Unless I don't want to live myself.

The weaver of the web could not help but inevitably weave himself into the net, only to find himself weaving a siege for himself. I couldn't escape, so I died.

Is that so?

Why did this turn into a siege?

I looked at Lan Sheng calmly, and my heart suddenly stopped flowing.

Why did I marry Lan Sheng?

for I know that I will and must marry him.

Why wasn't the first answer that came to my mind "because I love him"?

It's because I know I have to marry him, that's why I love him, so I bother to make him fall in love with me.

In such an extremely rational situation, I had doubts about my feelings for Lan Sheng for the first time.

I suddenly sensed a danger that once I reached this extreme sane situation, I would shrink my emotions, cut off my connection with anyone, and become indifferent and cold.

Lan Sheng didn't notice it, he rubbed my cheek, and said in an affectionate tone, "Why are you only looking at me?" Don't ask? ”

If this were a normal day, I would have felt that I enjoyed this kind of warmth. But now, I suddenly feel awkward.

My hand hidden in my sleeve pinched my leg hard.

Secretly told myself that I couldn't get along with Lan Sheng in such a state, or rather, I couldn't think about all the problems with such an extremely rational mind.

Now that I'm a webweaver involved in it, I can't be an indifferent outsider.

The silver charcoal in the charcoal basin was burning vigorously, and it spit out its small pale blue tongue.

I was crooked in Lan Sheng's arms, and his hand around me was gently and rhythmically patting on my arm, like a child to sleep.

My heart softened again, and as soon as the floodgates of reason were released, the river of emotions that had been closed slowly flowed out again.

Some people say that "love" is actually a feeling, and now that feeling can be perceived.

I love Lan Sheng, I thought to myself.

If I had not loved him, I would not have been born again to have a relationship with him before I was twenty-six years old. If I had not loved him, with my temperament, I would not have married him; If I didn't love him, I wouldn't care so much about him and Yun Qing.

Lan Sheng's beautiful voice sounded above his head, and he said, "You...... Asleep? ”

I laughed out loud and said, "No ......."

Lan Sheng said again: "Sister Wan, Yunqing's family saved her mother's life after all, my mother and I couldn't watch Yunqing suffer that kind of crime, the so-called 'fake marriage contract' was forced to do so, can you understand?" ”

"I understand," I looked up at him, "of course I do. ”

If someone else has been kind to you, you will definitely have to repay it. The saving grace is even more incompensable.

What I'm struggling with is not this, but because I only know all this now, compared to the relationship between Yunqing and the Lan family, I am like a third party who intervenes.

On the one hand, I have a faint guilt for Yunqing in my heart; On the other hand, I am wary of her and don't want her to marry into the Lan family.

Lan Sheng hugged me and said softly, "Then let's wash and sleep, okay?" I'm going to Fuzhou early tomorrow morning. ”

I was lonely. After fifteen, Lan Sheng is going back to Fuzhou to be on duty, and I don't know when he will return? Although you can rest, you can't come back after a long journey.

Lan Sheng suddenly scraped the bridge of my nose with his hand and quipped: "People are still in front of you, are you sad like this?" If you leave, you can't wash your face with tears every day? ”

I wrapped my arms around his waist and whispered, "I can't bear you...... Lan Sheng. ”

With you, I feel that I have something to rely on in the house; With you, I feel like my home.

Lan Sheng hugged me tightly, and said in a deep voice, "I can't bear to ...... you."