Chapter 257: A Guilty Conscience
In a dilemma. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
It is said that Tang Fei is not an indecisive person, let alone a water-based poplar.
Although she is a little selfish and has some woman's vanity, she really didn't think of such a terrible idea as fishing for King Rui as a spare tire.
On the contrary, she is particularly self-aware, and she never feels that she has any charm, and she can attract handsome guys who have a vote to die for herself.
Even, the emperor is so good to her now, she thinks that this is good, like a castle made of sand, maybe there will be a tornado, and it will disperse.
Tang Fei has always felt that he has a clear conscience in doing things, except for one person, it is Duan Zhiyuan, the king of Rui.
The women in the palace are fighting back and forth, all for their own interests, there is nothing good to be had, everyone is the same.
That's the case, Tang Fei never thought of taking the initiative to harm others, or using any cruel and vicious means against others.
For the emperor, Tang Fei may not be able to say that he loves him, but he definitely likes it.
In fact, to this extent, it makes no difference whether you love it or not.
Around his life, he should be by the emperor's side, and his whole life should be dedicated to the emperor, so although the emperor is so good to Tang Fei, Tang Fei does not feel empty-hearted.
It is precisely because of a clear conscience that Tang Fei has no burden and dreams every night.
Except for one person, except for this person, Tang Fei had a rare insomnia for several nights.
It is this Ruiwang Duan Zhiyuan.
In fact, Duan Zhiyuan is Tang Fei's first love.
Tang Fei was the first man in his two lives to be tempted and make her deer jump.
His love was always so persistent, so passionate, like a raging hellfire.
Although I know that I will be burned out as soon as I get contaminated, the warmth of Akagi always makes people want to get closer.
Duan Zhiyuan is a nerd, straight-headed, clumsy, and short-sighted, which is simply equivalent to a disabled person in ancient times.
Despite all his shortcomings, he had the purest and most dedicated mind in the world.
But is it useful to be pure and single-minded?
Which is more important, single-mindedness or money, or power?
Tang Fei didn't know.
But Tang Fei knew that the most important thing he should do now was to stay away from him.
This is not only best for himself, but also better for him.
Tang Fei's guilt comes from his inability to respond to Duan Zhiyuan's love.
Not only could he not respond, but he even took advantage of his love.
If you want to be friends with him knowing that there is no hope, it is a sin in itself.
Thinking of the eldest princess's proposal at yesterday's banquet, Tang Fei slowly took a few steps back.
Let's stop intersecting.
King Rui, Yuan'er, he should also have his own life, and he should also have his own princess.
I used to use him, I used to ask him, I used to like him, I used to selfishly want him to wait forever.
But it's time for that to end.
No one should wait forever for someone.
Even if the person is himself.
Just as Tang Fei hesitated and was about to turn around and leave, as if he had a heart, Duan Zhiyuan found Tang Fei.
"Fei'er!" Duan Zhiyuan's voice was gentle and clear in the warm morning light of winter.
Tang Fei was helpless, Duan Zhiyuan was obviously short-sighted, but he could always find his existence at a glance in the distant crowd.
Don't be soft-hearted, don't be entangled anymore, long pain is better than short pain, Tang Fei!
Tang Fei didn't hear it, quickened his pace and turned to walk forward.
There was a 'poof' sound behind him.
Tang Fei had no choice but to turn around, and sure enough, Duan Zhiyuan had fallen to the ground again, and his body was covered with snow marks.
This ability to wrestle on the ground really made Tang Fei extremely speechless.
Obviously, he looks like a personable aristocratic son, and he is even more proficient in calligraphy, poetry, flute, and piano, but why, the things he does are always so stupid.
Have you really forgotten who said, 'God has given you a window, and will close a door for you'?
"Fei'er, I, I don't have anything to do..."Duan Zhiyuan saw that Tang Fei's face was not good, and he couldn't help but be a little nervous, and stammered.
"Hurry up." Tang Fei didn't want to make any ambiguous moves, so he stood aside and watched Duan Zhiyuan get up and shake off the snow on his body.
"Why are you here at this hour?"
"I... I, I'm waiting for you..."
"Wait for me?" Tang Fei looked at the frost knotted on Duan Zhiyuan's cloak in a daze, and his face was a little blue from the cold: "You won't stand here all night, will you?" ”
Some are distressed, and some are angry: "What about those who serve you? They ate the 'bear's heart and leopard gall', and they dared to snub their masters like this? If you don't go back to the palace, they don't even come out to look for it? ”
Duan Zhiyuan smiled a little shyly: "Don't blame them, no one can stop me for what I want to do, they are all asleep." ”
Tang Fei suddenly thought that with Duan Zhiyuan's amazing medical skills, there was indeed no one who could stop him.
I was a little puzzled: "You stood here all night just to wait for me... You... What the hell is going on..."
Duan Zhiyuan took out a small cyan porcelain bottle from the placket of his clothes a little shyly, and handed it to Tang Fei: "This is a pill that I have newly developed, although it is not said to cure all diseases, but some typhoid fever and wind chill are still very effective, I have been thinking of sending you some, but Que'er somehow refuses to help me send medicine anyway." ”
Tang Fei was a little weak-hearted, he almost exhausted the finch to death last time, thinking that this finch had already developed a sense of fear for himself, so he naturally refused to come to this Baihua Pavilion again.
"I thought I would find an opportunity to give you the pill after the banquet last night, but I waited for half the night until the banquet was over, and you didn't come out, so I ......"
"So you waited all night?" Tang Fei really found it difficult to describe his mood at this time, with emotion, anger, and deep self-loathing.
"Here you go." Duan Zhiyuan stuffed the small medicine bottle into Tang Fei's hand, like a shy little boy who gave candy to girls: "This is my latest high-quality product, it is particularly effective, you keep it well, maybe you can use it in the future, it's nothing, I'll leave first." ”
After walking a few steps, he seemed to remember something: "Fei'er, the candy you gave me is very sweet, I like it very much, I wanted to thank you at that time, but when I went to Baihua Pavilion, you had already slept, so I went back again." I'm happy. ”
After saying this, as if he was being chased, he turned his head and walked away in a hurry.
He couldn't control his eyes, and couldn't help but come to see her, like a person with a dry mouth who drinks water knowing it's poisonous.
He had no intention of loving her, and he tried to pinch out the sprouts of love, but when he saw her again, the love in his heart was resurrected.
Tang Fei held the small cyan porcelain bottle that still retained Duan Zhiyuan's question, and only felt that both the medicine bottle and his heart were heavy.
It seems that what he is holding in his hand is not a simple medicine bottle, but a porcelain bottle of osmium, which is so heavy that people can't grasp it.
"Far away!" Tang Fei finally couldn't bear it anymore and shouted at Duan Zhiyuan's back.
Duan Zhiyuan still stopped and turned his head to look at Tang Fei.
It's that innocent and infatuated smile again. (To be continued.) )