When Shi Lei came out of the Internet café, it was already the beginning of the lights, and on this road to the school, there were fewer vehicles and fewer people, which made the world shrouded in hazy night extraordinarily peaceful and quiet. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Shi Lei is a technical school student, because he did not study well, after graduating from junior high school, he was sent here, and he enrolled in a junior college class, learning a craft that can support his family later. If he followed the trajectory of his previous life, he would graduate from here in a year, and then, according to the arrangement that his parents had already arranged for him, he would go to a star enterprise in the city and become an ordinary worker.

For this life, Shi Lei has no intention of changing, at least not for the time being, at the age of eighteen, he can't tell his parents that he wants to go to the world, this will not be a thing that can be recognized by them, after experiencing a rebellious youth, after his parents' worries and sorrows, Shi Lei does not want his parents to worry about himself again.

After graduation, he went to work safely, and in his spare time, those memories of the next few years could help him make his life more or less better, although he didn't remember much about what would happen in the future. But the real estate will rise, the price of oil will also rise, and the price of gold will fall sharply, isn't that enough?

As for the basketball tattoo, Shi Lei didn't take it too seriously in his heart. Well, at 1.81 meters, he is not a height that can achieve anything on the basketball court, and he doesn't have the speed or bounce of others. Of course, amateur time abuse is a good choice, Shi Lei plans to find a street player with cool actions to match, so he decided so happily!

With a happy mood, Shi Lei soon came to the classroom in his memory. At the closed door of the classroom, he took a deep breath, trying to control his mood as much as possible not to be so excited, and then gently pushed the classroom door open.

The chaotic classroom became quiet for a moment, and the young faces in those memories looked at him with a little fright, thinking that the teacher was coming, because of the sound of pushing the door, and then found that it was not, and continued the conversation that had just ended.

"Long Long said you were looking for me, why didn't I see you?" Returning to his seat, the bar god who was sitting in the front row of Shi Lei asked him.

"I searched around and didn't find you, which machine did you use?" Shi Lei sat down, opened the book on the desk, and pretended to be casual and said to the god who turned his head to look at him.

"I haven't seen you either, have I? I used the number 56. ”

"Oh, I didn't find you and went up to the third floor."

In this way, just like the evening self-study in distant memories, the neighboring classmates chatted with each other, and Shi Lei quickly reintegrated into the vague but not unfamiliar campus life.

Such carefree time is always lost quickly, and before you know it, the two-hour evening self-study has passed like this. After class, it was still the same as in my memory, the bar god who was obsessed with "dreams", helped Shi Lei, who was a day student, to push the car, and under the cover of the car, he got out of the school gate guarded by security guards and ran to the Internet café to fight.

The school is not very far from Shi Lei's home, and it looks like it takes more than ten minutes to arrive at the two-story courtyard house that has not yet been demolished.

"Mom, where's my dad?"

Only his mother was watching TV alone in the house, Shi Lei walked next to his mother, picked up a piece of cut watermelon, and asked vaguely.

Shi Lei's appearance follows the shape of his mother's face and awl. The eyes are not big or small, the bridge of the nose is very high, the mouth is slightly thicker, the facial features are quite upright, not handsome, but not ugly, just the appearance of a normal person. It's just that compared with his mother's soft appearance, Shi Lei's face is a little rougher, and his facial features are more angular. The appearance is not very outstanding, but it is very three-dimensional, which is the legendary photogenic, well, this is why Shi Lei is keen on taking selfies. Shi Lei once had a female netizen who met him, and after meeting, he said to him: "Your P skills are good..... ＇

"Drunk, are you hungry?"

The abnormality that the son could not explain with science, as a mother, did not notice, just glanced at the son with her eyes, and refocused her attention on the TV.

Shi Lei's father and mother work in a unit, which is the unit that Shi Lei will go to in the future. My father is the director of a workshop in the unit, and the deputy is not a big official, but he has a lot of entertainment. Just forty years old, the whole person looks much older than his actual age.

My mother is a storekeeper, a year older than my father, and her work is quite leisurely and she has few things to worry about, but when she comes back from work, she likes to sit by the TV and wait for her husband and son to come home. Although she maintains a pretty good figure, she has most of her heart on her family and half on her work, and she has no experience in how to dress up and maintain herself, so although she is only in her early forties, looking at her dress and face, she is not very far from the grandmother level. But this also has an advantage, that is, by the time Shi Lei is twenty-seven, his mother is not much older than now.

Twenty-seven has not yet started a family, Shi Lei, who lives separately from his parents, heard his mother's question, habitually touched his stomach, although he didn't remember what he ate in the afternoon, but he should have eaten, he didn't feel hungry. So he nibbled on the watermelon, shook his head, and pronounced an "eng" in a nasal voice to indicate that he was not hungry.

"What to eat in the afternoon."

It may be that the sound of her son eating watermelon aroused her appetite, and Shi Lei's mother also picked up a piece of watermelon and ate it, of course, when she was talking and eating, her eyes still didn't leave the TV.

When I go to a technical school, learning is no longer the focus, and if I don't learn, it's just like that, and what I want is the graduation certificate. But as a parent, there are always too many things to worry about for your children.

When I was young, I was worried that my child would not bump into him, get hot and cold, and be thirsty and hungry. After a little bit, I began to care about the child's learning, how is the study? Partial or not? These became the main topics of conversation between parents, especially mothers.

Just like Shi Lei, because his parents are employees of formal units and hold the country's jobs, he was forced to respond to the family planning policy. So as an only child, Shi Lei enjoys all the love of his parents while also bearing all their hopes.

It may be that the expectations of the burden are too heavy, when Shi Lei was in junior high school, he was seriously rebellious, skipping classes, fighting, going to a game machine hall or something, not only did not earn any face for his parents and make them proud, but added another mission to the family, who was responsible for sweeping the floor-educating Shi Lei.

Finally graduated from junior high school, Shi Lei was reluctant to continue his studies, and in desperation, he couldn't watch his children's laissez-faire parents, so he had to send Shi Lei to a technical college that had a perennial cooperative relationship with his unit.

Of course, the worry is far from over, if according to the normal development of Shi Lei's life, after he graduated, in order to let his son go to work in that unit willingly, his parents also spent a lot of money to buy Shi Lei a car to tempt him.

Well, oil money or something, you have to know, there is a very vivid word in this world, called "gnawing the old"!

This may be the presumptuous nature of adolescence, the collision of distant worlds, blooming dreams, and reality that contains violent disappointments, will make young people, during that time, do something that they will be ashamed of when they mature later. And the ones who are hurt the most are often the parents who are the closest and most loved around them and have no reservations about themselves.

"Let's make a face."

Shi Lei threw the finished watermelon rind into the garbage basket, took out a piece of toilet paper and wiped his mouth, leaned comfortably on the back of the sofa, and casually said a kind of pasta that he often ate earlier.

Watching TV like this, the mother and son chatted for a while, and when the hands of the clock jumped to nine o'clock, seeing that his father still hadn't come back, Shi Lei said to his mother: "Mom, I'm going to sleep."

"Well, go ahead, don't play the game too late."

"Got it, Mom."

"Do you still have any money on you?"

As soon as Shi Lei got up from the sofa, his mother asked as if she suddenly remembered.

At this time, Shi Lei knew if he still had any money on him, so he had to put his hand in his pocket and take out the money to take a look.

I have to say that money is a good thing, and the best embodiment is Shi Lei's mother, who finally shifted her gaze from TV to Shi Lei's outstretched palm. Seeing the scattered one-yuan and five-yuan banknotes in Shi Lei's hand, he almost instinctively nagged "How did you spend it so fast", Shi Lei had heard the words I don't know how many times, while getting up from the sofa, turning around and walking back to their bedroom. Shaoqing, took a fifty yuan note out of it, and while handing it to Shi Lei, he habitually said, "Save some flowers." ”

It has been a few years since he "gnawed at the old", Shi Lei took the banknote handed by his mother, and a strange feeling suddenly surged in his heart. It's not the embarrassment of reaching out to ask your parents for money, nor is it the guilt of going back and continuing to "gnaw at the old". It felt like a warm current soaking his heart, making his heart, which was stumbling and stumbling in the world, full of holes and scars, instantly surrounded by warm family affection.

Being a child who is hurt by someone should be the happiest thing in this world, right? I didn't feel anything before, but at this moment, Shi Lei experienced a different kind of rarity. Youth is not only about having intimate friends, pure love, but also the kind of comprehensive care that relatives have for you who have not experienced the world.

This long-lost feeling made Shi Lei have a good night's sleep!

In the dream, he entered his original unit, because of his excellent work, he was very appreciated by the leader, and most importantly, he made his parents finally proud of him. Then he met a beautiful girl, and soon got married and had children of his own......