Chapter 275 Let Go (I)
Although Shao Xunmei was no longer calm in her heart, she was not obvious on the surface, holding a cup of tea in her hand and lowering her eyebrows and not looking at him: "What's the matter, Lord Wang?" ”
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"Princess, Your Majesty's old illness has recurred, what is the condition, and it takes the princess to stay in the palace for so long, and her expression is so tired? This king felt distressed when he saw it. ”
His eyes looked intently at Shao Xunmei, who lowered his head, trying to see one or two from her expression, but unfortunately, the person had no waves, and even his voice was in the same tone as before: "Lord Wang, don't you know better than me what kind of illness Your Majesty has since childhood?" Your Majesty may have been overthinking and worrying about it this time, so it turned out to be a little more serious than before. So for the sake of His Majesty's illness, I spent more time there, and I looked a little tired. ”
Li Rongxi stared at her with a serious expression, and the staring in his phoenix eyes gave people a depressing feeling: what he could be sure of was that Li Rongxu's so-called illness was fake, and as for what his real illness was, he hadn't found out until now.
Or is the person not sick at all and pretending to be sick?
However, the tiredness of her own princess is emanating from the inside out, and it is impossible to fake. Therefore, the conjecture that he was not sick and pretended to be sick quietly crossed out in his heart.
Then, it is obvious that his princess's heart is not with him now, or rather, she has no trust in him, let alone favors him.
When he came back, he knew that the princess had Li Rongxu as a backer.
And after the two fell off the cliff this time, he felt that the princess was not as repulsive to him as before. And she takes care of him very intimately, if it weren't for Shao Xunmei's suggestion to him last time, he would have indulged in this self-righteous quiet hypocrisy.
However, it turns out that the princess still has not untied the knot in his heart and is still rejecting him. And her care for him during this time was completely out of his life-saving grace and the request of tricks.
Suddenly, a deep sense of frustration came from the bottom of my heart.
She still relies on Li Rongxu as her backer, so she doesn't confide in him what Li Rongxu's real condition is, so it is obvious that she is perfunctory to her just now.
A wave of sourness rose, obviously the two are husband and wife, but they are estranged from each other.
And what he wants now is for her to believe in him, to return to him, he will protect her, and in the future, he will never give up on her.
However, now she doesn't need it at all. I do not accept it firmly.
And his eyes looked at Shao Xunmei again, and his voice was a little tense: "Princess, you don't have anything to say to this king?" ”
When Shao Xunmei heard this, she raised her head, her black and white eyes with a touch of confusion: "What should I say to you?" ”
Tell you about Li Rongxu's real condition? How is that possible?
Or is it looking for you to question the truth about the two falling off the cliff? And then give you a chance to question their relationship?
Li Rongxi looked at her imperfect expression, frowned, and suddenly said, "Princess, you have been married to this king for five years!" ”
Shao Xunmei snorted, not knowing why he asked this.
Li Rongxi played with the slippery and thin white cup in his hand, feeling the touch of the warm tire, and his cold face showed a smile: "After the king recovers, I will take you to the royal ancestral hall." ”
When Shao Xunmei heard this, she knew what he had in mind: the royal ancestral hall, her stepconcubine who had been married for five years, was not qualified to enter at all, and her name was not sacrificed to her ancestors and written into the emperor's coffin.
So, what does he mean is that when he gets better, he plans to write her name in it and officially help her become the princess?
Should she be grateful?
Should he be grateful to him for correcting her, the step-princess who has been neglected to the end, and get the honor that Princess Ding deserves in the future? Will he even accompany him into the royal ancestral hall to worship his ancestors in the future?
She's really grateful for her insensitivity!
And in this way, he is really interested in her? Or is it the best that men don't get? Inferior roots are here?
And she had a gut feeling that this man had a kind of man-woman interest in her. In the past, he was still tentatively hinting, but now he is directly putting everything on the surface.
Shao Xunmei suddenly put the teacup on the table, her eyes looked at Li Rongxi, and her expression was as serious as his, as if she were negotiating: "Lord Wang, since you said your plan, then, I also want to say what I think." ”
Li Yongxi showed a smile on his face: "You say." "Finally, when he said this, did he give a reaction? Is it finally time to face up to this matter?
However, he knew her answer, and the sourness in his heart still insisted on continuing.
Then he unexpectedly heard his princess say: "Lord, I really can't handle the position of princess, and I hope you can marry another." So, I don't want to go with you to the royal ancestral hall. ”
Li Rongxi's expression turned cold in an instant, and his eyes drew an extremely indifferent look: "Why? ”
He boasted that he was not bad to her during this time, she could do whatever she wanted in the backyard, he didn't stop him when he wanted to stay in the Zhuangzi, and he went to visit her, and he didn't blame him after being stimulated by her words.
She has never been forced to fulfill any conjugal obligations, and even if she disrespects her many times, he doesn't care about her, and even he takes her to heart.
Why, even now, she still wants to reconcile? Although he expected it, he was so unwilling.
Even if, he used to... I really can't stand her, but isn't he trying his best to make up for it now?
He didn't believe she couldn't see it!
So, he really wanted to insist on asking why!
What's wrong with him? He is a dignified king, where can he not enter the eyes of a concubine of her! In the case of him being so condescending! He even knocked on the Ningguo Mansion for her!
"This king has not been violent to you, and those concubines are not a threat to you, are you not having a smooth life in the palace? And although this king is not the most handsome, he is not the worst, and this king's power is enough to give you everything you want. I really don't understand why you still don't want to live a good life with this king! ”
Shao Xunmei smiled and said, "Lord Wang, maybe you think that you have treated me well during this time, and I still don't know how thick the sky is when I bring up this kind of thing!" But, my lord, as I said, I don't like to be married to others, I don't like my man to use the tenderness and affection he has with me in bed and then use it on other women, that will make me feel that this is very cheap! And this is the third time, or the fourth time to repeat it, Lord Wang, I really don't want to repeat it in the future! ”
What if he was good to her? She didn't have to ask for it! And if he hadn't grown interested in her, would he have shown her such condescending courtesy? Is it possible?
So, he's good, she doesn't have to have any burden! Moreover, hasn't he been a woman all this time? She also personally found many women and promoted his aunts!
Perhaps in her modern eyes, while he is courting her, the woman is constantly acting scumbag.
However, in ancient times, his heart was on her, and he had always respected her, so this person was a qualified husband.
However, this is only qualified.
Of course, she is not far behind, she is not a good person, and she is not noble. Didn't she also hook up with Li Rongxu in private and secretly cross Chen Cang.
In this way, she really can't be strict with him.
"And, Lord Wang, I don't think that with the current situation of my mother's family, I really can't help Lord Wang. It can be said that you took me to the royal ancestral hall and did not help you in any way. And now that the number of side concubines is full, you might as well marry a noble girl with a prominent background. As for me, just send it away. ”
When Li Rongxi heard this, he smiled, and his smile was full of spring breeze, but no matter how he heard it, he felt that there was a dangerous taste: "This king doesn't know that the princess is so concerned about this king's affairs!" Does this king want to thank the princess for thinking so much for this king? ”
She could even figure out that he should take the initiative to give up the position of Princess Ding in order to win over the power! She also sent it away! Retired or retired?
Really, in order to get rid of him, she thought of everything! Dare to say anything!
And this is also, for the first time, the two of them have put things on the bright side on government affairs.
And since things have begun, it's easy to say, in such a sudden situation.
And she just paused in her heart and relaxed. The light veil that had always existed between the two before was also lifted by her words.
And she looked at Li Rongxi, who had been smiling, but her face was unkind and gloomy, with a sincere expression: "Lord Wang, what I said is true." ”
And Li Rongxi was a little irritable and couldn't control her emotions, and she couldn't wait to peel off the expression on her face: "What this king said is also true!" ”
Shao Xunmei said to him with a grateful face: "Lord Wang, I know what you said is true. I'm also grateful that you think I'm pretty good and have a crush on me. If it weren't for your appreciation, I'd still be completely ignored in my backyard. ”
And Li Rongxi saw the look of gratitude on her face, and only felt bitter and ironic in her heart, didn't she always reject him? Why are you so sincerely grateful! It's not like her previous temperament: "What, are you reminding this king how completely he ignored you, the princess, in the past?" ”
Yes, in the past, he did ignore her!
So, is she insisting on getting rid of him now? Is it so repulsive to him? No matter what he does, he can't get any sincerity and trust from her!
On her, he spent a lot of energy, and in the future, he will spend more time and energy on her!
And after thinking about it, thinking of his plan, his heart began to slowly relax, his emotions slowly became calmer, and the corners of his lips curled up with a smile.
When Shao Xunmei heard his words, she shook her head: "Don't dare." ”
However, not daring does not mean that there is none.
It's just a kind word, just listen to it.
And Li Rongxi regained that cold and arrogant momentum, sat in the chair and looked at Shao Xunmei, there was no dryness and unwillingness between his eyebrows, and the whole person was solemn and solemn: "Is there anything else?" What else does the princess have to say? ”
Naturally, there is: "Lord, since you have taken a fancy to me, if you really want to be good to me, why do you let me live!" Why, can't you let me go, can't let me leave, isn't it good for you to change someone to take the position of the princess? ”
And when Shao Xunmei said this, her tone was even choked, and her watery eyes looked at Li Rongxi like that, as if she wanted to firmly ask for an answer, or plead, so persistent and unyielding.
And when Li Rongxi heard this, he didn't know why in his heart, but he was so turbulent, and all his limbs were filled with a strange stiffness and pain, as if his heart was throbbing unconsciously, and his eyes were even more obscure, and the words he spit out were even less powerful: "Do you really think so?" ”
Shao Xunmei still nodded with tears in her eyes: "Yes, Lord Wang." I've taken good care of you during this time, and don't you think that the pain and numbness in your knee joint have been relieved every autumn and winter? ”
Li Rongxi nodded slowly, looking at the tearful face in front of him, and felt great pity in his heart: "So, do you want to say that when you gave acupuncture to this king, you found this king's symptoms?" ”
The climate in the south is hot and humid, and in autumn and winter, it is even more cold and humid, during the war with southern Xinjiang, many people suffered from seasonal limb paralysis and pain because they could not adapt to the climate there, and Li Rongxi was no exception, and Shao Xunmei found out that he gave him an injection in the past few days.
The purpose is also to make the future and separation smoother, and it can be regarded as a condition for him to cure this symptom, although this symptom is not equal to her requirements, it can be regarded as a good sale.
What she didn't expect was that she would suddenly say it today.
However, if he says it, since he cares about her enough now and treats her well, there is nothing wrong with saying it now. There's nothing wrong with the timing, maybe it's just right.
Therefore, Shao Xunmei nodded and smiled bitterly: "Yes, I originally hoped to sell it to you when I mentioned it to you after a while!" ”
Li Rongxi raised his eyebrows: "Are you sure it's not a threat or a condition?" ”
Shao Xunmei didn't talk nonsense: "Lord Wang, if you are really good to me, you really have me in your heart." Then I guess you don't want to see what I'm going to do in the future, so I'll sacrifice the flag for you first! Lord, there were so many women in the Ningguo Mansion at that time, why did you choose me! I just want to live well! And I, in the position of the princess, will always be worried and trembling for a day! Because I don't know if I'll live to watch the sunrise tomorrow! ”
And all of this is what you bring!
Although she said this without an accusatory tone, and did not sharply point out that it was Li Rongxi who irresponsibly put her in this situation, but such a miserable tone can move people's hearts even more and make the man feel guilty enough: If you really have her in your heart, you should let it go!
Otherwise, you are putting her in a desperate situation, where do you deserve to say that you have her in your heart!
And this move is to retreat into advance, which simply forced Li Rongxi into a corner, it is simply: If you love her, you have to let go!
Sure enough, is there a kind of love called letting go?
Li Yongxi's eyes suddenly brightened, what is the point of the temptation he just came up hinting at now?
What she said, is she saying in disguise that she doesn't trust Li Rongxu? She doesn't have anything to do with Li Rongxu? Is she still an independent person? Helpless? In desperation, she can only beg to let herself go to save her life?
Does that mean that she still has to rely on herself in the end? Isn't she, she's obviously using him as the last driftwood now!
And what does all his unwilling impatience mean!
And he quickly recovered his expression, looked at her with a quiet face, and relieved: "You let this king, think about it." ”