Chapter Ninety-Eight: Tentative
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Because it's cold.
Cold!
The cold wind was not as cold as before, but this kind of cold wind as thin as a knife hit from time to time, and no matter where it touched people, it was a response of coldness.
Looking closely, the guards who changed the guard couldn't help but wrap their warm clothes tightly, and at the same time stomped their feet slightly and muttered a few words of half-complaining to each other, but even so, it was still cold!
The wind is pervasive, and the cold is everywhere.
There are no leaves, but it cunningly burrows into people's bodies from tightly wrapped brocade clothes to make its presence known. Suddenly, the guards were caught off guard as if they had entered an ambush circle; But after a long time, the bones in their bodies seemed to have been frozen, and their bodies were no longer conscious. If you reach out and touch the rest of your limb with your slightly red and swollen fingers, you will find that it is obviously numb.
At this time, the wind brings wisdom, and uses it to show its existence, so that all that remains in people's minds is cold! Cold! Cold!
If you can have a brazier burning brightly against your chest now, it will be the greatest happiness.
So, such weather is not suitable for walking.
However, in this slightly empty camp, there are a pair of teenagers and girls slowly swaying in the mysterious enemy camp that cannot be seen or touched.
"I have a wife!"
Straight to the point, Sun Dao suddenly opened his mouth.
And behind Sun Dao's invisible, the girl who heard him speak like this, her delicate body shook a few times in the cold wind, but finally struggled to keep up with him.
Slowly, she also lightly opened her pale lips—
"The oblique screen is half-leaning, elongating the light and shadow
Heavy color vermilion lacquer mottled the painting
A farce of drunken gold fans
A dress dyed with red dust
Singing the West Chamber, who looks forward to this life promise
The shadow under the lamp whitewashes the memories
The old record player reincarnated
A yellowed and crumpled letter
A pen that outlines the corners of the eyebrows
The flower cavity is like a song that should be and old
The shadow of the clothes and temples covered a few sighs
I watched a few neon partings with a cold eye
He also acted in the scene where Lang rode a bamboo horse
He was still wearing the dress with overlapping shadows
He was still stuck in that dream that had lasted for many years
Quietly close your clothes and go to sleep, ignoring the day and night
He has played all the joys and sorrows that no one can get along
The candle flame was unclear, swaying all over the desert
He shook off the flowers and waited for someone to remember
The people who saw off their dreams have not yet dispersed~"
The poignant tone and the bleak song were sung, making both of them stop unconsciously.
She knows! Sun Dao stopped.
I know! Runan followed.
"Childe is drunk every night, how can Runan not know~" After singing the song, the girl quietly showed a sobbing and self-deprecating chuckle, "But even if Runan knows, Runan still wants to get close to Childe~"
"Freemasonry?" Sun Dao couldn't help laughing, "My situation is completely different from you~"
"Almost~"
The girl's answer was a little cunning, and Sun Dao didn't know which sentence it was to answer at all.
"Then why did you still trap yourself in? Wouldn't it be nice to treat me as a real second brother and position yourself as a younger sister! ”
Sun Dao took another step, which was to strengthen his mind.
And it doesn't matter anymore" And, how can you be sure that my identity is not real? ”
"Childe's intentions, Runan naturally knows, and at first, Runan also positioned himself as a sister!" But the girl still stood in the wind, letting the cold wind cut into her body from the sleeves and neckline, and carried out the already cold heart-
"But Gongzi thinks that Runan can freely enter and exit the Chongwen Palace, how can Aya not know?"
"What do you mean?" Hearing this, Sun Dao suddenly turned his face, his eyebrows jumped slightly with hidden anger, his eyes were suspicious, and he stared at Runan, who was already pale.
At that moment, everything suddenly became clear!
At the same time, the cold of being calculated and the angry feeling of being deceived also came suddenly, and after subconsciously snorting coldly, he walked over violently, trying to appease this poor little girl who was used by his father as a means to entrap others, but only two steps forward, he had already stopped—this is not his own time! She's not the ignorant little girl!
She has already resigned herself to her fate!
Glancing at her poignant face that shouldn't have been hung up, Sun Dao sighed a few times, "If you don't like this fate, I can help you~"
He narrowed his eyes slightly—Changle's future should have changed because of his own words; And then there's this self-pitying girl who was deliberately ignored by herself and put in the back!
"Aya's secret push is just an external reason~" The girl took a few steps forward, raised her little head and smiled sadly, "After all, Runan is incompetent and traps herself in!" ”
The sad smile, the reddish eyes, the teardrops, and the absolute gaze are displayed one by one on the young girl of the Li family who has just grown up, and at the same time, in the cold wind, a few strands of long hair on the sideburns flutter, and under the weak body that can't help but be crumbling, it is even more pitiful.
Feelings are such a thing, quietly changing so fast, the girl can't control it.
"I'm sorry~" Sun Dao stepped forward unconsciously, gently wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of her eyes, and gently pinned her long hair behind her ears, looking at it from a distance, it seemed to be a warm picture, but the young man's calm face and cold words in his mouth broke the girl's heart, "For you, I only have pity, no love!" ”
After doing all that, he resolutely turned around, leaving the girl with a ruthless back—
"The most important point! My wife can only be her! It's just her! ”
"Runan doesn't mind being a concubine! As long as, Childe pity! Runan choked his voice and rushed up to grab the corner of his clothes, and finally couldn't help but sob.
She never knew that she had fallen so deep that she couldn't extricate herself!
It quietly invades its own body, up to its soul, and tramples on its last dignity!
"My hometown with her, a man can only have one woman!"
"Therefore, this heart promises her that she has no regrets in this life!"
"But here, the son can have three wives and four concubines!" Rushing up, the girl hugged his back tightly, buried her head in his brocade clothes, and her whole body was trembling, "Runan's requirements are very low, just let Runan stay by Childe's side!" Runan won't fight with her, even if it's just a handmaiden, Runan is willing! ”
"How old is Runan this year?" Feeling that the girl seemed to be hanging all her weight on herself, Sun Dao, who was a little helpless, gently patted the back of her hand, trying to soothe her emotions and calm her down.
"Fourteen~" Under Sun Dao's rhythmic pat, the girl's trembling body really slowly calmed down, and the heart-rending heart gradually calmed down.
"Fourteen~" Sun Dao chuckled slightly mischievously, "In my hometown, this is a precocious love, and I will be blamed by my parents and teachers~"
"I know that all of you who are fourteen years old here have become mothers for the first time~" Feeling the head buried in his back behind him suddenly lifted, Sun Dao then recounted, letting her words stay on her lips, "But Runan, do you know why in my hometown the elders of fourteen do not allow children to fall in love?" ”
"Because their concepts have not yet been formed, their minds have not yet matured, and their hearts have not yet been qualitative!"
In other words, it's too naïve! Today they may like a handsome boy or a very beautiful girl, and they will die and live in love, but after a year or two, they may laugh because of their ignorance and childishness! I even feel that it is difficult to speak! ”
"The funny thing is that they used to have a rampant illusion that the world is wrong and I am alone!"
"It's even more because they don't understand responsibility, so they are irresponsible! Not only for yourself, for your family, but also for your ultimate destination as an adult! ”
"Puppy love is therefore a common forbidden act! Their reason is that, as elders, they are responsible for the future of young people! ”
"Speaking of the word, it is inseparable from the word responsibility - people live because of responsibility!"
"Runan, as a child, you have the responsibility to solve your father's worries, so you try to accept me~"
"Runan—" The little hand that was wrapped was squeezed lightly, and Runan finally lowered the words at the corner of his mouth and closed his mouth, silently listening to his narration.
"And as your nominal second brother, I have the responsibility to carefully consider this marriage of your parents' orders and concubines! Otherwise, just blindly accepting you because of pity and unbearable reluctance is not only irresponsible to you, but also unfair and more cruel harm to you! ”
"There is such a saying - we can be young and frivolous, but please don't joke with other people's future! Because we don't qualify! ”
"Therefore, for your third brother and Shun'er, while matching them, I also tried to do some backup work, because their future is not certain at all!"
"However, for the situation of early love, it is impossible to completely solve the problem from the root cause alone~" Feeling his words, in the end, the girl's delicate body couldn't stop trembling, Sun Dao was quite helpless to sacrifice the last trick "Therefore, the more common method in my hometown is to let time solve the problem~"
"It's not easy for you to give up this relationship now, and it's not realistic for me to reluctantly accept this relationship; So, let's take a step back – let time tell! ”
"The legal age of marriage for women in my hometown is twenty years old, and it is not suitable here, so we have made a pact - Runan, if you still retain this affection for me when you are eighteen years old, then I will try to accept you and try to fall in love with you, how about it?"
"Really?"
Obviously, Sun Dao noticed the irrepressible joy in the girl's confirmed words!
"Huh?" It seemed that he was a little absent-minded, and after a while, Sun Dao suddenly raised his head and looked at the full moon that climbed above his head at some point, "Hmm! ”
There was a wry smile in the eyes that looked at the bright moon - so you wouldn't make fun of me just blindly avoiding it, right?
I'm also trying to change!
- For you!
Although it is unlikely that she will stay in this world for five years, it should not be until then, and the little girl's blind admiration for her superficial versatility and good looks will naturally dissipate, right? After all, a decadent young man with a chaotic life like this, and a weird temper, except for a beautiful girl like you who is full of tolerance and has a terrible vision, can you condescend and reluctantly accept it, right? I used to think about growing old alone in a dark corner!
Now that I think about it, I was really happy at that time!
"Childe? Son? The girl's soft voice woke up Sun Dao, whose thoughts had already flown away-I don't know when, Runan actually stood in front of Sun Dao with a red face.
"Now you know how shy you are?" Sun Dao smiled and squinted, as if he hadn't fully woken up from his dream.
"Childe is~" Runan lowered her head and muttered, but the red and shiny clear earlobes under the bright moonlight completely betrayed her.
"Childe was distracted thinking about that sister when the agreement was not over, so he should be ashamed~"
"What else does Runan have to ask for?" Sun Dao cared about it, but it was the previous sentence.
And the girl first took a deep breath, then bit her lower lip lightly, and finally mustered up the courage, "Runan said such things in front of the eldest brother and them, what does Childe want to do?" ”
"It's okay, I'll discuss with you Aya when I go back to Beijing!" Sun Dao smiled bitterly and sighed secretly - this is also a big problem! After all, it was not only the Li family who was present, but Li Chengqian seemed to be a little angry with the role of Sun Dao?
Thinking of this, Sun Dao finally sighed slightly, "That's it...... I think that's pretty much it............"
It's destined to be another sleepless night tonight!
More and more questions!
Headache......
And in the middle of the night, when everyone was sleeping peacefully, Li Chengqian's carriages left the camp in a hurry! Of course, it's not just a few wagons that leave!
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