Tang Fei has been worried about his life again and again, and there are many people who are worried and sad, but if you talk about the most sad and guilty, it should be the emperor. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The emperor has always been a confident person.

He is the lord of the world and the king of Ming, whether it is in the court, in the harem or among the people, the emperor is as omnipotent as a god.

There is nothing he wants to do.

What he wants to do, what policies he wants to promote, no matter how uproaring and incredible, can be achieved with his efforts.

It is precisely because of this that the emperor has always been full of confidence.

However, when he really had the person he really loved, the emperor found that he was not omnipotent.

He can't protect the thoughtfulness of his most beloved woman in every way.

He also had many things that he could not overcome, such as illness and calamity.

He also has many things that he can't consider, and it is precisely because of these inconsiderate things that his Fei'er is in danger again and again.

This kind of realization couldn't help but make the emperor feel a burst of frustration, and at the same time feel a great panic.

He is no longer a fearless man.

With lovers and feelings, there are weaknesses and fears.

Tang Fei was his fear.

Last time, when Tang Fei was captured by the three princes of Mengli, if the emperor really had an accident with Tang Fei, he would probably have to follow her.

This feeling is not exaggerated in the slightest, but the most real feeling that the emperor emanates from the bottom of his heart.

This feeling was not pleasant, and even made the emperor particularly resistant.

But he can't control it, he can't control his heart.

I think that when the emperor was attracted to Tang Fei for the first time, he had such an uncontrollable feeling.

Although the emperor at that time hated such a feeling, he didn't care about it.

He believed that with his own ability, he could control any emotion or feeling.

But now with the passage of time, the emperor has become more and more mature and calm, and on the other hand, he has become more and more aware that there are still many things in this world that he cannot control.

Among them, there are diseases, disasters, and his love for Tang Fei.

Love is the loveliest disease, there is no cure for him, there is nowhere for him to prevent it.

When you are poisoned by love, you can only unconsciously be eaten by him, obsessed with her, abandon your original dreams, and become a puppet of love.

The emperor didn't want to be like this.

It is precisely because of this inexplicable resistance that the emperor's attitude towards Tang Fei has become a lot colder recently.

The emperor was in pain.

Although he didn't know why he treated Tang Fei coldly, it was himself who was in pain, maybe as long as he saw Xiao Fei'er unhappy, he wouldn't be happy.

But no matter how painful it was, the emperor still persevered.

Because he desperately felt that he needed to calm down and think about what he wanted and what he should do.

In the final analysis, although the emperor is older, he is just a novice in love for the first time.

For the emperor's estrangement, Tang Fei will naturally not be ignorant.

To be honest, Tang Fei was very sad in his heart.

Anyone's boyfriend or husband suddenly had a neurotic attack, suddenly became depressed, and then began to think like a literary young man, and began to alienate himself, you will be a little muttering in your heart, a little panic, and a little aggrieved.

According to Tang Fei's philosophy in life, sometimes in life, it is better to think less.

The more you think about it, the more likely it is that the one you get is not what you really want.

Anyway, no matter what, life has to go on, and since you always have to live, then it's good to live.

I don't know if you like to watch Hong Kong TV dramas.

In almost every classic Hong Kong drama, there will be such a line in it: 'People, the most important thing is to be happy~'

This line appears so often that my ears are calloused, and I am so familiar that I am about to rot on the street, so it does not make people think that this is such a great sentence.

But in my opinion, this sentence is really the most remarkable.

In a few words, the meaning of life has been spoken.

People live to be happy.

No matter how big your pursuit, how big your ambition, how big your ideals, all the goals are the same, just to be happy.

But some happiness is temporary happiness, such as alcoholism and drug abuse, these happiness is really happy at the moment, but it has to be repaid with dozens or hundreds of times more unhappiness, or even pain.

But some unhappiness is a temporary unhappiness, such as the fatigue when you work hard, the fatigue when you struggle, although you are tired for a while, but later in exchange for hundreds of times the happiness and sense of achievement.

In this way, it is up to everyone to make their own choices anyway.

Tang Fei was alienated and indifferent to the emperor, and he also had a pimple in his heart.

In fact, these pimples are not just this thing.

If you talk about it carefully, there are many things that are worth Tang Fei's sadness and grievances.

For example, the emperor gambled to say that his identity was Liu Jieyu, for example, in order to take care of the overall situation, he asked himself to face the pain silently in Penglai Palace.

If these grievances are expressed on the outline, it will become vexatious.

But even if it is fermented in the heart, it can really be called something that can be wronged.

But no matter how wronged, estranged, or complaining, it is only temporary.

As long as the relationship between two people does not change, there is no unsolvable knot in this world.

When the emperor is busy for a while, when he understands the tip of the horns, the two of them have a good talk and complain to each other, what knots can not be solved?

Although Tang Fei is not very emotionally intelligent, he is by no means a vexatious glass heart, since he wants to be a respected kapok, he naturally can't just be held and spoiled all the time, but also have full patience and love, to tolerate and understand.

This is probably the difference between naivety and maturity.

The emperor is busy with business every day, and he wants to calm down and settle down, so he hasn't come to Tang Fei's Bai Zhiyuan to bother him recently.

And Tang Fei has just recovered from a serious illness, his body is weak, and his spirit is even worse, so naturally he doesn't have so much spare strength to deal with the things of the Yuxiang Poetry Society, factories, and military schools.

Fortunately, most of these things are already in charge of now, and everything is running on the right track, so Tang Fei doesn't have much to worry about.

In this way, Tang Fei also ushered in her most leisure time since she crossed over to the Great Cloud Country.

In addition to recuperating with peace of mind every day, the rest is to play with Princess Sheng Qiong, or to talk with the county lord of Chang'an, Du Xiaoyi, Sun Cainu, etc., and often order longan to grind ink, and pick up the calligraphy that has not been practiced for a long time.

Tang Fei was originally very talented in calligraphy, although he didn't learn calligraphy for a long time, he also had a unique style.

It's just that she was taken captive by the three princes of Mengli at first, and she suffered a knife wound on the shoulder, and now she is holding a pen in her hand, and sometimes she inevitably loses her strength, and she is no longer as stable as before as Mount Tai.

However, there are pros and cons to everything, Tang Fei has experienced so many things, and his mood is very different from before.

Now that he has injured his arm, although it is not as neat as before, its charm and style are becoming more and more ethereal and indifferent.

It's a joy every day.