Chapter 146: No Way Back
"Looking for me?" The green crown looked puzzled. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"Zhong Yang is Zhong Mu's adopted son." Feng Shu'an glanced at the green crown and continued, "In the past two years, he has always believed that Gu Tianyu is not dead, and secretly investigated the news, just a few days ago, he found Gu Tianyu's portrait, but ...... I glanced at the portrait, and it was you. ”
She didn't tell Midori about Li Feifeng, not because she didn't trust Midori, but because she didn't want to involve Li Feifeng, although he couldn't get away for a long time. But in Feng Shu'an's subconscious, she didn't want the people she knew in the Broken Soul Hall to have anything to do with the people she knew in Yangtang.
The green crown listened, but did not speak. She understood what Feng Shu'an meant, asking her not to debunk the matter, and at the same time, she didn't want her to have any accidents. After thinking for a while, he sighed, "It's okay, I'll be careful." After your wedding, I will return to Nanyong. When the time comes, I will live in the palace all the year round, why won't Emperor Zhongyuan stretch out his hand to the Nanyong Palace, right? ”
"Green crown, thank you. By the way, these two years...... You ...... Zheng Yu" Feng Shu'an hesitated again and again, but still asked what he thought in his heart.
Green Mian glanced at her and smiled: "He can spoil me now, I'm afraid to melt in my mouth, you know, he's always been so good to me." ”
Feng Shu'an sighed slightly: "But if you are not happy, you are forced to smile, and the smile is not up to the bottom of your eyes." You don't have to hide it from me, King Mingyang ostensibly came with you, but in fact Zheng Yu sent him to spy on you, right? ”
The smile on Lu Mian's face completely collapsed with Feng Shu'an's words, and he laughed at himself: "Actually, he doesn't have to be like this, the children are in his hands, where can I run?" ”
"Kid? Do you have children? ”
Green Mian smiled bitterly and shook his head: "It's mine, not his." ”
Feng Shu'an's mind is so exquisite, and as soon as Lu Mian mentions it suggestively, she understands what she means: "Huo Mingkang's?" ”
Looking at the green crown and nodded, the wind was relieved and turned back and forth, how many people in the world can really see through the red dust? No matter how powerful a master is, he can't escape a love word, and so does his own green crown.
"It seems that Zheng Yu really cherishes you." If you don't love deeply, how can you tolerate your beloved woman giving birth to someone else's child, I'm afraid that even Zheng Yu can't forget the days when he had to let Lu Mian accompany Huo Mingkang whenever he saw the child's little face!
"Pity? Perhaps! Green Mian didn't know what was in mind, his eyes were empty, and his thoughts seemed to drift far away, "Tianyu, don't reject me, let me call you like this today, okay?" I'm afraid that after I leave Nanyong, I don't know when the next goodbye will be. There's one thing I've always wanted to ask you. ”
"Ask!" She knew what Green Mian was worried about, what if she was willful, she hadn't seen her for a few years, and she wanted to say too much. Now in the midst of troubled times, the next time we meet may be three or five years later, or it may be the next life.
"Do you still miss Dr. Suyan now? I'm not trying to say anything about you, just to ask. ”
"Su Suyan?" It's been a long time since anyone has mentioned this name in front of her, remembering the truth she knew back then, Feng Shu'an's face hooked up a sarcastic smile, "Green Crown, do you know, I always thought that Su Suyan was my faith, but unexpectedly, it turned out that I recognized the wrong person from the beginning." The Suyan doctor I saw when I was a child was pretended to be Shen Yuyue. ”
The green crown almost screamed, she looked around meaningfully for a week before blurting out: "Tianyu, how can you call the hall master's name......"
Before she finished speaking, she saw Feng Shu'an's face that instantly became gloomy, and hurriedly closed her mouth. Before she could apologize for her gaffe, Feng Shu'an smiled, but the smile was tingling with a chill.
"Shen Yuyue, isn't it the crown prince of Dongfan?" Feng Shu'an looked at her with crooked eyebrows. Only the four of them and the people at the top of the Broken Soul Hall knew that the hall master of the Broken Soul Hall was the Prince of Dongfan, so except for a few of them, almost no one in this world knew the true name of the hall master of the Broken Soul Hall.
Seeing this, Lu Mian looked at her with distressed eyes: "Tianyu, are you still complaining about the hall master's original decision?" ”
"Resentment?" Feng Shu'an smiled sarcastically, "Is he worthy?" ”
Green Mian uncomfortably stirred the silk handkerchief in his hand, and then gritted his teeth, and said the words in his heart: "I'm sorry." ”
Her inexplicable words made Feng Shu'an stunned: "What's wrong?" ”
"Zheng Yu knew about the hall master's plan at the beginning, Tianyu, I really didn't expect them to do this, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I really don't know......" God knows what kind of mood she was in when Lian Zheng Yu personally told her that he knew everything, Green Mian suddenly grabbed Feng Shu'an's hands excitedly, "You know what? Zheng Yu is no longer the Zheng Yu we knew at the beginning, he is now Huo Mingran, he killed Mingkang! Even Concubine Shu didn't let it go! I cried and knelt down and begged him, but he didn't let go of Concubine Shu in the end. ”
What does Zheng Yu know? Feng Shu'an smiled bitterly, isn't it surprising, when he was in Chonghua Palace, his attitude towards himself should be seen. Feng Shu soothed Lu Mian's shoulders and looked at her teary-eyed black eyes: "I understand now, even Zheng Yu is Shen Yuyue's most proud disciple, because he is ruthless to anyone, does things neatly, and leaves no trouble, but for him, you are an exception, aren't you?" ”
The green crown shook her head fiercely in despair: "No! That's not true! Tianyu, you don't know, he has been tightly imprisoned in the palace for the past three years, if it weren't for ...... If not...... I was so depressed that I almost hurt the fetus in my womb, and he wouldn't let me come to Nanyong. You must not dare to imagine that this is the first time I have walked out of the palace of Namyong since you left. ”
Feng Shu'an's gaze involuntarily fell on the lower abdomen of the green crown, and then slowly moved back to her face: "Since you have a child, why do you still bother with the past." You fell in love with each other at the beginning, and Gu Heng and I also knew it, but because of your identity and tasks, you can't be together, since everything is over now, why not let them pass it completely? You can see that he's really nervous about you. ”
"Huh! You don't understand, you can't go back, you can't go back! Green Mian suddenly shook off her hand like crazy, "Do you know Tianyu? Among the four Dharma protectors in the Broken Soul Hall, all the sins were borne by the two of us, and the two of them are now glorious and powerful, why?! Is it true that women are inherently born to suffer for men in this world? ”
Feng Shu'an looked at her in shock: "Green crown, you ......"
The green crown suddenly turned his head, smiled miserably, and burst into tears: "I always thought that I didn't love Mingkang, until I killed him with my own hands, I felt that my heart was about to suffocate." Do you know, later I received a suicide note from him to me, in fact, he already knew that I was here to kill him, but he coveted the beauty with me, and would rather die in my hands and fulfill me. He died without even knowing why I wanted to kill him! But I can't even keep the mother who gave birth to him and raised him!! Why! Why did God do this to me! ”
Feng Shu'an listened to Lu Mian's words, remembered what happened to her back then, tears rolled down, yes, she swore in front of Ling Xiang'er's coffin not to cry again, but now she broke her promise. She also clearly knew that Green Crown and even Zheng Yu would never be able to go back, just like the four of them, they would never be able to go back.
“...... At that moment, my heart died. (To be continued.) )