Chapter 412: My Heart Will Hurt

In the dead of night, after listening to the story of splitting the mountain to save his mother, Xiao Zheng hugged Yan Qianyan's neck, immature but old, and said the most heart-warming words: "Whoever dares to bully his mother in the future, Xiao Zheng will shoot him with a bow and arrow to rescue his mother." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 As soon as the words fell, he fell asleep, pointing to the improvised bow and arrow hanging on the wall above his head.

The child's childish words made Yan Tianyan's heart warm and sweet, and a doting smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. She gently put his little knotted arms into the quilt and pressed the corners of the quilt. Turn off the oil lamp. Lying beside him, with one arm around him,

Now every night I feel the soft body of the child, and I can only fall asleep when I smell the milky breath.

Tonight, I didn't feel sleepy looking at the moonlight shining through the window. 、

For more than two years, Feixuan went out to buy daily necessities many times, but he never mentioned anything outside, and Liu Wuying never talked about it. She knew in her heart that he must have intersected with the outside world like Liu Wuying before, otherwise how could he bring back everything he needed in the shortest possible time.

He didn't tell her that she didn't ask, she knew that Spin didn't want her to be sad. After all, he was sent out of Mu Mansion and was chased and killed, and he almost died, which was very shameless. It is equivalent to being abandoned, and it will be driven out and exterminated. Another reason is that Feixuan is Liu Wuying's brother, and it can be seen that he is Liu Wuying's hardcore brother, and he is infinitely loyal to him, so he will give up his good future and have no regrets in this desolate place. She didn't know how much he knew about the sky-evident love between her and Liu Wuying, but she must have known. She resolutely stopped asking, and took care of Xiao Zheng as if she was isolated from the world. Do everything yourself, including clothes, shoes, socks, food, daily schedule, in short, as long as possible, never let Green Flying Spinning help. Because she was a mother, she truly experienced the mood of a mother, and truly understood that only mother's love for her children is the most selfless and pure dedication in the world. A mother's love for her child is an indescribable irresistible one that can give everything for it.

And Xiao Zheng has a different meaning for her, he is the hope that supports her persistence, and it is her spirit. It started when she cut the umbilical cord herself, looked at his wrinkled little face, and heard the cry he announced to the world.

With this little life, her life has taken on another kind of brilliance.

Although she has lived for two lives, she is still a mother for the first time, and maybe when she has no children, she thinks a lot about herself, and wants to have a husband who loves her, romantic love. Therefore, she once wanted to manage Mu Mansion well, make the business of several shops bigger and better, and help Mu Hanfeng carry forward the Wujin industry, textile industry, and paper industry, which can be regarded as repaying the princess and grandmother, and helping Mu Hanfeng Industry to serve the country. In this way, in a few years, she can leave Mu Mansion without guilt. Even if she couldn't continue with Liu Wuying, she didn't really want to live in Mu Mansion for the rest of her life, but kept making plans.

But I didn't expect the final ending to be so tragic. She did not leave Mu Mansion by herself, but was sent out and hunted down. Almost killed two corpses.

Although I have occasionally thought about it in the past few years, I will think that Mu Hanfeng may have his own thoughts, maybe he wants to protect her. It's just that then things go unexpected.

But in the bottom of her heart, she couldn't forgive him. In fact, he hated her, and she avoided him, and that was all when she was a child. Since marrying into Mufu, after more than a year of contact and development, that phenomenon has changed. A kind of contract has been formed between the two, not just a personal agreement to help each other achieve the goal, but it is already really tied to a rope. So much so that she became pregnant later, and once thought that Mu Hanfeng had completely changed her previous hatred for her and began to accept her. I also secretly thought that I would be a young lady of Mu Mansion like this, and it was actually not bad to have children.

So she worked so hard to promote the marriage between Liu Wuying and Princess Yiyang, so that she was less worried and less guilty.

But I didn't expect it to be like this. Thinking of her Yan family, her father and sister died worse than the other, and she almost suffered even more. These are all thanks to the Mu family. So until now, she has never taught Xiao Zheng to call her father. I rarely talk about the title of father. She has to rely on her own strength to raise Xiao Zheng and make him a free, noble and elegant person. Of course, she plans to let him grow up to a certain age to be self-reliant and have the skills to survive.

Fortunately, Qingyuan is like an island in the sea, and there are few people who usually come. Although Xiao Zheng is much smarter and more sensible than ordinary children, he is a child after all. No one said the word father, and naturally they didn't understand that the child would have a father in addition to his mother. He thought that Uncle Niang Feixuan and Sister Luqiao were all the people in the family.

Originally, she thought that she could live peacefully for a few years, wait for Xiaoxiao to be a little bigger, find a private school to send him to study in a slightly more prosperous place with a better climate outside, a little more prosperous, and move to buy a few acres of thin land or start a small business. Then let Spin Luqiao go to live their own lives, or continue to go back to Liu Wuying.

It is not very difficult to live a well-off life with her ability and thinking, and in the future, their mother and son will be free and easy people.

But now, Mu Hanfeng's name was mentioned again, what she didn't expect was that her heart would hurt.

Whether she wanted to remember it or not, the things she thought had been dusty resurfaced.

She didn't dare to think that when she was forced to the edge of the cliff, looking at the deep valley that could not be seen at a distance, touching her big belly. A silent cry of despair when such a tragic decision was made.

She doesn't have much nostalgia for her life, she has lived two lives enough. I also got my wish. cultivated a childhood sweetheart, and knew the sincerity and depth of that feeling, but it was her child. A child who has been growing in the womb for nine months is like this before he is born. Her heart was bleeding.

When she opened her eyes again and saw the blue sky and white clouds, as if she was reborn, she was full of gratitude for everything.

She endured the tearing pain, endured the bumps, and was held in his arms for more than ten days with infinite gratitude to Feixuan.

She endured all kinds of discomfort, gritted her teeth, and took care of Xiao Zheng carefully. Every day, every moment, I buried all my joys, sorrows, and sorrows in my heart.

She thought that she had passed her own level, and all the past events except Liu Wuying had been put down, but now it seems that there is no

Now her mind clearly flashed with the appearance of Mu Hanfeng. Thick eyebrows, deep bottomless eyes, finely carved facial features, and flawless facial lines. A burly and tall figure. The cold ice blade-like eyes, and even the sparkling eyes at night,

From birth to departure, he was the person with whom she spent the longest time. He will always be a thousand-year-old iceberg face to her. But with a child, has he ever really been tempted by her?