I realized that I was in an extremely embarrassing situation. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info This embarrassment stems from the shame and guilt in my heart. Stripped of my false garment, I followed my heart and became a truly "shameless, unchaste" woman.

I found that my heart was being tortured, from morality, from Lan Sheng, from the torture of the heart.

The silence turned into a long ordeal. My palms were sweating, and my whole body was even colder.

Xu is Yueying noticed it, she stretched out her hand and lifted the curtain with her other hand.

The light was so dazzling that I couldn't help but lower my head.

Yueying opened her mouth and said: "Uncle, Zhu Niang and I came back from Qiantang, and we happened to meet Liang Gongzi on the way, so we went back to Haining together." ”

The coachman also chimed in at this time: "It's a coincidence, I met Liang Gongzi, and he also wanted to go back to Haining, so I got a companion." ”

Fei Yi reminded Xi An in a low voice in the car: "Let's go." ”

Si'an drove away in the carriage.

Lan Sheng didn't speak anymore and rode away. The coachman also waved his whip and drove the carriage.

Yueying lowered the curtain, and the car fell into darkness again, I leaned over and hugged my knees, and whispered, "Yueying...... I'm responsible for everyone. ”

She sat next to me, put her hand on the back of my shoulder, and said to me softly, "Didn't Zhu Niang already plan it before?" ”

It was indeed planned, but when I actually went to do it, I found that I was still in great pain. A voice in my heart told me: I am in love with someone else, I'm sorry Lan Sheng.

Guilt and insecurity held me back, and I was afraid that if I took one step further, I would put everyone in the abyss.

"What the hell am I going to do?" I muttered.

Yueying can't answer me with such a question. She caressed my shoulder gently, as if trying to ease my pain.

All the way to the Blue Mansion, Yueying got out of the carriage first and helped me down. When he returned to the room, he didn't see Lan Sheng's figure, thinking that he should have gone to his mother-in-law's side.

After a while, Yueying brought in a charcoal basin, then covered a cage woven with copper wire, and then went out to make a pot of tea.

When she was about to go out, I sat on the pestle next to the charcoal basin and called out to her: "Yueying, you made me panic, can you sit here with me for a while?" ”

She sat down next to me, I hugged her with both hands, rested my head on her shoulder, and said in a trembling voice, "Yueying, I was suddenly scared. ”

Her palm was pressed against my back, and she said with concern: "Why does Zhu Niang's body keep trembling?" After a pause, he said, "What are Zhu Niang afraid of?" ”

I involuntarily bit my lip and said, "I feel so cold......" and then began to speak incoherently, "Yueying, am I not decisive enough?" Suddenly, I realized that I was actually very weak...... Yueying, I have a hunch that I might do something later...... I was afraid to do that, but I felt like I had to do it again......"

"Maybe if you really do it, you won't be afraid......"

As soon as Yueying's words fell, the sound of the door being pushed open suddenly sounded in the room.

I lifted my heavy head and saw Lan Sheng take a few steps into the room, and the dark image he cast on the ground was a huge black net that tightly wrapped and bound me.

Lan Sheng opened his mouth and said, "Yueying, you go out first, I have something to say to the young lady." ”

Yueying didn't move, I let go of my hand and urged her, "You go out quickly." Then he pushed it with his hand again.

She hesitated, saluted, and said, "Uncle and Zhu Niang have just come back from outside, and they must be stained with cold, I'll go to the kitchen to cook some ginger soup, and I'll send it later." With that, he withdrew.

Lan Sheng walked over and sat down, his voice was cold, and said, "What do you want to explain to me?" Whatever you explain well, I will believe it. But I don't want someone else to explain this, I want you to say it yourself. ”

What else can be explained? I don't want to pretend anymore.

The pain and tangled emotions had pushed me to the ground. If I don't make a choice, my whole being will be torn apart.

I closed my eyes, lowered my head, and said in a trembling voice: "Lan Sheng, let's go." ”

My heart is no longer with him, and our marriage can't last.

There was a moment of silence in the room, and after a while, there was a beep of burning silver charcoal in the charcoal basin, as if announcing the end of the marriage with me.

Lan Sheng grabbed my shoulder with his hand and said in a low-cut hoarse voice, "What are you talking about?" ”

The shoulder bone was picked by his hand, but I still didn't turn my head, and said again: "We, and leave." ”

With a hard effort, he pulled my upper body over, faced him, and said, "You look at me, you look at me." ”

I struggled to raise my head and said, "Lan Sheng, I can't stay here any longer, and I can't be married to you anymore. Let's all let it go, shall we? ”

His eyes were red and he looked at me in disbelief.

There was a snap, and his hand was as fast as lightning, and with resentment, it was heavily imprinted on my cheek.

I forgot to breathe for a moment in shock, and only felt a hot stinging pain in my face.

Before I could react, Lan Sheng grabbed my shoulders again and explained, "Sister Wan, Sister Wan...... I'm really confused, don't you take it to heart, okay? I, I'm not a heart......" his voice was urgent, with a trill.

Without warning, a tear rolled out of his left eye—the only one, like a dry spring, without any more tears.

I came back from my shock and calmly said, "Let's not do this again, okay?" I didn't explain, and I don't want you to keep it, I just want the final result. ”

"What result?" Lan Sheng said coldly, "I won't agree." ”

"Lan Sheng," I said in a calm tone, "the crux of our relationship cannot be solved, and I will only suffer for the rest of my life if I spend my life here, and you will not be free." Don't torture each other, okay? ”

"No!" Lan Sheng suddenly lowered his head in pain and said, "I don't understand why you left me...... Why do you say such things to me? ”

"Sister Wan," he raised his head again and said, "When you were bent on marrying me, didn't you mean what you said?" After a pause, he said, "Is it because of that Liang Gongzi?" He must have tricked you. ”

"It was a decision I made on my own." I replied. Then he said: "Lan Sheng, our fate is over. I don't want to accuse anyone who is right and who is wrong, it doesn't make sense anymore. I just want to get out of here. Perhaps, my departure will be a good thing for everyone. When I leave, there will be no quarrels in this house, and we can all have peace and tranquility. ”

"You are my wife, I said you can't leave if I don't let you go. I'm not going to let you go. Lan Sheng insisted. (To be continued.) )